I LOVE YOU, ABOUT ODY

I LOVE YOU, ABOUT ODY
Clarity


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🌸Pov Dewa🌸


My God, what was my dream last night? Admitted as a husband by Na, being asked to remain a father to Birru,, Chosen by Na, God, what good have I done that I deserve this happy reward??


I'm not dreaming, right???


The still frail body lay with its weak hand that was also still hanging down my neck,, the sobbing of her cries,, the smell of the hospital, all still so felt in all my senses. It means I'm not really dreaming.


He really chose me,,,


But wait, I can't just assume the matter is over with Na choosing me. It's not just about the two of us.


I slowly let go of my embrace of Na who had given her heart to me. I looked at him softly. Na wiped away the rest of the melted tears while looking at me questioningly.


"What's up, brother?" she was scared as if I had changed my mind.


"Na, this isn't just about the two of us. Om Ody how? Does he know this truth? If he knew, would he accept all of this? Wouldn't it hurt her?" my many.


"My husband thought about other people's feelings. What is your heart made of?" Na shook her head and smiled.


"Na, please be serious. Brother is not yet calm if Ody has not been spoken to either." I do not want to respond to the smile and talk earlier even if in normal situations of course I will float into space praised so by his beloved wife.


I don't know, it's hard for me to be able to have fun on top of the suffering of others. What is the meaning of a happy laugh on this face if there is another face is shedding tears. What does it mean to be happy in this heart if another heart is hurt.


"alright. Well, then, before we both talk to him, Na asks permission to meet and talk to Ody's eye first. That's if you believe in Na."


God, it feels so happy to be treated like this from a girl who seems to have put herself as my wife. Na asked my permission like the wife asked her husband for permission.


"Sure sister allow Na. However, our happiness is not complete if Ody can not accept it. Brother give Na a chance to settle any unfinished business between the two of you. Na's past is entirely Na's, but if you can't take it to the future." I said to be an adult though honest in my heart I'm afraid it's happening.


"Thank you brother for your trust." I responded with a smile.


In my heart I keep praying that their meeting will find a bright spot to solve this problem. Hopefully in the future, both myself, Na, om Ody, including ajik and biang, will all be able to accept the truth about Birru.


Teaches and pranks are two people I will not miss to know this problem. I am sure that the two wise men were able to digest and deal with this.


The main one is Birru, and hopefully he will never blame his mother's decision to choose me. May she not hate me and feel that I am the one who made her unable to get together with her real father. Hopefully Birru will also never blame Ody for having made him born in this world with a complicated status.


Again, it's not whose fault. This is part of the beautiful destiny written by God. When we smile and sincerely live, it will feel beautiful. And if we continue to regret, then only the pain is felt.


Believe me, there will be rainbows in the rain.


🌸Pov Ody🌸


"Birru is om's son. The son who was born of the folly of the tone of the night was o'm."


Shut fixated!!!


The tone of speech made me only able to remain still. The sting of feeling coming up in this chest is too complicated for me to describe exactly how. I blame myself for that. Had I not been drunk that night, Birru would not have been born in this situation.


But I also thank myself for being drunk that night because I finally had a baby. I've wanted it too long. Moreover, the child was born from the womb of the girl I loved on the way to the niece and then the love was blind.


But now it's not just about the self and the tone. There is another dashing figure who has now officially carried the title as husband Nada as well as my young boss. I can't just ignore it.


I wanted to hug and kiss the mother of my son. It was like to thank him thousands of times for containing this seed and taking care of it until Birru was born. I wanted to give up my entire body in exchange for having bet my life to give birth to my son.


But,, even though there's a lot I want to do, our status doesn't allow me to do one of them.


God, why is the journey of my life and love so complicated??? What is my fault and my sin that You punish me like this? Forgive me god,,,, please,,,


"I'm sorry. Om is wrong in this. Who couldn't take care of themselves that night. Om who has taken away your precious possession. Never blame yourself, dear Tone."


"Everything has happened. Now we better just talk about how to go ahead." asserted my little girl.


There was a happy twinkle and a glimmer of hope in the heart seeing him so firmly speaking as if there were no burdens. He even met me alone after he recovered from surgery.


Could it be that she would choose me over her rich husband?? My simple nada, who was never tempted by the reel of treasure. I can't wait for him to talk again. That voice is like a pitcher in my ear.


"Nada admitted that night Nada also gave it up willingly because she felt Nada loved om. But as time passed and now Nada was also married,, Nada's thinking has also changed om. For Nada, getting married is enough just once in a lifetime. Birru is a biological child. And forever that reality will not change nor will the tone of disbelief. Birru will also get freedom from both of us to meet with om. Therefore, Nada begs, Om let him stay with us."


The hope that was originally bleached was now withered and even fell before it could expand. The utterance as well as the affirmation of Tone destroyed everything.


I lost my love,,, my love chose to dock at another dock.


But at least, I have a new reason to stay alive. There is a small body that needs my affection and recognition as well. There are children who deserve to get a decent living from me as well.


Birru,, son. Don't hate me for making you present in this world. Don't blame your mother for her decision. Believe me, even if we can't be together, but your father and mother's love is just as great for you, son.


"Alright dear Tone." My short speech was able to put a smile on her pretty face and it made me happy.


Not always love must have each other, now I feel it.


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