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"Eh, what do you mean by that?? Didn't you hear me wrong?? Om also love Nada?? What kind of love does om hah mean??"
I was stunned to hear Anton's protest. I stopped the movement of my hand that was beating him. I slowly back off. Looking at my knuckle book that had swelled up due to being too hard hit. I also saw Anton's battered face.
Then I try to remember what I said? I love her too? Yes, it is, Nada is my little girl who I love very much,,,, you know,,,
Love or love??
Why do these two words sound and feel different? As her om, I deserve to say that I love Nada. But loving, it feels too much huh??
But I was so angry and jealous. Even I can't help myself. And now I am the one who thinks of my own words and feelings.
"Listen yes om, no matter what flavor om has for Nada, but I reiterate here that I will not budge from om. I'm a single that has more of a future than an om whose status is the husband of people. Mending if someone else,, this is even his own tant. Om want Nada on the stamp of the same actor people?? No???"
My emotions again ignited to hear him say that. I went back to Anton and I pushed his body until it fell backward. I still clutched his neck.
"Don't be a holy-spirited talk about status. What's the difference with you who also already know it's the tantenya but still you work on?? You are much worse than me!! Remember that!!!"
Once again I pushed his body back to the ground.
"Hey hey, is there a storm in front of my house?? Disperse!!" a middle-aged mother whom I knew as the owner of Nada's contract approached the two of us.
"Hello mother. I'm Ody. The tenant of this house."
"Yes yes I remember. I just want to say to you that I can't return the money you already paid." he said then made me frown.
"What money does mom mean?" my many.
"Yes the rent. You pay for a full year each year. It hasn't been a year, but your nephew doesn't live here. So it's not my fault. Don't demand money back!!" resounding.
I don't care about the subtle tone of it but the word he said about Nada is not living in that house anymore.
"My girlfriend where's mom?? Not staying here how does that mean? He was still here yesterday." Anton called and preceded me to ask.
"Where do I know??" mommy's gonna sniff her shoulder.
"She didn't say where she was going, ma'am?" urged Anton.
"Heh, I'm the landlord's mother but I'm not her mother so why do I ask her where she is going? I only care about the affairs of all room tenants have paid what the contract has not. I don't care about his personal business."
Anton fell silent and then grimaced again when the pain from my scar hit him again.
"When did she leave, ma'am?" my question is more subtle.
"Yesterday afternoon. He came to my house and returned the key. He said he could no longer occupy this house." replied the mother in a better tone than when he answered Anton.
"Is she okay mom?"
"I mean, he's not hurt or sick, is he?" kataku later.
"Oh, that's fine. Healthy healthy only. His eyes are a bit thick I think. Like it's crying."
"Crying??" my ul.
"You guys if there's a similar business, you can just call. You're not the om,, cook don't know where his own nephew?? You are also his girlfriend, right, girlfriend herself where can not know. Strange you two are. Yes already. I'm busy taking this house."
The mother opened the door of Nada's rented fence and entered regardless of us again.
"Tone is also out of campus om. What do you know?" said Anton.
"What?? Out of college??" I was wide awake to hear it.
Anton nodded while still holding his stomach which must have hurt from my blinding blow earlier. Seeing her as soon as I actually pity her but it deserves her.
"Then he filed a letter to quit college. I've tried to ask him why but he's still mad at me. I think he's having some personal problems. I gave him time and space to himself first. Today I came again to make sure he was okay. But even this is how it happened." he said later.
"So you don't know why he quit??"
Anton nodded slowly.
"Stop claiming to be Nada's girlfriend if even important things like this you don't know!! Stop thinking you deserve Nada!! Stop looking for him." I'm upset.
"Who is worthy?? Om?? Look at yourself," Anton pointed at me.
"Do you also know what is really going on? Where is he at the moment? What's problem?? Om you know what??? Naw, right?? So stop feeling better than me!!"
"You,,,!!!" I held back my emotions so I wouldn't hit him again.
I think his words have a point. I don't know what's really going on either. But my head feels like it's going to break every time I remember a strand of hair and a patch of dry blood on my blanket.
Was this all because of that night? Does this have anything to do with his phone that can't be reached? Is he mad at me? What exactly did I do that night to him?? Aaakkhhhh,,,, uh,,,,
All because of that fucking drink I got this. If only I had not been drunk that night, if only I had not been influenced by the advice of friends to get drunk, if only I could have had self-control,, if only I had,,,
And if only I hadn't been so obsessed with Valencia,,,!!!
The obsession?? Is it true that my feelings for him are just an obsession? Not love?? Then if Valencia is just an obsession, who do I really love??
Argh, uh,,
It's dark!! It's all been dark since Nada disappeared. Where else should I look for him?? My little girl must have been having problems she didn't want to share with me. That's why he avoids me.
Am I the cause and the problem-giver???
Tone, no matter what happened that night between us, I really want to be able to remember it. If om hurt you,, hit you, make you bleed, you can hit me back. If you want you can even kill. If om says things that hurt your feelings, you can answer the maki maki maki mam, but don't go like this,,,,, you can,,,
Come back baby, come back my soul mate,,,
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