Heart Sincerity
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"Ra I'm sorry, I... "

"It's okay, Nis, I understand" said Dara cut off Nissa's speech. He held Nissa's hand. Nissa hugged Dara.

A few hours ago Dara got a quick message from Syila if Nissa was at her house. Without a second thought, Dara immediately glided to meet her two best friends.

The laughter of the three beautiful women now filled the room. No more sadness, no more parting. They promised to stay together again.

"Beautiful" said Dara when she saw Nissa now wearing a hijab.

"I've decided to use this Ra. I want to be like you guys. Please teach me" said Nissa. Dara who heard that was deeply moved.

"We'll be together to learn Nissa, won't we be my sister-in-law?" dara blinks her eyes at Syila.

"Yes, my brother-in-law is right. We are still learning too. The important thing remains istiqomah" said Syila. Then they embraced. Ah, happy to have such a warm bond of friendship.

"Mama, Alan can you play at Ara's house?" the voice managed to make the three women let go of their embrace.

"Don't be a pity, you'll trouble Dara's mother" said Nissa bringing Alan into her lap.

"No, Mother never felt bothered. Even mother happy if Alan plays home, so add rame" said Dara pinched Alan's cheek with anxiety.

"Yes, Ara was happy too. So Ara is not lonely anymore. Deck Azka can not be played" said Ara to sit on Dara's lap.

"Adek was a little baby" said Syila stroked Ara's head.

"Alan just happened at Ara's house, so he could play. Alan will be stuck in Ara's room, let Ara have friends. Can you please mom?" chirps Ara who managed to make everyone surprised.

"Don't dong, Ara's a girl. Alan's booby in Azka's deck room. The room is next door" said Dara.

"Yes, Alan is a girl. Let us be together" said Ara made the three young mothers laugh together.

While joking around, the doorbell rang. The three women threw one another a glance.

"Let me open" Nissa said as she watched Syila get up from her seat. Syila smiled and nodded. Nissa walked to the door. The bell kept ringing.

"Geez, I can't wait for the guest" said Nissa turning the door handle. He opened the door slowly. The smile she had been smiling from earlier did not fade.

"Sorry to. "Nissa's mouth fell silent as she looked at the figure now standing before her. The smile that had been expanding was now slowly beginning to disappear.

Those sharp eyes continued to look at the woman who was currently in front of him. Well-favoured. One word he really wanted to say. His mouth was locked tightly.

"What are you doing here?" nissa asked so coldly. He also turned his face away.

"I want to pick up my wife? Is that wrong?" arnold said to remain faithful looking at the beautiful face of the wife. Nissa remained silent.

"I'm sorry" said Arnold to hold Nissa's hand. But Nissa immediately avoided. Nissa stepped back, she was about to close the door but was quickly restrained by Arnold.

"Don't be like this, please. Give me a second chance, Nissa. I want to fix everything." said Arnold pleading. This is the first time an Arndol has pleaded with someone.

Dara and Syila immediately went out when they heard the noise. They were quite surprised to see Arnold there. Syila approached Nissa and hugged her.

"Have not cried" said Syila rubbing Nissa's head. Then Syila's view turned to Arnold.

"Allow Nissa to be here for a while. Let him calm down, we'll talk to him" Nissa told Arnold.

"No, I'll talk to him. He should know if I really want to apologize. I admit all my mistakes, let me convince him myself" Arnold said expectantly.

"I don't want to hear, go!! I hate you mas.. I hate!!" scream Nissa. Syila and Dara are worried about Nissa.

"I beg you, please give Nissa some time" said Dara cupping her hands together. Then he closed the door. Arnold was about to hold back, but it was too late. The door is now closed tightly. Arnold ruffled his hair in annoyance, he was really desperate.

"Rest yes" said Syila took Nissa to the room.

"I made some milk for Nissa" said Dara, who was nodding by Syila. Dara breathed a heavy sigh. Honestly, she could not bear to see the situation of Nissa and her husband. Dara knew the two men harbored each other's feelings, but disappointment was now enveloping Nissa's heart. Maybe time will answer all of them.

***

The rain is so heavy that it is pouring down the capital. The sound of rumbling sounded so clear. Nissa pulled both her legs and propped her chin there. He stared at the window that was slightly dewy from the rain.

'I want to hate him so much. But I can't, my love is bigger for her. Disappointed, yes I was disappointed with all his attitude towards me. I'm still afraid to forgive him, I'm afraid he just feels guilty. Not because I really love me'

Hixes. Nissa could only cry, her heart was so sore when she remembered about her husband. Husband who always hurt the heart, and the soul of his body. Before long Nissa was faintly listening to the sound of someone shouting. He grabbed his blanket and walked to the window.

"NISSA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, IF YOU STILL DON'T BELIEVE ME. I'LL STAY HERE UNTIL YOU GET OUT. I DON'T CARE IF LIGHTNING WILL STRIKE ME. I WANT YOU TO COME BACK TO ME!!" shouted a man under the rain so heavy. Nissa shut her mouth in disbelief at what she saw now. Arnold was standing there in a mess. The coat he was wearing was now on his arm. The tie he was wearing was no longer in place.

It felt like Nissa ran over and came over to hug her husband. But the pain is back. He closed the window curtains violently, he sat back in bed. Her tears kept falling as if she was reluctant to stop.

"No Nissa, don't cry. He does not deserve to be cried. Enough, stop crying" said Nissa rubbing her cheek violently. He pulled the blanket and lay down. Nissa tried to close her eyes, but never closed. The sound of lightning kept on blaring. There was a bit of fear in Nissa's heart.

"She's gone, Nissa, don't think about her anymore" Nissa said, closing the blanket on her body. Lips vibrate. His eyes kept trying to shut, but again the shadow of Arnold's face appeared.

Chequek. The door of the room suddenly opened. Syila stood on the doorstep with a sad face, Nissa frowned confusedly. Then he remembered something...

"Mas Arnold" said Nissa to pull over her blanket and move out. He no longer paid attention to Shila who was about to speak. Nissa kept running with her heart racing.

"Buck...."

Nih for the Kepo with Ara and Azka I love the visual yes

Oh yeah, baby Azka forgot..😂😂😂😉