Heart Sincerity
55

I stared at my own face in the mirror reflection, nothing had changed. But I was confused, I always felt something was missing. After waking up from a long dream, I was confused by all the dreams myself. I dreamt of a man whose face was indistinctly wrapped a beautiful ring on my finger , but when I opened my eyes all I saw were my parents and my brother looking at me with a strange look. I saw my ring finger, there was nothing curling there. Disappointed, that's how I feel.

They said I had an accident and I was half amnesiac. It's so strange, even I still remember all my family and my two best friends Syila and Nissa. But in my heart it's like something's forgotten and it's completely unknown to me. Even the accident they said I don't remember. Ah, nevermind. If I keep thinking about it, my head will hurt again.

I decided to clean my body because it felt so sticky, I myself did not know when the last time I took a bath. I got into the bathtub so excited.

"Geez" I said in surprise when I saw the stitches on my stomach that were quite large. I stopped my intention to take a shower and walked out of the room.

"MOTHER.". " cried out, and soon I saw my mother enter the room with an anxious face.

"What's wrong?" asked, looking at me worriedly.

"Mother, why are there stitches here?" my question was pointing at the stitches in my stomach.

"Eh, it's because.em you.." I frowned as my mother was like a confused person to answer my question.

"A few months ago you had appendicitis, no need to fear it will soon disappear" said someone who suddenly entered my room I immediately lowered my raised clothes. Yeah, who else if not bang Ical.

"Why don't I remember anything? Why is everything like a dream?" ask me what it is.

"Enough, you don't have to think much. Right now you just have to focus on your recovery and go back to college" said bang Ical making me surprised, what else now? Why I don't remember anything at all. I looked at my brother's face full of question marks.

"Why should we be here? Dara wants to go to college in Jakarta, Dara's friends are all there" said I memelas.

"Don't say much to Dara, take medicine after that break" said my brother looking at me sharply, I no longer knew him who was as gentle as he used to be. He's changed so much, now he looks more rude.

"The gate changed, evil brother" I shouted and immediately dropped myself on the bed. I pulled out the blanket and covered my whole body. I don't want to go to college where I am, even though I know this is my birthplace. But I'm more comfortable in Jakarta, I already have a close friend there.

"Because take the medicine first" said mother pulled a blanket that covered my body.

"Dara does not want the mother, Dara has been taking medicine for a week. Dara is not sick, why does everyone think Dara is sick" I said pulling back the blanket to cover my body.

"Become..."

"Dara wants to go back to Jakarta mother, Dara kangen Dara's best friend and dormitory" my tears flowed so hard, I really missed everything there. I also felt like I hadn't seen them for so long, the last time I remember we met before the semester break. Besides, I also miss something but don't know what I really miss right now.

"Let her like that mother, she's so stubborn"

I woke up from my sleep and looked straight at my brother.

"Why did you lock Dara up? Why are you guys hiding something aaahhh"

It hurts so much, my chest hurts so much and my heartbeat seems to be racing so fast.

"Become, my brother told me you should take medicine" said bang Ical sitting next to me.

"Dara's chest is tight, it hurts" my ringis as she felt my chest getting sicker. I couldn't breathe properly either, my heart was racing. My head also felt so heavy that my vision began to fade. I clasped Ical's bang hand and everything turned dark.

"How's Cal doing?" ask Zahra to her son who is now staring at the sister who is still asleep.

"His heart is still not normal, Dara has not been able to accept the heavy things and burden his mind. We will take him back to Jakarta, for his memory so that Dara knows everything herself" Haikal said, who immediately went out of the room. Zahra who saw the attitude of her son could only sigh.

"I'm sorry brother dek, brother has absolutely no intention to separate you from your child. Brother just doesn't want you to do anything, brother still doesn't believe in your husband. Brother is still very afraid of losing you" said Haikal, a clear water now dripping on his face.

The flashback

"Why did you leave the deck brother, why did you have to leave. Wh why? Why don't you ever listen to your brother's words, huh? Wake up, wake up baby" said Haikal, he saw Dara's hands pale and cold. Haikal hugged his sister so tightly, his heart was completely broken when he saw the person he loved leaving his life.

"Wake up, brother please. Don't you want to see your son, huh? Wake up Dara, brother please" continued Haikal.

"Uhukis... "

Haikal was very surprised when he heard Dara coughing, he immediately saw and it turned out to be Dara. But Haikal again surprised when Dara's mouth bleed. He immediately pulled Dara's hand and checked her pulse.

"Thank you God" said Haikal, quickly he reassembled a heart rate detector in Dara's body, Haikal also put oxygen because Dara breathed himself a little bit beheaded. Haikal checked Dara's heartbeat with his stethoscope.

"Oh my God, his heart is very weak" said Haikal, He went out of the room.

Haikal was silent when he saw people who looked at him with question marks. Then Haikal ignored them and immediately went to call the doctor who handled Dara.

Shortly after Haikal returned with two female doctors at a quick pace, Haikal raised his hand as his parents were about to ask. Then they went in and locked the door.

"How's my sister doing?" haikal asked the doctor.

"There's a little problem with your sister's heart, it looks like your sister's amniotic fluid is going up to her heart and brain. He had an amniotic fluid embolism, which is quite rare. During the operation, he had a heart attack. It's so fatal, his heartbeat stopped for quite a while. It's likely that if your sister survives she will suffer from amnesia and her heart is weak" the doctor said, leaving Haikal instantly limp.

"At this time the most important safety of my sister doc, for other problems let me who seek the solution" said Haikal who was answered nod by the two doctors. Haikal and the two doctors came out of Dara's room.

"I will take Dara to Aceh, her homeland. I hope you all accept this" Haikal said, staring at Dara's two in-laws.

"This is all we leave to all of you, we and the family apologize for our son's inappropriate attitude to Dara. We will not demand anything" Gilang said staring at Haikal with regret.

"How about the baby?" ask Hesti.

"Arham deserves the child, he must also learn from what he has done. Haikal hopes mom and dad can accept Haikal's decision" Haikal said staring at his parents.

"No Ical, however Arham was Dara's husband. We cannot decide everything unilaterally" Raffi said, rejecting Haikal's decision.

"But Ical will still bring Dara" said Haikal who returned to the room. Haikal approached where Dara lay weak.

"Abang will do what's best for you, while time allows brother to take you away. It's for your own good" Haikal kissed Dara's back.