Holy Marriage
Unsensitive
“No problem whatsoever,” ketus Anna.
“Trus why did you sewot it?”
“I'm ordinary. Don't drama.”
“Anna, I'm not a child. I can distinguish when you are angry and not.”
“Udah, deh. I'm males again by the way.” Anna again threw a glance out the window.
“Anna Anna... Do not hold your anger alone. If you don't tell me where my fault lies, I'll never know.”
“Because you are not sensitive,” said Anna is still staring out.
“Yes, I am not sensitive. That's why I asked you what's your problem?”
Anna quiet.
“What's your problem? You jealous?”
Anna gasps. Alan's guess made him nervous instead of playing. Alan would probably laugh it off if he confessed to jealousy. Alan clearly loved Cintya so much, how could Alan possibly understand her jealousy?
“I don't like dicuekin,” ketus Anna.
“Didn't I and Cintya care about you that much?”
“Yes. You guys alienated me.”
“Sorry.”
“My drink is over, you drink it. What use was I invited to sit there? Just to watch you guys make out?”
“Sorry.”
“I'm even thirsty, and you don't care about me at all.” Anna looked at Alan.
“I don't like you sassy earlier with Cintya,” ketus Anna with sharp eyes.
“Supply? What did I do to Cintya?”
“You don't even realize you've come too far into contact with your girl.”
“What is that trouble for you?”
“You are so close. Even earlier Cintya had kissed you,” continued Anna. “That's what you guys do in public. What about in a quiet place and no one else but you two? Is it more than that?”
“Then..”
“I am your legal wife in the eyes of the law as well as in the eyes of religion,” cut Anna. “For that long, I'm in charge of you. I do not want to be dragged down by sins caused by your actions because I have let my husband touch the haram. Don't do it again, especially in front of me!”
Alan raised an eyebrow while taking a breath. “Oke, I get it. Pray for me and Cintya to get married soon, hopefully there will be no more obstacles between us. So we don't make sins.”
Anna's heart ached hearing Alan's statement just now. Banned from making out with other women, Alan will instead seek his marriage to Cintya as soon as possible.
Anna is not wrong, she is actually already in love with Alan, proving her heart is burning jealous of seeing Alan close to another woman.
Honestly, in such a situation, Anna felt very guilty for letting her husband play with other women, as well as giving the opportunity for her husband to have an affair, which in her religious teachings was clearly not justified. It is natural, and not even wrong if he forbids Alan from continuing his relationship with Cintya, but to say that up to that point, it feels like he needs full courage. Because at first, he obviously allowed Alan to play with the girl.
Geez, it turns out Anna's misstep has let Alan relate to another woman. Because he did not expect that the presence of love for Alan was so fast as lightning, changing the reality without compromise. If only he knew from the beginning that he would love Alan, of course he would forbid Alan from being in contact with Cintya because completely Alan is his right.
The loud sound of the horn repeatedly made Alan aware that he had let his car stay in the middle of the road, blocking other cars, while the green light had been on since.
Alan immediately drove the car.
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