Heart Sincerity
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At night the state of the house looks very quiet, Dara sat on the edge of the bed while holding Ara who was also not asleep. Arham had not yet revealed himself and that made Dara very anxious.

"Where are you? Why haven't you come home?" tanya Dara looked at Ara who was still busy with toys in her hand.

"Ara bobok used to be here huh? Mommy wants to call papa first" said Dara put Ara to bed. Dara took her phone and called Arham.

"Ck, not active" said Dara put his phone back on the nightstand.

"Corny huh? It's been a night baby" said Dara again holding Ara. Dara walked out of the room while occasionally looking at the wall clock.

"Where are you going?" dara asked so worriedly, she continued to look at the door and hoped that Arham would appear there. But Dara waited two hours, but Arham did not come home. Dara went to the room to put Ara to sleep who had fallen asleep a few minutes ago. Ara came back crying when Dara put her in the baby box.

"Cup cup, Ara want to bob the same mother huh? Yes, we are bobok ya" said Dara brought Ara to the bed, Dara lying next to Ara while stroking Ara's head. Dara's thoughts continued to lead to Arham who had not returned home, he was very worried because Arham did not give any news about going home late.

Half an hour waiting, Dara finally gave up because her sleepiness began to attack. Dara looked at Ara who was also already asleep so soundly.

"Good night dear" said Dara kissed Ara's forehead gently, then she also closed her eyes.

***

At exactly 03:00 in the morning, Arham came home in a mess. The shirt buttons are half open and the hair is quite messy.

Arham smiled as he looked at the two most important women in his life who were sleeping. Arham sat next to Dara, he stroked Dara's face gently and kissed Dara's forehead.

"Sorry to keep you waiting" said Arham staring at Dara and Ara alternately, then he got up and walked towards the bathroom.

After finishing the bath, Arham lay next to Dara who was still empty. Dara who was disturbed woke up.

"Mass? When's home?" dara asked to change her position to sit down. Arham looked at Dara for a while, then he smiled when he saw Dara's facial expression.

"Just now, I saw you so soundly so I didn't want to admire your sleep. But sorry, I woke you up" Arham said.

"It's okay, it's also time for evening prayer. Have you prayed?" tanya Dara was about to wake up, but was quickly restrained by Arham.

"In a moment, right now I really want to hug you" said Arham immediately pulled Dara into his arms. Dara was very surprised by Arham's very strange attitude.

"Mas" called Dara when Arham never let go of his wound.

"In a moment, I beg you" said Arham so bitterly, Dara who heard it was silent. He returns Arham's embrace while closing his eyes, Dara loves the warmth that Arham gives.

"Never leave me, stay with me" whispered Arham, Dara opened her eyes and let go of her embrace.

"What's wrong?" tanya Dara stroked Arham's face that looked pale with my eyes.

"Don't leave me, I'm sorry for all my mistakes during this time" Arham said kissing Dara's hand, Dara was increasingly confused by Arham's remarks. A clear water flowed over Arham's cheeks.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" tanya Dara wiped away Arham's tears gently. Arham did not answer Dara's question at all, he just looked at Dara so deeply.

"Please promise to stay with me" said Arham, holding Dara's hand.

"Sorry Dara can not promise, Dara does not know what the future will be like. But Dara will keep trying to always be with you. Sorry, Dara also has not remembered about you mas" said Dara hugging Arham. Her heart ached when she remembered that she remembered nothing at all about her husband.

"That's not important, right now the most important thing is that you're here" Arham hugged Dara tightly. Dara nodded and then released her opener.

"Mas has to sleep, tomorrow has to work again" said Dara smiling, then he got out of bed.

"Don't disturb Ara, she just fell asleep" Dara reminded Arham who loved to admire Ara sleep.

"But I miss him a lot" Arham said, saying Ara's nose.

"Ck, if Ara wakes up, she will not sleep until morning" said Dara who immediately sauntered away to the bathroom.

"Hey papa's son, sorry for a few days papa rarely play with Ara. Ara must be kangen papa right?" arham asked Ara to speak. Arham hugged Ara and closed his eyes.

"Oh Allah, please protect always the family of the servant. Make us a family that obeys your commandments and avoids distress. Make our little princess a godly and loving child. Forgive the sins of the servant and the servant's husband, and allow the servant to remember everything again. Aamiin Aamiin ya rabbal alamin" Dara rubbed her hands on her face so gently. He took the holy book of the Qur'an and began to read it so melodiously.

***

Dara's melodious voice in the morning makes Arham wake up from his dreamland. His eyes opened perfectly when he saw Ara's tiny body that was also awake. Ara looked at Arham so fixedly, looking longing on her face.

"Papa's son is up?" said Arham pinched Ara's nose with anxiety. Ara who was treated like that looked happy and laughed.

"Pardon my dear father, papa also miss Ara" said Arham brought Ara in his arms. Ara who seemed to understand Arham's words also resuscitated his head in Arham's chest. Arham smiled as he stroked Ara's head.

"Mas pray first, let Ara with Dara" said Dara while folding her face.

"One more minute, let us channel each other's longing"

"Because you know, but prayer is more important. After that mas can kangen-angen again with Ara" said Dara took Ara from Arham's decapitation.

"Well dear mother" said Arham kissed Dara's cheek suddenly to make Dara aghast surprised.

"Sorry baby, just a small gift" said Arham who immediately sauntered into the bathroom. Dara who saw that could only shake her head.

"Eh mother's child, woke up because you heard mother teaching ya?" said Dara while kissing Ara's cheek with anxiety.

"Anyday we take a shower? let it be fresh" said Dara sitting on the edge of the bed. Then shortly Arham came out of the bathroom, he took a sarong cloth for prayer.

"Ara if you are older must be a good child, dear, loving, patient and so sweet girl who is soft" said Dara holding a small hand Ara. Ara smiled as her hands stretched out to pull Dara's veil. Dara who was very anxious was unceasingly kissing Ara's red cheeks.