I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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"i'm really going to make amends, but don't hate them anymore because of me" Do said

"had I realized I hated everything because of a Do?"

"sorry Aya, I won't hurt you"

"but I've hurt Do"

"hate me, not others, I take responsibility, I will accept you insulting me, I will not tell anyone who you are, hate me"

"oh no, I did deliberately want you to regret my pain, twice you hurt me Do, not know me and a close relationship with my best friend"

"i'm really busy, I don't know you just a lot of my thoughts, I have a lot of activities, I'm busy with my work, about Naina, about Naina, I will prove to bring Naina and Exo to clarify everything to make it clear" Do said

"oh, it's that I don't care about what your relationship with Naina is, I just think about if you remember me, be nice even if you forget me, I wouldn't go so far as to hate idols especially ones whose careers are soaring"

"Yes, I'm sorry, I'll never admit to you again" Do said

"slowly Do, forget about me, and you're the same Naina" said Ayara

"who did you say? naina and I are best friends, you know that, right?"

"you, a few years ago, but a new relationship, I don't know, I don't want to know either, because I'm not a fool you can lie to"

"Yes, just tell me what you want"

"no Do, you don't have to worry, my hatred is diverted to the bangtan, you are safe with Exo, because I won't bother you"

"it's not a problem, but why not stop too? don't hate them"

"bangtan? can't, even I hate all idols, but calm down, I told you just now, I'm not teasing Exo"

"Ayaaaa, stop, I'm patient enough to say with you, Aya, I'm serious, I don't want you why, the risk of hatters for us is heavy, you hurt people, you'll hurt yourself too" said Do pulled Aya's hand

"already Do, any offer doesn't make me stop forgetting if I'm an idol hatters, anything else? please go" said Ayara, releasing Do's hand and telling him to leave

they had a storm there, a war of talk, of fighting, both of which were just as loud but the same taste that was still the same as many years ago before Kyungsoo became a Do Exo

"please Do, I have business, I have to go, before I expel you more painfully" Ayara said, kicking him out slowly

Do leaves, without another word, Ayara sees Do going a little sick, because of how cruel she is to Do

even to Seokjin alone, Ayara never felt that she was outrageous when being rude with hate but to Do, she felt guilty, heavy and sick, as she was, but yes, the rice has turned into porridge

"okay like this because you are so" said Ayara entering her house and closing the door

Do turned his head, he saw Ayara coming in and felt that if it was true Ayara hated him, Do could not say what else was there, he causes Ayara to hate her and hate all the idols that ever existed

when Do is in dorm

"how?" ask Suho

"there's results? he's gonna apologize? she wants to change?" ask Sehun

"it's not that easy, how a day can make it change" replied Do

"then how?" ask Kai

"just relax, I make sure he won't hate and insult us, I just need time to make him not hate other idols"

"you can make him not hate Exo but he hates other idols? wh-wh-what for? it will sort out our business with those hatters" Suho said

"you don't know the story, shut up"

the next day, Do tries again, he does not give up making Ayara stop and become his old friend, he is sure to change Ayara, he is sure, as hard as Ayara who he knows there will still be a side where softness as a woman

when Ayara got home again, pressed the bell again, Ayara opened it again

Do pulls Ayara's hand, then says

"i'll do anything, as long as you stop being hatters" Do said

"still forcing me? free Do, won't change me" Ayara said

"i beg you"

"listen to Do, I will also do anything, as long as I can proudly take you down, because this is my mission, making you hurt because you feel guilty many times, so you know, who I am" Ayara replied

"i know you, but the old you, you're changing now, I don't know you anymore"

"yes, you're right, I'm not there, I am now, even though my name, my address, my parents, all my life is still in the name of Aya Ra" Ayara said

"stop for me"

"what? stop for you? do you have a little thing done with the word FOR ME?" ask Ayara

"yes" answered Do

"no way, things will not be possible, you just answer heavy" said Ayara

"Yes, I'm serious" Do said

"Do, I'm more serious"

"you why are stubborn anyway, you came to make me not hate and blaspheme Exo again right? I've done it"

"but you hate them because of me, I'm the one who keeps feeling guilty"

"it's your business, I don't care, you want how, now I want to go, because there is another important schedule compared to meeting you, excuse me" said Ayara

still hasn't succeeded, but hasn't given up yet, there's still plenty of time, lots of opportunities

until a few days think, Do finally know through whom he will ask for help about Ayara, because if he will not be heard let alone Naina, already more hated by Ayara, Ayara, so it's better not to bother Naina

namely Rai Ya, Do will meet Raiya, in his office for this time, because if Ayara's house again will definitely meet Ayara

after arriving at AyRai radio, he asked the front admin, then contacted Raiya's work room, but it turns out that in the room only Ayara, the matchmaker will even be reunited with Do

"hello, this is someone looking, on behalf of Kyung soo" the staff said

"Kyungsoo's? tell me to wait, I'm down"

"yes unnie"

"how?" ask Do

"can, please wait"

Ayara turns off her phone and thinks, why did Do look for Raiya? soon Ayara arrived and stood in front of Do

"why Do?" ask Ayara

"Dad? I'm looking for Rai"

"Work rai, it's working hours, what are you looking for my sister?"

"i have business"

"what major? want to ask my sister for help with me?"

"why always think badly of me?"