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Two Blue Lines

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I let the doctor called Valencia examine my already limp body. After completing his task, the doctor also tidied up his equipment.

"Actually you're okay. Everything's peachy. Normal blood pressure. Heart rate is also normal. Medically, there's nothing to worry about actually." he later said.

"But why can my husband drown like this doc?" Valencia did not take the doctor's statement.

"Sir, if there is a problem, it is better to talk about it. Don't hold your own. It wasn't good for your mental condition." The doctor didn't answer Valencia but gave me advice.

I just nodded lazily.

If only I could talk about all this, Doc, I wouldn't be like this. Unfortunately I'm too late. He's not here anymore. All that's left here are people I can't talk to about my problems.

"I'm just going to give vitamins to you. Hopefully it can help maintain his stamina. Stay reminded to eat regularly 3x a day. And invited communication. That's all that matters. It's also better not to be left alone."

I heard the doctor speak before Valencia actually drove him out of my room. I saw Valencia nodding to all the doctor's messages.

Ah Valencia,, even if you feed me 3x a day,, vitamins from the doctor,, talk me out,, still I won't improve. Right now it's not you I need.

"What exactly is Ody? Talk to mama if Valencia don't think it's the right person to talk to."

Mama's soft speech made me who was just staring blankly out the window, now looking at a face that no longer belonged to mama.

Can I be honest, ma?? Me, I, I have taken away the future of a girl I was supposed to protect. And now the girl has left with her bad future. Distanced me. It is all my fault, Ma. If only that night I hadn't thought too much about Valencia and could control myself not to get drunk, none of that would have happened. My little girl now frees me from all the responsibilities she should have. But I don't like ma. Look at me ma, your son!! I'm like a loser. How embarrassing I am, ma.

My eyes and my heart can talk to my mom. But I'm sure he who is not a telepathic expert certainly can't read my mind right now. What I said earlier would not be known to him.

"Ody's fine ma." Finally that's all I said.

Mama took a heavy breath. He knew I wasn't good at lying to him.

"alright. Mama will not force if you do not want to share your burden with mama. It's just, mama wants you to fight all your problems at the moment no matter how heavy it is." said mama softly.

There is absolutely no forced intonation. Only sincerely love but regret me who is not open to him.

"You're not alone, baby. There's still me who'll keep you company. Try to fight everything. Remember, our future plans." Valencia reappeared after dropping the doctor forward.

He also uttered the sentence while rubbing his slender stomach. I see, she hopes big to get pregnant soon. We also did it last night.

God, don't let her get pregnant at least until I find Nada. I beg. I wasn't really ready to father a child from her womb before I knew, there was no child in my little girl's womb.

But now, I consciously ask God not to make her pregnant. Actually, if given the health condition of my reproductive equipment before, I don't need to be afraid of Nada getting pregnant. Because I'm barren. But still, the guilt that took away his precious possession I couldn't just beat.

Indeed, Doctor Johan said my condition has improved but I have not since when it has improved.

Well, remembering it makes me hot cold. What if I am healthy? What if my health was before that night? What if Nada's pregnant? Then last night, what if Valencia got pregnant?? There's no way I'm making her honeytone, is there? But it's also more unlikely that I'll take my hands off Nada's son.

Days of constantly thinking for themselves all the bad possibilities that make my body performance worse. My lips forget thousands of words because I keep silent. Talk, but only enough. The rest I will spend time daydreaming. If night falls, I'll stay up with my phone. Seek and continue to search for the existence of Nada.

Although both Mama and Valencia continued to take care of me during the night, making various foods that might arouse my appetite, but my body had already refused food intake. Until I finally got sick.

I know mama or maybe Valencia too, must be sad about my condition. Whatever they try to do to please me, it's useless. I'm no longer interested in other pleasures.

I just want to know where Nadaku is.

On the tenth day since I did it with Valencia, this morning he came up to me with a sweet smile on his face. Not to forget an elongated white flat object was thrust at me.

"What's this?" lirihku weak.

"Just open it first." she asked softly.

"Want your mom help?" mama who came into my room with a smile made me feel lured to see what a flat object was.

I accepted. That thing now feels familiar to my eyes and brain. I know what it is. It is a testpack to know a pregnant woman or not.

Deg,, Deg,, Deg,,,

My heart is racing harder. I have not dared to flip the side that will show the results of the testpack. My brain tells me not to do it because my brain can guess. If a wife arrives smiling in the morning with a testpack in her hand, that means,,,,, that's,,,

No. gabe. Not God, don't. Please Don't.

It was the only prayer I kept saying as I slowly opened the side of the thing. Slowly but surely, this netra, who was not yet myopic, could read clearly and deduce the results.

Those two blue lines, Valencia, No God. Why did you not grant my prayer?? Why let Valencia get pregnant? Now how should I? There's no way I'm leaving him. Then Tone,,, How???

"Cure, baby, we'll have a child soon. Rise up from this fall. There's me and our son you need to be happy and look after." Valencia said.

It's easy to say Valencia, while out there is your niece who can't get her happy and care because of your pregnancy.

"Congratulations, son. Eventually you will soon be blessed with a child. Mama's so happy for you."

The daughter-in-law and the in-laws embraced each other happily. While I,, was, was getting worse in sin.

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