Holy Marriage
Wise Guidance
“Mas Alan is a man who is overprotective, possessive, gentle and very considerate just like me.” Anna started talking. “He was the guardian angel for my little family. He even forbade me from doing anything, including light work, so that I would not get tired. He just lets me do things that make me feel good. My health is everything to him, and so is Azzam. Alan prioritized our lives. Naturally he did, because he had loved and wanted me for so long.”
Angel listened carefully.
“But... Lately Alan has changed completely. His attitude is very considerate first, now lost somewhere,” continued Anna. “He doesn't even care about me at all. He was also often angry when Azzam showed his mischievous attitude. He who used to restrain me, now turned around and instead told me to do freedom.”
Angel smiling. Gently, he said, “Maybe Alan is being exhausted. You just need time to be able to understand and adapt to the attitude of Alan.”
“Mbak Angel does not understand. It's a serious matter. Alan has really changed. He even in these few days left the house for no reason. He did not go home and did not know where to spend the night. He behaved as he pleased as if he was still on display. He also told me to travel anywhere without his permission. He doesn't care where I go, what I do and what I do. He also said that he was bored with his life now. What does all this mean?”
“Anna, every one of those households will definitely be tested. And this is a test of your household. Alan is an ordinary human being, he can also be wrong and kilaf. Your job is to straighten it.”
“I'm not strong, Ma'am. Mas Alan it's outrageous.”
“Don't say not strong. Your husband is not Fir’aun, who is capable of cruelty and even killing without compassion. Your husband is just doing an error, you can definitely remind him.”
“But I am also not Asiyah, who became one of the women who was promised to go to heaven because of her glory. I can't be like him.”
“At least copy Asiyah.” Angel motivates.
“Mbak, I'm tired. I really don't understand, what really happened to Mas Alan?”
“The answer is because he's bored. I tried to remind Mas Alan that what he did was wrong, but the result was like this. Is it possible that my household would be fine if Mas Alan kept this up? I'm afraid I won't be strong if I keep feeling hurt.”
“You can do it, Anna. Do not give up when given the exam. You know why you were chosen to accompany Alan? Because you're the only one who can face him. If anyone else, it might not be able to. You definitely can. Bismillah.”
Hearing the wise words of Angel, a new power grows in Anna. The soul that was fragile due to the eroded treatment of Alan, now back to solid as before. I don't know why Anna's getting weak because of Alan. Where's the strong Anna and the plot first? Where's Anna who's so hotheaded and always tough?
Okay, Anna's gonna give back the old Anna. If necessary Alan will get a strong bogem from him if you dare to mess around.
“Mbak, according to Mbak nih, or according to Mbak's guess, what really happened with Mas Alan until he changed completely?” ask Anna.
Angel smiled again, to be honest his head was also guessing, but he did not want to say anything. “Mbak don't want suudzon. Later it will be slander. Bad prejudice is sin and can erode faith.”
Anna took a deep breath. Her sister was right, but Anna still had a hard time disposing of the prejudice in her heart. She continued to second-guess what was really going on with Alan until her husband's attitude changed.
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