I LOVE YOU, ABOUT ODY

I LOVE YOU, ABOUT ODY
Open to Each Other


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These footsteps felt trembling approaching the motherly figure who remained in conversation with the child. Until finally this footsteps stopped because there was one of the children who realized my presence.


"Mother, look," he said, pointing at me.


Mother?? Is that what Valencia was with them until they called her mother??


And the figure called mother also turned her head. He was glued for a moment and threw his eyes away from me.


"You play by yourself first. Mommy wants to talk to that om first." said Valencia softly and it makes me doubt whether the figure in front of me is really the most intelligent Valencia said rude once.


"Good mother."


The boy obeyed his orders and rushed to the other side to continue his activities. I swallowed the saliva heavily seeing Valencia just sitting down without calling me.


"I beg your forgiveness, Ody."


Just a step away, a soft voice was heard and the pair of beautiful neutrals were wet with tears. I quickened my pace and approached him.


"How are you?" ask me even though I already know everything from Ms. Nani.


"As you can see. Thank God I am good. And it would be better if you would forgive me." her voice trembled with the veil of her wet face.


"Looking at you like this, makes me have no reason not to forgive you. I'm not even who has the right to lay all your sins on you. If God alone can forgive his servant even though his sin is a mountain, then how could I who is also only a despicable human being not be able to forgive you."


I'm stopping. My esophagus feels choked. Wanted to cry but tried hard. Wanting to hug her tightly, giving her strength and support and encouragement so that she was patient over what had happened to her but it felt like this body was stiff.


"Do you know where Nada is?" her question broke the silence between us.


"Mm, yes. He is also in Bali. Married and already have children." I said the child in a clean word because suddenly I felt guilty for having betrayed Valencia also that night.


"really?? What city is he in?" the beautiful bead sparkled and then faded back as if he realized something bad.


"Have you married Anton?" I asked before I answered the two questions.


I shook my head slowly and took a breath before telling her everything about Nada. Anyway, my words might hurt his heart too after knowing I had desecrated his nephew.


"What's up, Ody? It seems like you are heavy to say. Is Tone not okay? Is the wedding not okay?" the question demands many answers.


"Tone's fine. He got married last year. She is not married to Anton but rather to a young native Balinese man and loves him very much. His kindness multiplied when only compared to Anton."


"Alhamdulillah. Thank you God for taking care of my nephew so well" he said, putting his hands over his chest.


I can only breathe heavily. In a moment he will definitely ask the son of Nada.


"Then his son, how old is he?"


"Se,, a year, almost a year" I replied nervously considering Valencia was not a stupid woman.


"Not a year?? That is,, she was pregnant while still with us?? Or just a month before he left?? But you said they got married just last year, didn't you?" The intelligent Valencia certainly felt it was strange.


"Be,, right, right, that's right. Nada was pregnant before she married her husband."


"Did Anton do it??" valencia eyes squealing.


I could only shake my head quickly then sigh heavily again.


I grabbed his finger but he brushed it off slowly.


"Sorry Ody, we are not muhrim anymore" he said, looking down to wipe away his tears.


I was stunned to hear it. Valencia has really changed and is good at taking care of themselves now.


"I'm sorry" I said short before these lips could speak the truth.


"It's okay. I'm the one who's sorry that I'm so goddamn pretentious. I'm just trying to follow HIS orders." Valencia thought I was apologizing for touching his fingers when I wasn't.


Yeah, that's one of them, too, but that's not what I meant.


"I'm sorry for that and sorry for everything else too." I said later.


"Ody, you've never been guilty of me. I'm a lot wrong with you. So don't apologize to me. You're too clean for me."


"No Valen. I'm not as good as you thought."


"You mean?"


"I'm the same as you maybe even more depraved because I,, me," I can't go on.


Valencia was silent and patiently waiting for me to continue. I could see it from the glare of the eyes that still demanded that explanation. I took a breath back.


"I'm sorry because that night I did something that I shouldn't have done, let alone our statuses still haven't been legally divorced."


"What did you do?" the question was soft as if it wouldn't hurt to hear any of my answers.


"I'm drunk,,,"


"I get drunk more often, Ody. You don't make fun of me by apologizing for just doing it once and you've already apologized." he said as if embarrassed to be reminded of his past.


"I was drunk and I fucked Nada until she got pregnant." I sped up my words for fear of my breath running out.


Valencia who had originally looked down now looked at me with glassy eyes. No words were spoken, but the tears were the answer to my disappointment.


"I'm sorry. I was so stupid not to realize it. That night I was drunk and I just imagined you accompanying me that night. I was too drunk to know that it wasn't you" I said with a slumped shoulder.


"Thank you for loving me so much." again he was bowed with tears that now wet his undergarments.


"I'm also sorry that I've never been honest about this to you even though we've already referred back then. I didn't know that I had impregnated him. Tone went after that night. He left me as if he didn't want me to know that I had done it. I kept quiet trying to find him for as long as we talked until I finally met him again on his wedding night."


"Did he forgive you?" tanyakanya.


"Yes. She and her husband accepted me well. We agreed to raise the child together."


"I know. Tone good girl. He must have done it. He's not the one who might get revenge on you afterwards. Thank goodness she had a husband who could accept her situation. A good woman is for a good man." she later said.


"Then us?" my many.


"You mean??"


"I'm sorry, did you forgive me?"


"What passed was Ody. Thank you for being honest with me. Whatever it is, it's still that my sin for you is greater. Don't apologize to me anymore because whatever it is, it's for sure that this despicable me forgives you."


It feels good to hear it. It feels good to open up to each other like this. Simple things we couldn't do while we were still living together.


If only you had been like this Valencia, then,,,


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