I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
9

taken to the doctor, Ayara did not want to, and she tried to improve again from her condition so as not to dissolve in her depression because of the terror of Chungsun

days passed where time went so fast, it did not feel like a year ago Ayara went to college with her other friends, now is the time where Ayara prepares for her thesis

as he was busy with the many materials he would bring to the thesis, there was someone like an angel helping him to finish his thesis

"hi, do you need help?" her greeting

"ohhh?" ayara was confused

"i've seen you here a lot and hold your head, you're theses, right? here I help you" said the man

the man looks very handsome, neat, fragrant, and authoritative, he is the new lecturer at the Ayara campus, and also the youngest lecturer, he is, a handsome lecturer named Jun Ah is indeed very authoritative and always helps students in difficult camps

since then, their closeness began to intertwine, besides being able to help Ayara to arrange her thesis, it was able to make Chungsan submit and not disturb Ayara because it was not good for Jun Ah

"had it, it must be smooth, you hopefully can pass the thesis period yes" said Jun ah

"thank you sir, it's been helping me this whole time"

"yeah"

Ayara began her script smoothly, until she was declared to pass her graduation residency thesis for her graduation

Chungsun learns of Ayara's close relationship with one of the teachers on the campus, further burning the flames of jealousy

Chungsun who saw the two of them will go home together, until he intends to hit the two with his motorcycle

but the collision was avoided because Kimdoo knew of the existence of Chungsan who was watching Ayara

"Yes, here" shouted Kimdoo pulling Ayara's hand

"Kimdoo, what's wrong?" ask Ayara in shock

and right at the same time, Chungsan walked quite quickly where Ayara was standing

"astaga, my god, the boy" said Jun ah

"do you know what he's going to do to hit us?" ask Ayara

"tau, I see it's Chungsan" Kimdoo said

the day passed, Ayara began to forget all the terror she continued to get and after graduation, Ayara approached Jun ah

"sir" said Ayara

"Dad? congratulations on your graduation" Jun ah said

"yes sir, thank you for being the one who can always help me"

they sat there together until Jun Ah finally said her feelings, but unfortunately Ayara could not date because she was afraid of failing again

"Yes, I want to talk about my feelings, I like you" Jun said ah

"ah, seriously sir?"

"yes seriously, I like it for a long time, and just dare to say now because you have graduated and have finished with a lot of thoughts from many tasks let alone the thesis yesterday" said Jun ah

"emm sir, I can't answer anything, I'm still busy with finding a job after college"

"Yes, I'm waiting for you" Jun ah said

Jun ah walked away but Ayara held him back and replied that day to his teacher's statement

"sir" call Ayara

"why Ay"

"i want to" said Ayara

"yes"

"we're dating?"

"yes paaak"

suddenly Jun ah hugged Ayara and since then they were dating but Ayara did not reveal her relationship nor did she cover up from anyone, Ayara and Jun ah agree that all their friends are self-conscious about their relationship

but it turns out that Chungsan was watching the two, Chungsan followed Ayara until the exact chance of Ayara being alone, he approached Ayara

"Chungsan?" ayara was shocked

Ayara walked backwards to avoid Chungsan, when she was about to turn her body, and Chungsan held Ayara's hand

"Chungsan let go" cried Ayara

at once Chungsan got harder and harder to hold Ayara's arm until Ayara was in pain

"Chungsaan, sick, loose" cried Ayara

"you dare to dare her date the lecturer, I'm not willing, you're just for me" Chungsan snapped

"Chungsan, Chungsan is sick, okay Chungsan just kill me" Ayara shouted

"do you want to die?" ask Chungsan

"no human being wants to die, but if you keep doing this you better kill me" Ayara said

as soon as Chungsan let go of Ayara's hand, Ayara felt free, she thought, Chungsan really left but unfortunately when Ayara came home from school

there was a motor from behind him and it was Chungsan, Chungsan was ready with his motor to hit Ayara, Ayara who was directly looking towards the back of him who had the motor started the road to hit her

immediately seeing it was Chungsan, Ayara ran from there and dodged but the speed of Chungsan's motor was able to hit Ayara until it slammed

Ayara immediately drooped with a lot of blood, Chungsan came down and saw Ayara, when someone was about to pass, Chungsan immediately got on his bike and left from there

some people started to swarm Ayara who had a lot of blood, they took Ayara to the hospital and informed Ayara's mother's father

Yonjin, Heejin and Raiya come to the hospital to see Ayara's condition, and the doctor takes them to his room to explain the lab results

the doctor said if Ayara had a bump in her head, there was little damage to one of the muscle functions in her brain

"so I mean my pediatrician. . .?" ask Yonjin

"yes sir, the father before his experience severe stress, I do not know what the cause, but I can know from the results of this lab, you can learn" said the doctor

"doctor, but my son?" ask Heejin

"the patient did not happen anything, only that's what I said earlier, had a very violent mind and smelled like that because of the impact on his head earlier" said the doctor

"amma, what does onni Aya mean is crazy, right?" ask Raiya

"oh no, not crazy miss, just has a rough mind, it will be easy to get depressed if there is a problem, but the rest, he is normal"

so the doctor explained if Ayara had major depression in medical terms, or in everyday language is severe depression, and it triggers the way of thinking of the person

he prefers to smell violence and murder for example or at least see people who he does not like to suffer and that is the same type experienced by Chungsan

the difference if Chungsan did have the disorder from birth, but Ayara had it since the accident, and both his parents and his sister decided not to say anything about this matter to Ayara herself or anyone else

days passed, since the incident, Ayara again improved and underwent other activities, even Ayara began to open her relationship with Jun ah to her mother's father

his mother's father did not forbid Ayara's age now to start dating

moreover, seeing how Jun ah's attitude towards Ayara made Ayara's family convinced that Jun ah was the man who could lead Ayara to walk properly