I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
12

"yes well, but I have to talk to you about your boyfriend's illness, he has bipolar" the doctor said

"bipolar doc?" june Ah was shocked

the doctor explains all the possibilities about Ayara's bipolar, and hearing that, Jun ah calls Yonjin and explains what the doctor said

and what Yonjin was afraid of was becoming more and more obvious

Yonjin left the next day at Ayara's house, and explained everything to Jun ah about her son's condition, how shocked Jun ah heard all that

"for that I say, if you don't want to be with my son, just leave him" Yonjin said

"uncle, believe me yes, I keep looking after Ayara" replied Jun ah

Jun ah is so sincere in love with Ayara, even when he knows that Ayara is going through, making Jun ah feel like he has to be a good girlfriend, and not leave Ayara

how sad Yonjin was when her son found the right man who was able to accept her whatever her condition was

the day passed, where the day was so fast, entered at the end of 2012, Ayara who was at work looking at the website of the internet site and saw some EXO members, who were at work, he read the news about the success started by EXO

until he was curious about one of the members there and he looked for the name D.O

after getting a D.O profile he learned it and how shocked it was when he found an old friend of his to be famous

"Kyungsoo" said Ayara

at once, Ayara remembered Miasaa, and contacted Miasaa

"hello Miasaa" said

"yes, why?" ask Miasaa

"i want to ask you, in the EXO members you often say to me, there is a name Kyungsoo?" ask Ayara

"Kyungsoo's? oh, is his name Do Kyung Soo? there is, why?"

"seriously exist? I can't ask for their dorm address?"

"wait a minute, what's up Ay, why did you come ask D.O?"

Ayara explains about him and Kyungsoo in childhood and while at school together, making Miasaa feel shocked

between believe it and not, because Miasa does not know the massalu Ayara but Miasa knows as the big name D.O cook yes first a little friend of Ayara

"hello, do you know the address?" ask Ayara

"tau Ay, you know, but you're looking again for the obvious where, I'll send the address after calling"

"okay deh"

Ayara gets the incoming message, and she tries to find out where the EXO dorm is, until she finally finds her place

as he entered the gate, one of the guards greeted him who had just entered

"who's Miss looking for?" ask her

"look for Kyungsoo sir, is there?" ask Ayara

"oh, D.O? he's busy, can't be bothered"

"just a little while sir" said Ayara

but unfortunately the guard still forbade Ayara, and kekeh not to allow it, because the guard was afraid if Ayara did anything

a few days running, Ayara also had no chance to meet Kyungsoo, until finally right when Ayara just arrived at the EXO dorm, EXO just came from her agency office

not wanting to miss the opportunity, Ayara called D.O there while shouting Kyungsoo's name

"wooh, who?" ask one of the members there

"i don't know, Kyungsoo, you know him?" ask Suho, as the leader of EXO

"no" Kyungsoo replied

"Kyungsoo, how are you?" saya Ayara's

D.O completely forgot that it was Ayara, her little friend because there were so many changes, but Ayara remembered everything about her and Kyungsoo

"i." said Ayara cut off

"if you want to see me after my concert next month, come to fansign" D.O said

"oh well" said Ayara

Ayara was disappointed that D. O. did not recognize her, and Ayara bought a ticket to enter the building when EXO held its fansign event

after arriving that day, Ayara entered with other EXO fans, then asked for an autograph, but Ayara did not have her album

"who are you?" ask D.O

"i met yesterday in front of the dorm" said Ayara

"yes I remember you yesterday in front of my dorm, but I don't feel like I know you"

"you forgot about me?" ask Ayara

"i didn't know you before" said D.O

the answer made Ayara's heart hurt, plus she was embarrassed by some people in the building because D.O did not recognize her even though he was very sure if D.O would remember her

finally Ayara glassed and left her luggage box in front of D.O then pergo just like that

D.O was curious, so he opened the box turned out to be a photo of Kyungsoo's relationship with Ayara during his time as a friend

at once D.O remembered the girl in front of him was Ayara, D.O ran after Ayara with a photo box earlier

"Yes, is this you?" ask D.O

"yes, it's me"

"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning? I'm sorry Ay" said D.O

"i'm the one who apologized I was wrong, I think you're Kyungsoo" Ayara said

"i'm Kyungsoo Ay" said D.O

"you D.O are not Kyungsoo, Kyungsoo used to be not rude to women let alone me" Ayara said

"Ayaaaa Ay, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, you know I'm now an idol, and I'm afraid that you're a sasaeng" D.O said

finally Ayara goes into the waiting room for EXO staff, requesting that Ayara wait for him as long as he fansigns

"you're here, sit down, this is my bag, I didn't bring it" D.O said

"Kyungsoo. ahh means D.O, just bring your bag, I can't be here"

"why Ay?"

"i have to go, I'm getting married" Ayara told a lie

"married? oh.." said D.O in shock as he turned his back

"thank you for remembering me, but I just gave you all the photos together, I thought I met Kyungsoo but I met D.O" Ayara said

"Ay" said D.O

Ayara continued to walk no more care D.O there, and until at home, Ayara's mind fell apart, she was disappointed by what Kyungsoo said to her when he did not recognize her

the next morning, Jun ah found Ayara had cut her pulse, immediately made her worry and immediately took her to the hospital

the doctor examined her and was grateful that nothing had happened with Ayara, Ayara was fine..

when Jun Ah saw Ayara's condition in the examination room, Jun ah hugged her lover, Ayara's face was very pale, and Jun ah hugged her

"i'm here babe" Jun ah said

"forgive me babe" said Ayara

"yes, you rest yes, do not be tired first, rest is important take care of yourself"