I LOVE YOU, ABOUT ODY
Don't Apologize, Na.

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"I'm sorry Na, Brother. Na and Birru have put you in this situation." Lirihku slowly even very slowly while bowed.

"Don't apologize, Na. Na is not wrong. This marriage is not Na's will." said the Lord made me look up.

I thought I was the only one who heard my voice so softly but it turns out that a good creature who in recent days has been my legal husband but has never obtained his rights as a husband apparently heard it too.

It's as easy as it is to say don't apologize because I wasn't wrong. Then who's wrong if I'm not?? It's not my will, but because of my consent too then this marriage took place. It made her get caught up in this situation. If at that time I had cheeked to say no, then big brother would not have to be in this position. So stop forbidding me from apologizing, brother.

"Na is free to make Na's decision. Whatever it is, I accept it. Although perhaps Na's decision will require that you lose both of you, you will also accept. As long as that decision is taken with good consideration." he said it made me unable to hold back my dam of tears.

What kind of wife am I? He can only give pain and increase the burden of his mind. Not even I can make him happy as a husband, now he even resignedly put the status and continuation of our relationship in my hands.

Brother Dewa gave me the full right to determine whether I want to continue or stop our household ark that we have not even run.

I admit, my heart missed Ody very much before, Every night I only remember his shadow. I really want to be with him someday. Especially since knowing that in my womb this grows its seeds. Even when I saw him yesterday, I really wanted to immediately tell Om Ody that yes, Birru is indeed a child om. Then the three of us will live happily.

Beautiful isn't? God has brought us back together very well. Even in the position of Ody is already single. Birru has certainly been able to have the status as a child om Ody. We'll be very happy.

But,,,, the,,,

Where do you think all those feelings are now? Why is it like being lost without a trace when this handsome man who is legitimate for me to touch is standing in front of me full of resignation. When the pair of shady netra now I feel very fond.

I'm worried, what exactly is my heart?

"Silent, none of this was Na's wish. She married her sister because she was forced to, not because of love. Because Birru. So if now the real figure of Birru's father is present, then what can you do? Honestly want to fight for the two of you, but if the two of you choose to go back to him, what can you do?"

Back that handsome guy was so resigned. But the more he resigned so, somehow the corner of my heart even rebelled.

I felt, I wanted to be fought once more by him.

"Think about it well. Don't rush the rushes. Again, this concerns the future of Birru. He deserves to know and live a decent life with a complete family. Na also has the right to live with the person Na loves." he said the more subtle and almost inaudible.

From that moment on this one creature of God always discusses what is my right without demanding a single responsibility. Without giving up any of his rights that must also be fulfilled.

"Sister go first then. Brother is going to Birru's room. Brother wanted to linger with him for a long time before our time together disappeared. Na just rest ya." the gentle caress on my forehead made my soul cry.

"Sister," I hold the Lord's hand.

Brother Dewa did not immediately turn his head but I could see the other hand rubbing something on his face. Probably tears.

"Yes. Na need what?" the pair of reddened netra indicates that my guess was not wrong, Brother God did cry.

"Here you go. Follow Na." I asked as if I felt the same fear as her.

I'm afraid my heart will choose to go with Om Ody and that means our togetherness will be over.

"Don't you make someone else's heart hurt if you stay with Na?" ask her with glass-glazed netra.

Look at him, even at a time like this, he still thinks about the feelings of Ody. Brother Dewa is afraid to hurt Ody's heart with our togetherness, while his own heart is certainly sliced. Is that a human or what??

"Sister, Na this is sister's wife. Brother has more right to Na than anyone else. Birru is Ody's biological son, but right now, he's his legal father. Birru will know all this when it comes. But before that moment came, it was Brother who was most entitled to us." I reiterate a sentence that made the sad net instantly sparkle.

"Na,,,??" he asked questions as if he could not believe his own hearing.

"Yes. Na wife sister. Follow and treat Na like a wife who has just given birth. Later, after Na recovered, Na promised to perform all of Na's duties as a wife. Giving everything that is the right of sister as husband Na." I said.

"But Om Ody,,,???"

"He was Birru's father. He was the man whose figure Na missed all this time. He was also the first man to touch this body to its deepest point. But big brother was the first man to touch Na's deepest heart. So forgive Na if Na chooses a sister to remain Na's companion." I'm bowed.

Feeling unworthy to be a decision maker. Feeling too ignorant to decide to stay beside the Lord. Too selfish to ask for protection and status for Birru.

"Don't, don't apologize, Na." Brother God shook his head with a tearful blur that I thought this time was a happy tear.

"Can Na choose to remain the wife of the Lord? Can Na still ask Birru to have the status of an elder sister as well?" I asked while crying.

Brother God embrace my weak body accordingly. If only I hadn't been lying down with the pain of the surgery wound, he might have held me tight by now.

"Can. Once could. Never go from the side of your sister. Stay a sister's wife until death do you part. Thank you for choosing my sister. Thank you for allowing my sister to remain Birru's father." he said with a cry that seemed to be unrelenting.

We both sniffed each other. Crying over this overly complicated happiness.

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