I Hate My Heart For My Hatter

I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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title - I hate my heart for my hatter


good nights..


how are you all doing? Aya hope you guys are okay and will always be with Aya listening to Aya's story, well back again with Aya here, here,


Aya wants to tell me about the hatter, please,


why hatter? because since this afternoon Aya in fm


there are many requests for discussion about hatter


well, discuss hatter, never do you feel at hate exhausted in front of the eyes


but you're angry, upset, emotional, you know,


you should be happy..


because they are the ones who can do a lot of time to look for you


yaaa though what is sought is your shortcomings and ugliness, but never do you think


about those who are willing to take care of your shortcomings when you cover them


Aya here explains about the hatter itself


don't always blame the hatter for what they have done to you


already, just go with everything


pass them, forget them


think of them as workers whose job is to find your news voluntarily without being paid


here Aya does not justify the hatter yes, but Aya also does not blame them


gini deh, rather than busy thinking hate you guys


just think gini


those who hate you in your hatter brackets


you will never believe the 1 good you ever did to them


so free you guys are being nice


but remember, don't worry about a hatter


it won't make people who like you in the brackets of fans, won't believe about anything the hatter says and also


no matter what they hear about your bad


soo hatter will always be there, not actors, actresses, idols, singers and other professions


but ordinary humans like us are actually also quite a lot of hatters


I thought the same thing, I'm sure it's behind me


who has a lot of fans in this fm or Luv


there are certainly those who do not like


because what? there must be those who do not like you who are more successful and successful than them


it means you are higher above their level


well, this is the reason why it's called "i hate my heart for my hatter?"


because I hate my heart that likes the role of hatter but because they are the ones I sought, yakan?


well so many of Aya. if there is input or advice hopefully you can write it in the comment field.


and Aya here thanks for taking the time to be a listener to Aya's story


good night, good night and stay happy your day living the harshness of the world


and after her, Ayara edited, uploaded, directly into each other's own bangtan, instantly seeing the title of Aya Luv's podcast on her talkstory that night


Jungkook was interested and he immediately connected Bluetooth to the music sound to be heard by other members of the band


and all felt, Ayara was right, maybe there was no need for bangtan to find out who their hatter was


should even thank you for being the one who noticed their shortcomings


"what is this event?" ask Yuski


"this is the fm hyung show, which Aya brought" Jungkook replied


"hhhh I've heard his name anyway, isn't this nobody knows his face huh?"


"we know, he also invited many idols and others" replied Seokjin


"yes, but in the media, there's nothing to explain about her bio and her photo"


days passed, where when bangtan came to Ayara's house to bring her food and her gratitude about her talkstory about hatter yesterday


"bangtan" said Ayara


"hi Aya, can we come in?" hello Namjoon


"oh, dong, come on in"


after they entered, Ayara asked Raiya to make drinks for the bangtan, then shortly Raiya came to bring drinks


they chatted there and bangtan explained about the hatter, about what he had experienced with his hatter the last few days


hearing all the stories from the bangtan, Raiya was shocked, Raiya had indeed come out of their fandom, but Raiya was not the vengeful type


"astaga, how bad is that?" ask Raiya


"emm, I even rode around with my staff, but found nothing" Namjoon said


"what's the name of the hatter in the sosmed?"


"Kill Dark" Seokjin replied


"Kill Dark's? I just heard, they're that bad, huh?"


Raiya did not know about the Dark Kill at all, because he was the type who if disappointed just forget it, in contrast to Ayara yanh disappointed ya will hit them


while Ayara, being ordinary, she did not want to be caught and careless in a way that was just ordinary


even when the bangtan discussed to Raiya in front of Ayara about all the accounts of bio owners of Kill Dark who had died and the rest of the many identities were intercepted


when discussing the hatter made Ayara's ears continue to heat up, she was quite lazy to listen to it..


"have you guys been to my talkstory yesterday? you can hear, I explained about the hatter there" Ayara said


"that's right, I'm here to bring this food for you and your sister, because we're grateful for your talk story that we're so aware" Taehyung said


"conscious?"


"emm, knowing that there's no need to talk about hatters anymore, is a waste of time, so I think I'll approach everyone who cares about me, not those who hate me" Seokjin said


"ahhh"


they also discuss other things outside the hatter even to finally make the curious about the age of Ayara and Raiya


"oh yeah, what age are you?" ask Namjoon


"who? we?" ask Raiya


"emm, yes you are" Taehyung replied


"if I am the final birth of 1995" Raiya said


"oh yeah? we are the same way" Taehyung said


"how many?" ask Raiya


"i'm 31 right"


"oh I'm 28, it's just a different day"


"yes yes"


"wait but if Aya?"


"he was 1993" Seokjin said


"wooh, do you know?" ask Taehyung


"already.. tau... from.." said Seokjin cut off.


"from yesterday I was me." said Ayara also cut off.


"telling me yesterday meant it, didn't it?" ask Seokjin


"yes, but yesterday I said to you that it's me..."


"explained yesterday right" said Seokjin touching Ayara's arm


Seokjin was afraid that Ayara would fall asleep and sleep at Seokjin's house


"what the hell are you guys doing?" ask Taehyung


"i'm just saying that I know about Aya's birth year" Seokjin said


"yes it is" Ayara replied


members bangtan believe, but Raiya does not, because Raiya knows who his brother is not new this


days passed, when the bangtan was again busy with their affairs and Ayara decided to return as well as her busyness