I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
13

days passed, Ayara did not go to work, did not leave the house, Jun was worried and finally contacted Yonjin

got a phone call and an explanation from Jun ah about what the doctor said if Ayara's mental down

Yonjin along with Heejin and Raiya also came to see the condition of Ayara, when he arrived there, Heejin was worried about the condition of her son and asked that Yonjin rehabilitate her son, because they were worried that if it continued to be left, their child went crazy

"yes how I talk to him ma, I'm confused" Yonjin told his wife

"Raiya, you're talking" Heejin said

"why not amma? amma is her mother"

"i can't bear it" Heejin said grievingly

"i helped speak yes" Jun ah said

Jun ah who tried to talk with Ayara, had to also Jun ah say about the mental illness that Ayara experienced

Ayara agreed that she should be rehabilitated

"want ya babe? I promise every day I come home from work" Jun Ah said

"yes I want babe, I'm afraid to go crazy" Ayara said

finally Ayara wants to, and tomorrow Yonjin just contact her old office coworker to take care of her son's rehabilitation

at night, Ayara was silent on the window, looking up at the sky above, thinking about her past, how her regrets about knowing Chungsan were still in her mind

Ayara thought that if she did not know Chungsan at that time, she would not be stressed because the terror would also not be an accident causing her to have a mental illness

shortly Raiya entered her brother's room

"onni, haven't slept?" raiya

"Raiyah? what's up?" ask Ayara

"i peek at you making sure you sleep but not sleep" Raiya said

Ayara was silent as she stared at the dark sky that night, Raiya understood what her brother was feeling

"i shouldn't have known Chungsan" Ayara said in tears

Raiya immediately hugged her brother and calmed her down but Ayara hugged her sister back and cried shedding her past memories

"onni, there is still me, there is appa amma, there is Jun oppa" said Raiya

"if it wasn't for Chungsan, I wouldn't be crazy"

"right, you're not crazy, you're not crazy"

"i have Rai's mental illness"

"yes but not crazy"

again and again Ayara crying in her sister's arms made her upset because she remembered her mass

two days later, Ayara went to rehab at a mental hospital, and on a job, Jun Ah intervened to help Ayara quit her job

Jun Ah explained everything to the agency where Ayara worked, and everyone there was shocked because Ayara turned out to have a mental illness due to too often depression

"so, seriously sir?" ask boss Ayara

"yes sir, I represent Aya, because Aya is already in the rehab house so I represent her"

"oh by that, well, I give you a waiver for Aya to see his services while working with me" said the boss there

"thank you sir"

"i'm sorry about this incident"

"yes sir thank you sir"

how surprised everyone there considering how Ayara became a spokesperson there with courage beyond the limit and just right if Ayara died of fear

finally the office gave a waiver for Ayara to come out unconditionally and Jun ah breathed a sigh of relief because Ayara could take care of her rehab with focus

the day goes by, where the day goes on about Ayara having to be treated in a mental hospital for her mental illness

undergo routine activities that have been scheduled every day and Ayara began to do her new routine

leaving Ayara, back to the D.O

D.O in dorm reviled the other members to say who the girl in the fansign was and what their relationship was

there was no filming schedule and the agency gave vacation time for EXO members to return to their respective homes, after D.O to his house, D.O entered his room, then the night he went down to dinner with his mother's father

"let's eat here Kyungsoo" his mother said

"hyung where's ma?" ask D.O

"yungmu can not be guessed when he came home, he was busy at all times also his cooperation"

"yes anyway"

they also ate three without a brother from the D.O

half-meal, D.O asks Ayara about her mother's father if she remembers

"maa, paa, do you remember Aya?" ask D.O

"Yes?"

"Ayara, the son of Yonjin's uncle and Heejin's aunt, our old neighbor"

"oh, they remember, that cute girl, why?"

D.O recounted his meeting with Ayara again to his father and mother.They were happy to hear the news of the family was good

since the separation first when Ayara and Yonjin will go to jeju island, after that the D.O family also moved a month later and since then they no longer hear from each other

days passed, where D.O who still got his vacation ration 2 more days, he used to find his old friend

he remembers Naina working at one of the supermarkets, and he looks for her there

"is there anything we can help you with?" greet the cashier in front there

"emm I'm looking for in Naina's name?"

"Naaina? ahh it's been a long stop, brother, is it?"

"i'm his friend"

"well, it's been a while, there's 2 months"

"if his new address is working?"

"still in the market anyway I heard but different place anyway brother"

"ahhh"

having no idea where else to look, D.O headed to his old high school and met some teachers there

they meet the principal who has retired since the days of Ayara

they chat there while telling a lot of things, it turns out that the principal is quite following the career journey of EXO

after being satisfied chatting, he remembered D. O. asking Ayara or Naina's address to his principal

"waduh Aya, I don't know, just Naina, I've met at the fast food checkout"

and getting the address, D.O did not want to spend a lot of time wasted and went to Naina's address

upon entry

"is there anything we can help you with?" ask the waiter

"look for Naina, is there any of your staff named Naina?"

"Nai, she's in her day shift, brother, about 20 minutes to come"

"all right let me wait"

be D.O order food while waiting for Naina, until Naina finally comes

"Naina" said D.O

"yes my? have we met?" answer Nai na

"it's me, Kyungsoo"

"ohh Kyungsoo? god, why are you here?"

D.O tells how he found Naina's new work address, and there they chatted about letting go of their longing