Heart Sincerity
92

This leg is so hard for me to move, just as my heart is reluctant to leave. But I don't want to make him hurt again because of my presence. This time I'll give up, give her some time.

Ii'm sorry. I realize right now, the dumbest person in the world is me. I've ignored such a sincere woman like you.

I turned the handle on the room door, I stared at every inch of this restroom. A place that bears silent witness between me and my wife. This little bed, it never changes. The aroma attached to his body was still left here. Akhh... I've been really crazy, not since when I started loving her.

The flashback

"Mas, you must listen to my words. Mama and Vienna are not good people!" she shouted accusing my mother. I was so angry, how could he say such a bad thing to my mother.

"So your mouth, don't let me rip it off!!" threaten me while gripping her face. It hurts, I know he's in pain. It's his own fault, he's already made my emotions go up.

"I'm not kidding, I heard everything. They were bi... "

"Enough!! Stop that bullshit. My mother was a good person, she couldn't have betrayed me!" the snaps that came out of my mouth managed to make him speechless. I don't understand why she hates my mother so much, I'm the one who always hurts her not mother. Although she's not my real mother, I do believe her. He was a good person for taking care of me from childhood with great affection.

"Remember!! Once again you speak ill of my mother, I will not forgive you" I immediately left her still silent.

I walk my feet towards my office. My head is already very sick thinking about all the problems in the office. Now it's family issues that are adding to my life's burden.

The next day I didn't see him in the room, I looked for him in every corner of the house. But he never met me. As my feet were about to step away, a voice managed to stop my footsteps. The more clearly I heard the voices of people fighting. Without hesitation I approached the source of the voice.

"I don't want to wait any longer, I want to marry her buk. I'm tired of being his puppet, I want to get a definite status"

"Don't be stupid, have I told you? Don't fall in love with her. He's just our money field, you need to make more use of him. If you can conceive her child without getting married. After the boy gets his father's fortune, we get the hell out of here."

"But buk..."

"Quite Viennese, you are my daughter. I'm willing to kill the mistress of this house just for your happiness. Wait a while longer, after we get rid of that jerk guy. We can enjoy all his possessions"

What does mama mean? Why is he talking like that? How can he say if Vienna is his son?. Out of curiosity I remained silent and listened to their debate.

"But buk, I love Brother Arnold. I'm not willing if we have to get rid of him. We'd better get rid of that bastard woman and child. Brother Arnold doesn't love her, we can easily get rid of that damn woman"

"Don't be a fool, Arnold isn't an easy person to lie to. We better get rid of him, we can move easily. You just follow...

BRAAKKS

I can no longer stand idly by, I would love to kill the two women who have been petting me all this time.

"A.. Arnold, how could you..."

"Do you think I'm stupid? how dare I plan my murder in my own home. You think I'll shut up and forgive you, huh? Even in your dreams you will not be able to run away" I approached the two cunning women, my emotions this time were completely out of control. Their faces are very pale. Hah,, how brave of a free man to get rid of me.

"Akhhh is sick... "

"You think I'm afraid to kill you?" I said, I clenched my hand around his neck. I don't care if he's going to die. How dare they want to kill me.

PRANKK

Be ill. My head hurts so much, I let go of my grip and shook my head. Sure enough, my head is bleeding. I turned my body around and got the old woman smiling with satisfaction.

"Well, do you think I'd die just by hitting my head with a flower? You're wrong, you've eliminated my mother. I will not forgive you" I said. I can see if they start to get scared. Damnit damnit!! My head is getting sick. I quickly grabbed my phone and called someone.

"Don't expect you to run away from this house. You have to pay how much money you have spent and what you have done" I said and immediately left.

"Damn!!" my sift. I was really angry, wanting to feel like I had instantly killed those two snake-men. Then I remembered Nissa's words again, so everything she said was true. Why am I this stupid?.

Flashback off

"Sorry, I never believed your words Nissa. Why is my life always surrounded by traitors? Why!?" I screamed with all my might, let people think I was crazy. But true as it is, I have gone mad. I lay down my body in this pretty hard mattress. Oh my god, how evil I was to let her sleep in this uncomfortable place for so many years.

"I promise, I'll make you happy Nissa. I'm sorry, I'll keep begging you. I think I love you, Nissa."

***

The crescent moon was clearly visible on the lips of the handsome man who was now staring at him in the mirror. He tidied up the black suit that was attached to his body. Then her beautiful eyes turned to a bouquet of roses that she deliberately bought for her heart.

"Beautiful, just like his face" said the man, kissing the red rose bouquet.

"Wait baby, I'll pick you up" said the man immediately snatched his car keys. The crescent moon on his lips never faded.

Right in front of the all-white room, the man was silent for a moment. He touched his chest that was pounding. With certainty, his hand turned the door handle and did not forget he curled his lips.

"Assalamualaikum." he said, opening the door. But immediately the smile on his lips was gone.

"Wa'alaikumusalam" answered a woman.

"Sorry, where are the patients here?" ask the man to say hello to the woman who is not a nurse.

"Oh yeah Nissa? I came home this morning. I'm cleaning everything up" said the sister so kindly. Hearing the nurse's reply, the man immediately changed the look on his face.

"Where did he go? I'm her husband, who took her?" ask the man in a high tone.

"Sorry sir, we don't know. Nissa came out with two other women. Maybe you can ask them that, excuse me sir" said the nun who immediately left because she was afraid of the man's horrible gaze.

"Akhich.. Damnit damnit!! Where are you going Nissa? So you really don't forgive me?" the man played his hand hitting the air.

"I won't give up, I'll take you back home. You're still my wife, you're only Nissa's" she said, leaving the hospital.

Tok tok tok tok

"Yes for a moment" shouted someone from inside. Then the door opened and showed a beautiful woman with a long veil that almost covered half her body. But the woman's expression instantly changed when she saw the face of the person before her.

"You!!"

ARNOLDS

ANISSA