I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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because it's been two weeks he's not up, so it has to be up again because it's time, which decides up 2 weeks once it's

Ayara prepared everything and did her broadcast that night, jammed before she went to sleep, she started her

title - patience is necessary in a struggle

good nights..

how are you all doing? Aya hope you are okay and will always be with Aya listening to Aya's story

well back with Aya here, again,

Aya wants to tell me about

be patient after so many years of hiding the pain, the pain in yourself, which Aya has to cover up

at that time, Aya was depressed

but just decided to rehabilitate

far from the year when Aya was depressed,

well, how tough Aya is,

who must live and be friendly to that pain

while you're there still thinking

"ah I want to give up" "ah I'm tired"

no, Aya knows maybe your journey is not easy

everyone goes through that phase

look at the other side of life

you can eat, walk, snack, and have fun

while there are many outside

at a younger age than you bear the obligation

Aya thought, if Aya gave up

maybe Aya isn't here to accompany you

Aya give advice yes to you guys who are the same as Aya

the ones that cover you all look fine, but you're fragile

according to Aya, other people do not need to know how you really are

how hard you cover the pain

apply in the heart, happy they are happy you too

with that Aya was sure you had no more excuses

to get tired and decide to stop

well so many of Aya. if there is input or advice hopefully you can write it in the comment field.

and Aya here thanks for taking the time to be a listener to Aya's story

good night, good night and stay happy your day living the harshness of the world

finished Ayara also edit, upload and see the results of her upload, then Ayara sleeps

and listening to that, somehow Yoongi who was in his room in the dorm bangtan, heard a notification coming in from his hape which means Aya Luv is updating his talkstory

he played it and listened to it, while he was doing his work on his laptop, but upon hearing that, immediately Yoongi felt he entered with the story this time brought by Ayara

he listened to everything and felt it was right to describe himself, and finally Yoon-gi finished his work and decided to continue tomorrow so he could focus on listening to Ayara there

after listening, Yoon-gi called her, not picked up long enough, because Ayara had been sleeping since 2 hours ago, because she finished uploading two hours ago and went straight to sleep

but finally the second phone lifted him while his eyes slightly closed

"hello" said Ayara

"Well, it's me, Yoon-gi, are you sleeping?"

"ahh Yoongi who?"

"bangsan"

as Ayara sees her hape and indeed the new number, she is shocked that Yoon-gi called her in the middle of the night

"what's wrong?" ask Ayara

"you sleeping?"

"yes but wake up because of your phone"

"i'm sorry, I just wanted to say that I just listened to your talkstory"

"which one?"

"last one, you uploaded this"

"ahhh"

Yoongi and Ayara also called that night only discussed the content of Aya Luv earlier, after an hour of chatting, Ayara who was not strong was already asleep

"Yes, Ay?" hello Yoongi

yongi finally closed it..

the next morning, Ayara woke up, she went out for breakfast, finished her breakfast and out of her regular restaurant, she saw Nar ne and Nai na

Ayara approached them and greeted them..

"hi" said Ayara

"Dad? what else are you?" naina Sapa

"this, when you're done eating breakfast again, are you here?"

"i'm looking for a need for my sister"

"sir Aya is getting more beautiful" said Narne

"ahh cook anyway"

"haha yes, big brother is famous now, so change"

"well, where am I famous?"

"lah, Aya fm same Aya Luv loh a lot of his listeners"

"that's normal, no more, I'm ashamed, it's a job"

they also chat while copying nearby, Ayara asked Naina and Narne, it turns out that Naina is no longer working at the restaurant, at the jewelry store, while Narne opened her business

"oh yeah? waaah, can you get mentatto?" ask Ayara

"yes onni, I can, otherwise I can't open, ah onni" Narne said

"wow, I want to play, when can I play?"

"may be onni"

after chatting, Ayara went back to her house, she sat back and watched the morning show, the afternoon departed, when she got to work

yaa doing daily activities in her office, to live broadcast from afternoon to night

after opening her live, she gets some new questions and one of them is from Taehyung and Seokjin

at that instant, Ayara was lazy to read it, but Sikyoung gave her the question

"nuna, why silence? it was a question of seokjin bangtan, awaited by many fans" said Sikyong sent a chat message to Ayara's personal number

be Ayara discussing questions from Seokjin that contain

The genie asked :

"hi Aya, what are you saying today? I followed you from the beginning there's this fm, I'd like to ask you about your friend and your girlfriend playing behind, how's it?"

Ayara answered :

"ahh hai Seokjin oppa, good news, good news,

I think you're good, too, about that question,

I honestly never experienced it, though,

but I tried to give you an answer

and my picture is yes,

I think you should choose one of them

friend or girlfriend, you are more willing to leave which one

I myself may be a boyfriend

because I'm the type who's not very close to my friends

I am also the type who has trouble managing time

for a boyfriend or a friend, so it's a friend's choice"

listening to Ayara's answer, Seokjin felt right, if indeed had to put a girlfriend before a friend, so Ayara's principle type matched Seokjin's

after answering that, Ayara turned to Sikyoung who gave her a thumbs up meaning "good"

then Sikyoung read some more questions from the others until finally Sikyoung got a question from Taehyung

which is the same question, but only the difference in the selection

Taehyung asked :

"what about family and boyfriend? are you still going to choose a boyfriend?" ask Taehyung

Ayara answered :

"hereinafter the question from Taehyung bangtan..

well, I'm gonna keep picking girlfriends, anyway,

should not the woman follow the words of the man?

I think men should also put a boyfriend first

because girlfriends replace the position of all your family

your sister, brother, mother and father were replaced when you had a boyfriend"

finished replying, Taehyung hesitated a little Ayara's answer