I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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"yes, I just sleep not to get too to the edge of the bed so that even though it is not romantic, romantic just not as much as it is, you are also not sleeping with your boyfriend" asked Seokjun

"that's not it either, it's too marginal" Raiya said

"heem, don't you, I'm gone, they want to sleep let rest, I say amma they're still sleeping" Seokjun said

Seokjun came out of his sister's room and Raiya also came out because it was not good to disturb them still sleeping..

outside the country, sleeping in the same bed without marriage is common, even though the status is only dating

an hour later from Raiya and Seokjun mausk's room, Seokjin woke up, shocked that Ayara had moved

Seokjin saw Ayara move behind her to be now in front of her, but Seokjin did not care, she tried to get rid of all thoughts about it and re-hugged Ayara from behind to sleep again

but soon Ayara woke up, she began to wake up and look at Seokjin, when she was shocked because she slept with Seokjin

not surprised because he slept with Seokjin in the same bed but shocked because Ayara slept by tying her hair while Seokjin was behind her neck, and she was afraid Seokjin saw her tattoo

at once Ayara fell out of bed because of her shock..

"Yes, why?" ask Seokjin in shock too

"ahh, no, I go to the bathroom first" Ayara said

Ayara entered the bathroom there and saw her face in the mirror there

"maybe he (Seokjin) doesn't see this tattoo" Ayara grumbled inwardly

"maybe he's not aware of my tattoo"

"maybe he doesn't see it"

that speech continued to be said Ayara while looking at her face in the mirror, hoping that Seokjin did not know anything about her tattonya

"arrrhhhh but my hair has been pulled, who then ties it if not him, it must be him" said Ayara

he was shocked to hear the knocking sound of his bathroom

"Yeah, you're still a long time? I need a bathroom, try to hurry up a little bit" Seokjin shouted

"ahh wait wait wait"

Ayara washes her face and unlocks the bathroom and opens the door and then she goes out and sits on the sofa there..

while Seokjin finished her business in the bathroom, she stared at herself in the mirror in front of the sink

while he believes in his heart if he does not care who Ayara is, Ayara covers up her true identity and she will be as much as she can cover up if she actually knows who Ayara is

when Seokjin was back, he looked at Ayara and he was sure and no longer cared who Ayara was now he would still be masked in front of Ayara as long as Ayara was masked in front of everyone near her

Ayara turned to Seokjin and looked at him while pleading for Seokjin to show the same attitude as before because she was afraid that Seokjin might know her tattoo and kill her

"why see me so Aya?" ask Seokjin

"emm, no" said Ayara

"i didn't do anything last night, you did it to me" Seokjin said

"do what?"

"sleep moves from behind me to my front"

"emm" said Ayara shyly

"cooling?"

"yes" he replied slowly

"emm" said Seokjin stroking Ayara's head spoiled

first day of the new year..

it was also the year that Seokjin first learned who Ayara was compared to everyone

not long after Ayara was about to go check on her mother's father, Raiya came back..

"that's a big coincidence onni ya" Raiya said

"why Rai?" ask Ayara

"no, I was." said Raiya cut off

Raiya was afraid that he would misspoke if he said he had been with Seokjun in their room..

"hehe no, I just want to see you, about him since this morning there is no exit with Jin oppa, I'm worried" said Raiya

"ahh I think what's going on, amma and appa in her room?"

"emm, you are also called, the plan is tonight to take the road to the midnight market" said Raiya

"ahh yeah I want to go, I went to Appa first"

"emm"

Raiya saw the onni road and left Seokjin and Raiya there, Seokjin glanced briefly at Raiya, Raiya bailed to go first but when Raiya started to walk, he even memamggil Raiya

"Rai" call Seokjin

"yes oppa?" raiya turned her body again

"there's something I want to talk about and just the two of you, okay?"

"ohh, when?"

"now"

"what is oppa?"

"let's sit down first, where's your girlfriend?"

"Yangju's? he's busy with his games, if he's on vacation he's always playing games"

"ahh, come sit down"

they also sat in the chair in front of Seokjin's room there, Seokjin began the conversation by scraping from Raiya about Ayara

"i'd like to ask you a question about Aya" Seokjin said

"oh, why oppa?" ask Raiya

"are you close to her?" ask Seokjin

"yes, that's it"

"how close?"

"yes we are close, we often live in working parents, so we are often alone, where, school, from the beginning of school until we go to college, all together with even my friends are friends of onni friends, onni friends are also all close to me" explained Raiya

"emmh.."

"why?" ask Raiya

"no, gini, when Aya first knew Bangtan, did she not know that we were idols?" ask Seokjin

"ooh, just know you guys I don't know" Raiya said

"loh, know her first right in Ayrai's office during the live broadcast fm"

"ohh yes I remember already" Raiya said

"well, did you see me first, she didn't know about bangtan? who's bangtan?"

"you know who the bangtan is" Raiya said

" continue Aya also does not show the first taste of rispect met bangtan you know that?" ask Seokjin again

"emm is it? I don't know how to meet you first but I'm the story of Aya and Sikyoung" Raiya explained

Seokjin went silent digesting all the answers from the questions she gave to Raiya, then asked again

"It's rare to show a smile when you're with bangtan, do you know?" ask Seokjin

"yes?"

"yes, I know that"

"at all?"

"yes no, there was a smile, a laugh, a little, less often, just silence, just expressionless"

"emm seems onni is indeed so characterised when she is not so comfortable with the situation"

Seokjin fell silent again and he felt Raiya's answer this time was very in, obviously if uncomfortable with the situation will be a little expression, because Ayara did not like when she was with bangtan

"keep a little forced by the offer of his Aya Luv project to discuss the bangtan for his project, you know?" ask Seokjin