Holy Marriage
Enough One Person
“I don't want to hear if that's what you're saying. Plis, don't count the days, count your age. There is nothing better than what you can do now. That's it already. You see Azzam is very small, he is only two years old. He needs you,” Anna continued.
“I know.”
“Then show me, also to your son that you will see him grow up. Azzam will play with you in the park using his elementary school uniform. He will also ask you to attend his graduation ceremony later.”
Alan was silent. His firm face line, the look in his domineering eyes, was still the same even though the radiance of spirit within him had completely been crippled. What can someone who already knows that his life will not be long anymore? He was just waiting for death, waiting for death to come.
“You must have motivation to recover,” said Anna enthusiastically.
“Motivation is not enough. Just a miracle, Anna. It is the miracle that can change the situation. And that's impossible. It's the final stage. I'm critical, Anna. You know what my condition is like, right? Don't give me false hope. I have been very understanding of my own situation, and I also feel that my life is not going to be long.”
“Don't be pessimistic, Mas Alan. The age of man no one knows, only God has power over it. I realize man is a creation of God, then man will also return to his creator. But we will only strive for the life that may be lived these few months.it is up to God to do what, the important thing is that we strive and try to motivate ourselves. Tomorrow, we'll find someone who has the same history of pain as you. You and that person can share and motivate each other. You have an amazing life, and are lived with incredible.” Anna looked excited, subconsciously she was already holding onto Alan's arm tightly, her gaze nimble.
Alan was still silent without any confidence. She now feels pessimistic, her life feels weak in the eyes of the woman she loves. Although Anna did not see that, but the feeling presented itself. Alan felt devastated when Anna found out everything. He also did not expect if his feelings were so upset when his wife learned of his health condition.
“Don't tell this to anyone, Anna. Enough we know.”
“Why? You don't want to get support from your mom, dad or your sisters? They should know too. You need great motivation and support from your family.”
“You don't understand what burden I'm carrying right now, Anna. Plis, don't say!” Alan fused his forehead with Anna's forehead. One hand was on Anna's waist, the other hand rubbed behind Anna's head.
Anna finally gave up. He nodded even though his heart was heavy.
“I have enough support from one person only, you,” whispered Alan then lowered his gaze, not wanting to stare at Anna's wet face.
Oh my God, Anna's heart was slashed, when she saw her husband's life fading. Yes, Anna no longer sees the old Alan. Even since a few minutes ago, exactly when Anna admitted that she already knew Alan was sick, Alan was hit.
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