I Hate My Heart For My Hatter

I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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"then why are you avoiding D.O?"


"the color he is D.O is not Kyungsoo, my close friends used to be not D.O but Kyungsoo, they are the same but they are different" Ayara replied


"what are you saying"


"D.O hasn't been Kyungsoo since joining you guys" Ayara snapped


Ayara just left and headed to the editor's room for the evening's broadcast, and Ayara noticed D.O there


but it turns out that Xiumin, realizing that Lay is leaving, suspects that Lay will be looking for Ayara, because as all EXO members know if it is the office of Ayara's sister and there is Ayara also there in collaboration with her sister


and Xiumin unintentionally listened to the conversation between the two of them, between Ayara and Lay


then they returned to their room to shoot their live broadcast at the radio station, and before the show began D.O was also busy watching the surrounding to find out whether or not Ayara was there


but Ayara decides to hide so that D. O. doesn't know she exists


Ayara can't lie to herself, she still has a sense of caring and unfortunately for D.O even though she knows D.O has changed even for her D.O is not the Kyungsoo she used to know


while Raiya who was sleeping in his house heard the knocking on his door


he woke up, and looking at his sister's room turned out not to be home, continued the road to the door turned out to be Taehyung


"Taehyung?" raiya


"hai Rai, I'm looking for Aya, sleeping huh?"


"onni hasn't come to Tae yet, I think he's still in fm" Raiya said


"oh yeah? at fm? how'd it get to this night? it's already 1pm, usually 8 o'clock come home"


"yes there may be business, usually there is something done, if onni is so often if there is a job that wants to be finished quickly"


"ahh, I just go there, oh this I brought 2 food for you just like Aya, but I bring the one that has Aya, this is for you"


"woah thanks"


"emm"


Taehyung would walk away but Raiya held him back by calling Taehyung's name, making Taehyung turn his body around again


"Tae" said Raiya


"yes?" answer Taehyung


"do you like Onni Aya?" ask Raiya


"oh, why are you asking that?"


"i just want to know, do you do, like the onni?"


"emm, I. uhh" Taehyung said confusedly.


"i already know the answer even though you will answer a lie later to me, but I only make sure that you really like onni" said Raiya


"i'll go first, excuse me"


"oh okay, thanks Tae, the food"


"yes" Taehyung answered


arriving at the fm, Taehyung accidentally saw EXO, Taehyung just hide, because while avoiding there is no misunderstanding from EXO


after EXO leaves, Taehyung approaches the office but passes with Ayara who will come out


"Tae?" saya Ayara's


"hi, are you going home?" ask Taehyung


"yes, this is the way home"


"so late, Aya?"


"yes, um any business, you were here last night? how do you know I'm here too?"


"at home, there's Raiya, saying you haven't come back, so come here"


"ahh, what's wrong?"


"what's this?"


"kimchi, you like it, don't you?"


"i don't like it very much, I like it because it's spicy"


"ahh that means I said, you like spicy"


"oh, haha yes, thanks Tae"


"emm"


they sat on the sofa near the lobby there outside the office and sat together for Ayara to eat Taehyung's luggage


as Taehyung sees Ayara eating, he watches Ayara with his own smile, but soon Ayara offers a bribe for Taehyung, to share the food as well


Taehyung who looked at Ayara eating did not refuse the bribe, because he was too happy to pay attention to Ayara, but he forgot the food was spicy


and he did not like spicy, so he ate and immediately vomited it, quite upset to see that because in Ayara's mind, Taehyung did not appreciate it


"Tae, what the hell? why?" ask Ayara


"huhaahuwaa spicy"


"why spewed? don't appreciate me anyway, this is me turning back, not continuing to eat it, already thanks" said Ayara


"Well, Aya, don't you, Ayara" teria Taehyung


Taehyung did not care about the food package and chased Ayara, but Ayara continued walking, eventually Taehyung pulled her


"excuse me, I don't mean it, I'm spiciness, I can't have spicy food, but I forgot it's spicy" Taehyung said


"males so, jeez you throw away the food, I don't want to"


"i've left the food, but you're not angry with me, I'm sorry" Taehyung said


Taehyung hugged Ayara there and stroked Ayara's hair gently, then took Ayara's hand to walk together and drove Ayara home, and Taehyung really left his place to eat there


after arriving at Ayara's house..


"have a good rest" Taehyung said


"emm, thank you for picking me up and dropping me off" Ayara said


"yeah"


"thank you for the food"


"yes, I'm in there, sleeping"


"yes"


Ayara entered her room, but she was still upset by what had happened, despite Taehyung's explanation, but she was still upset


Ayara opened her laptop, opened her Kill Dark account again and searched for some articles about Taehyung, and one of the discussion articles was...


taehyung's departure was that he felt that he was lazier than most members


he struggled to complete the task


“when I make a decision, it takes a maximum of 2 months for me to take action. I stop exercising. I give up on making a song. if I don't want to do it, I don't do it. So, I just stop, I often feel sorry for the other members"


Taehyung


Ayara read that directly insulting Taehyung back through his Kill Dark account with insults


"if waiting to take action takes 2 months, then do you need time to spend a year for 6 actions? and it's enough to make a lot of other people's precious time to be in vain, please act like a profitable man"


write a Kill Dark account


"Taehyung, stop exercising is good, so that you become fat, give up making songs, so that you are no longer needed, so that you are no longer needed, so there is no need what you don't want to do for you to do but prepare yourself for your staff to replace you with another idol" Kill Dark wrote


"Taehyung, then what are you standing there for, selling looks? or selling visuals, doesn't the idol sell sound, not sell other than that, which means your fans don't sincerely like you with this" the same account reads


hate ejected Ayara that night until she was finally satisfied and finished her