I Hate My Heart For My Hatter
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seeing the clock quite night, actually that night he had to update his Aya Luv but because there was business earlier in the radio office until night, the business of seeing EXO who was filming a live broadcast

and after he was also upset over Taehyung's treatment so tomorrow he did it..

the next day after returning from the office, Ayara began recording her talk story and started the story

title - well can, weak do not..

good nights..

how are you all doing? Aya hope you guys are okay and will always be with Aya listening to Aya's story, well back again with Aya here, here,

Aya wanted to tell me about the interconnectedness of good and weak

have you ever heard of that connection?

funny yes, sometimes we try good, not good it's yes we give up a lot, we shut up a lot, forgive everything, the important thing is not to do what people don't think is good

but sometimes they tell us to be good, but they also call you weak

yes indeed, Aya thought, good and weak are related, but nothing is in vain with the good itself

have you ever felt your kindness being used?

Aya once, for that Aya did not want to be said well by anyone, Aya you know, not Aya you think

when Aya used to feel that Aya's kebikan was even used by people in Aya's past, until Aya felt sorry to know the person

and that brings Aya to be filled with stress and depression and even regret wounds may still be here

but Aya was proud, when Aya had managed to avenge what was in Aya's heart that was sick

to the man who made the wound

oh yes, the discussion this time Aya just want to give you input yes

Aya never said doing good is in vain, Aya instead supports you when you continue to want to do good

even Aya say thank you to those of you who still often do good until now

but remember the word Aya, do not let your kindness be used by others

never assume that it is weak

you can do good not necessarily with good attitude and good behavior

the point is good, weak don't

well so many of Aya. if there is input or advice hopefully you can write it in the comment field.

and Aya here thanks for taking the time to be a listener to Aya's story

good night, good night and stay happy your day living the harshness of the world

Ayara also edited it and uploaded it..

the next day, Ayara sat in her office waiting for the staff to tidy up the room of her former afternoon broadcast to continue the Ayara broadcast

while waiting, Sikyoung greeted him..

"nuna" said Sikyoung

"yes" answered Ayara

"this is an entry file for yesterday's report"

"oh, you put it on my desk"

"yes nuna, oh yes nuna, in front of the admin there's a drop of food for you, have you received?"

"oh yeah? nothing, from whom?"

"had forgotten my nuna, try deh nuna to ask the admin himself"

"didn't admin go home on the first shift?"

"oh yeah"

"i've tried asking the 2nd shift admin"

"okay"

Ayara went to the front admin desk right in the main lobby of the broadcast office, then asked the second shift admin but she slightly forgot

"onni, is there a break from someone for me?" ask Ayara

"there's onni, it's food"

"from whom?"

"do you not know? when send?"

"at first shift staff"

"where's the guy? already home?"

"emm less know"

when going to turn around carrying the food, because in Ayara's mind is food from Taehyung because the last Taehyung is indeed Taehyung who gave him food

but he passed by the previous guard staff who were going home

"hey, Onni, are you going to take this food?" ask the 2nd shift staff

"ahh, yes, oh onni, this is what I'm going to tell the second shift staff, it's from Xiu" the staff said

"Xiu?" ask Ayara confused

"Xiu, emm Xiu min" said his staff

"ahhh"

Ayara took the food to her study and took a picture of it and ate it before starting her broadcast

after eating, just cleaning his desk after eating, Sikyoung picked him up and Ayara began her broadcast

during his broadcast run, there was nothing strange until finally some input from fans bangtan admitted they were followers of Aya Luv, they said they asked Ayara to discuss their beloved idol group in Aya Luv

immediately seeing that, Ayara jumped over the incoming message but before long the incoming message came again and still the same, still, the request for Ayara discusses only 1 or some members bangtan or even some ask for full members

until finally the last incoming message

"nuna, you are tagged close to the bangtan right, we all bangtan fans know how close they are with you, so please discuss in the talkstory nuna about the members" Ayara last message brought

but Ayara did not discuss everything and discussed what came in other than the request for bangtan

as the days change, Xiumin EXO often comes in time before Ayara until she starts her broadcast, always sending silent food

Ayara always accepts it but always takes a picture of it as well for proof of her thanks

another day, when Ayara had no schedule in her office, she still came just to take care of her in her study

after the business was finished, Ayara also thought of going out on her own road, and Ayara came out from her radio office but when she got to the front, she saw Seokjin

"Seokjin oppa?" saya Ayara's

"Yes, you're not broadcasting?"

"we're on vacation every month I'm off"

"oh yeah? pas really, fortunately here is not late, I don't know to meet you"

"what are you doing here?"

"i want to take the road?"

"what a coincidence I do want to go, refreshing first"

"ahh good, let's go"

be the two of them, heading to one of the biggest malls and enjoying the afternoon together, not felt until night

at dinner, they stopped at one of the restaurants and ate together

"Yes." said Seokjin

"yes"

"you are asked the same about me and my amma"

"oh yeah? what's up?"

"kangen want you there, they want to ask for your address, but I don't love you"

"oh yeah? why not be loved? pity you oppa, love it"

"it's not good not to have told you that"

"just give it a hand"

"yes, I will love you"

"what else did he say?" ask Ayara

"yes, just ask you when to play there again"

"emm too bad yes, I'll tell you very busy can not be there often"