Holy Marriage
Worst Risk
Forced Anna to get into the car given the sense of reluctance she had on William. If it wasn't just a sense of reluctance, of course he wouldn't have gone to drive Alan.
The moving car leaves the yard carrying Alan and Anna.
Throughout the journey Anna just kept silent. His head was filled with pitiful illustrations. They stopped at the cafe for breakfast.
Then they went back on their journey.
At nine o'clock they just arrived at the airport.
Alan stood face to face with Anna, sat face to face within a step.
“There's a message for me?” asked Alan with a shady look.
Anna shakes.
“Your husband will go and you don't give me any messages?”
Anna's down. Why would he tell a man who would have fun with other women. Soon his head lifted again and looked at Alan. “Where's Cintya? I didn't see it.”
“He's been waiting inside.”
Anna scares, trying to hide her turmoil. “You be careful.”
Alan smiled. “That's all?”
Anna nodded.
“What aja. It's up to you.” Anna had no spirit to think of the list of souvenirs that Alan should have bought in the land of people.
“I'll be long. You take good care of yourself. When I get back, nothing will change. Stay the Anna now.”
Anna just shut up. Heart rages. She will let go of her husband with another woman, why should she care? It felt difficult to describe, his heart seemed to be torn apart. As Alan knew, Anna had no taste whatsoever. Naturally Alan acted as if Anna was not hurt by his attitude. The next instant Anna gasped as she felt a warm touch on her lips.
“Do not be naughty!” Alan rubbed Anna's head wrapped in a veil for a moment after keeping Anna's head away. Then he turned back and left.
Anna did not want to lose to rush back to her body while walking towards the car. He didn't want to look at Alan's back. His palms touched his lips. He was happy to get the kiss, but also mixed with annoyance at having to be the unluckiest person. Has a husband as perfect as Alan, but can't have him. Anna had to admit, she lost her own game.
Perhaps this is called punishment on women who cannot exercise trust as a wife, he loudly gave a ban on the husband who eventually the ban turned against him.
God is fair. Very fair. This was the risk Anna had to accept.
Anna was pensive in the car that drove her home.
***
It's been a few weeks since Alan's overseas assignment. Not home yet. It had only been a few weeks, but the longing that Anna felt had already risen to the crown. Anna did not dare to contact Alan, afraid of being aggressive, even though it was.
A lot of strange shadows would disturb his mind every night, imagining what Alan was doing. Anna could only shake her head whenever a negative shadow lodged in her head. Pain imagined it. Because of Alan's thoughts every night, Anna was always sleepless and sleepy while on campus.
One thing Anna didn't understand until now, Alan wouldn't give her a car. Isn't buying a car not a difficult thing for Alan? But why didn't Alan give the sophisticated item to Anna? Alan would rather see Anna riding in Stefi's car. It's wrong to say Alan is stingy. Alan is very royal to Anna. Whatever Alan gives, except the car. Anna has to feel troubled on her own.
TB