I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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"but look at him, he's had great success with BTS

as time went on, even their existence, the coffers for the sake of financial coffers had managed to collect them from advertisements, he said,

song sales, concert tickets and more,

it's the result of your hard struggle oppa"

ayara

"now Suga has succeeded not only as a member of BTS, but also as an international musician,

he even won the Mnet Asian Music Award for Best Collaborative Performance from the prestigious Mnet Asian Music Awards,

the answer to all your prayers and efforts oppa"

ayara

"nahh pulled him from Suga, until he had a mental breakdown, even so, hardly exposed to the public, he said,

that the fact is that Suga BTS had experienced a mental disorder,

this happened after he managed to become a trainee at BigHit Entertainment,

feeling depressed with a heavy burden,

at that time Suga had wanted to give up because of his debut that was not certain,

he even had to undergo treatment

treatment with a psychiatrist

due to mental disorders suffered, the,

oppa. you know, Aya had experienced the same thing and it was full of struggle, he said,

for you listeners Aya, Aya once told a story

surely you know about Aya who was depressed too right"

ayara

"lucky Suga was able to survive

and keep training hard until it reaps success,

then he managed to make his debut

as one of the most famous members in all corners of the world,

hard work whose fruit is very sweet"

answer Ayara

"well about that family that did not approve finally got blessing

despite great success both with BTS and individually,

the blessing of Suga's parents is still not coming,

this must make him sad, though,

especially if it is a holiday, when the members of BTS

others had the opportunity to go home to visit their families,

make you guys look at Suga's amma,

well, maybe Aya doesn't know you

who are you.how are you but Aya just want to say, we as children are not selfish

but I want to show you my own way of all that"

ayara

"Suga BTS mostly chose to stay in the dorm instead of going home,

Suga even cried over this condition in the middle of a BTS concert,

suga's parents attended The Most Beautiful Moment in Life On Stage: Epilogue

automatically get blessing and support directly,

The powerless Suga held back should only be able to thank

and shed happy tears,

remember, everything will melt in time is also beautiful"

ayara

"congratulations with him, he immediately released a mixtape titled Agust D with a number of songs of his creation

which tells about his own personal life"

ayara

"even though they come from an incapacitated family, they,

different views with parents,

and had a mental disorder, too,

but Suga has won, and,

not inferior to circumstances, he managed to overcome various obstacles that hit him, he said,

I like your story life"

ayara glanced at Yoongi

"instead of quitting, Suga continues to fight for his dreams and let time prove his success,

is it possible that Suga can't taste the great success he is today?"

ask Ayara

"you won't know what the outcome would be if you never tried, please don't drown in regret, please,

continue your struggle to achieve your dreams,

if you are tired, be patient and take a short break,

because, no one will know where the effort will lead to if you stop trying"

"naah Aya wants to give input, please,

keep fighting for your dreams

behind the success of a person,

there will always be unexpressed emotions, unexpressed ones,

everyone has their own life problems, right?

even for the celebrities of Suga's class world once"

added Ayara

"it's from Aya..

if there is any input or suggestion hopefully you

I wrote it in his comment column

and Aya here thanks for taking the time to be a listener to Aya's story

good night, good night and stay happy your day living the harshness of the world"

said Ayara finished her broadcast

he edits, rewires and the business is done, Ayara leaves with Yoon-gi that night to eat together

"thank you for everything" said Yoongi

"yes oppa"

"all the words you say come to me, I'm moved, let it be a lesson to all the soldiers who listen to your broadcast"

"yes, definitely"

Ayara came home, when she arrived, Raiya, Yangju and Jun ah sat in front of Raiya's house

"have you come home?" hello Jun ah

"yes, it's been"

"i'm going to pick you up but it's too late, thanks to you" Jun Ah said to Yoon-gi

"iyaa" said Yoongi back

"you're oppa" said Ayara

"emm, I'll take care of you"

"loh oppa, don't go in too?" ask Raiya

"already, thank you" replied Yoongi

Ayara went in and took a bath and sat down with Jun ah, Yangju and Raiya, as they chatted, many things were told, and then they went in to sleep, so Yangju sleeps with Jun ah in the guest room, while Ayara and Raiya sleep in each room

the next morning, back to activities as usual, where Ayara who entered the afternoon sat casually in front of her house alone

Chungsan who from that day was watching Ayara's house because his business was not finished, he would walk closer to Ayara but when he saw Jun ah coming out of the house as well, Chungsan walked back and cancelled his plan and left

a few days later, exactly a week already Jun ah in seoul and had to return to New York again, Ayara delivered Jun ah to the airport before she went to work

when arriving at the airport, once the plane will fly

"watch yourself, do not be late to eat babe" said Ayara

"yee, that should I tell you, you who often forget to eat right, after eating make cup noodles, tub good" replied Jun ah

"haha yes yes, yes already heart in the street, do not forget to tell you have got off the plane, do not forget to call again pas nyampek his apartment, understand"

"yes, I am worried"

"haha"

Ayara left, and had to go back to live with her boyfriend between Seoul and New York

just now Ayara finished delivering Jun ah to the airport, Jun ah had also flown by his plane, Ayara was shocked because she saw in front of the taxi he was using with Jun ah already there Lay

"you? why is it here to arrive?" ask Ayara

"follow me" Lay said

"i haven't paid for my taxi Lay"

"i paid for it"

Lay pulls Ayara's hand and enters his car, while the taxi driver, who Lay asks to wait for him, leaves

in Lay's car, Lay runs the car

"Lay, I want to work" Ayara said

"emm, I'll drop you off, I'm ready to drive you"

"now"

"yes"