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🌸Pov Nada🌸
It was very difficult at first for me to accept all of this. An unexpected pregnancy, not to mention the impact of the pregnancy itself. Everything was beyond my expectations.
I want to blame but who do I blame? I know that last night with Om Ody got me pregnant. Why am I pregnant? While aunty Valencia who has been with him for years why has not even been pregnant?
All of that I can not get the answer should not be no longer need to question because now there are more important things.
My baby,,,
I stared at the figure in front of me. He who has a shady face has offered himself to be the husband and father of my baby.
"Don't worry. I'll consider him my own son. I loved her mother from the first time I met her. Unconditional love and no desire to know her mother's background. I loved her mother and everything about her mother from the beginning. No exception to this baby." The god directed his gaze towards my distended stomach.
I'm bowed. Crying words. As well as this fate. We cried every second of our time together from the first time I met and knew him. Crying his attitude that had been like he liked to prank me, but who would have thought there was such a great love for me.
While me?? What feelings have I had all this time for her?? Nothing,, absolutely no sense of what. My heart has already locked the meeting and the key has been thrown somewhere.
"Don't feel guilty if you don't have love for me. Because my love is enough for the three of us. I will make you both happy with my love. Don't even think about the wife's duties. I'm not gonna sue you for that. I did all this for your baby. Not for me. So I'm not demanding anything from you."
Once again these tears fell apart uncontrollably.
Why am I so selfish?? If a God who is not who this baby can sacrifice himself and his heart, why am I as his mother even just busy thinking about my heart that has been tethered to his father once? Can't I be fair to this baby??
"Give me your answer when you feel better. Ajik and Biang want to meet you too if your answer is yes. Now, I'm saying goodbye. Thank you for sitting down and listening to me. I'm sorry to have your tears spilled back."
The ten fingers he linked in front of his chest I saw with tear-filled eyes. And now I look at his back that is walking away.
God, what should I do? What do I have to answer? The answer is the same as killing him slowly. The gods will suffer if I say yes. And if I answer no, then once again I have done bad and again this baby will suffer the consequences.
"Remember knowing and believing that God is a good young man. You are also a good girl. It's just that fate brought you together in a bad condition is fine. Accept, God's choice is never wrong, dear Tone." A moment passed that word of bang Martin in my head.
Is it true that the God of soul mate and destiny has been chosen and determined by the Almighty for me??
That afternoon I daydreamed, It has been three days since the Lord came to me.
The shadow of Ody's face came back dancing in my head. I tried so hard to get rid of it because I didn't want this heart to come back to hope. Although I will never be able to deny and forget who my baby father is.
"Yes." Yeah."
I looked at the source of the voice. Looks bang Martin approached by carrying some groceries my seat earlier.
"Yes what bang?" my many.
"Agoic if I answer yes? Isn't that just good for me? As for the Gods, this is a disaster."
"That's what you think. According to him, another, another. He will be happy if you accept it. Thank goodness you'll learn to open your heart to him." Martin's bang made me feel even more guilty because it seemed like I could never do it.
"But his family,,,,"
"already agreed. The teachings of Artha and Biang Dayu, have opened their arms wide to welcome you as soon as you answer yes." very reassuring bang Martin's speech.
"Well, where did you know?" my search.
"Ajik Artha himself asked my brother to tell you. He said, he was happy because his beloved son finally found his love again. Get a grandchild bonus too if you really accept the offer of God. Your child is a boy, if according to the results of the USG. And ajik Artha felt this was a gift. Have one heir who had died heart and soul made him ketar ketir. Well if now he gets a bonus heir too, he's very happy."
"It was just ajik. Then Madam Dayu," my argument is not finished yet but has been cut again by bang Martin.
"Bu Dayu is a mother who has been very injured by the slump of the Gods in recent years. Yesterday he was probably anti-you. But that was only because he was still shocked. He also said that he regretted what he said yesterday." bang Martin so casually said it.
"But why are they both talking to you? Not the same as me?" protests again.
"Because they know you're brother. They are not happy if they meet you before you give an answer. They don't want you to think they're pushing you. They give you space and time to think."
Wise, what a wise family, isn't it? Though I need them, but even those who maintain the attitude. Is it not very outrageous and do not know it is lucky that I still reject the good intentions of a group of people with good manners and flexibility to accept and participate in overcoming disgrace with me??
"You have the right to determine your happiness. And if indeed you can not get your happiness from the father of this baby, then find your own happiness and the future of this baby. It's enough for you to bear this alone. Accept the shoulder that offers you to lean on. At least that shoulder will give you the strength to accept all your life's destinies."
Again, Martin's speech is correct. It's time for me to rise from the slump despite the way he seemed to sacrifice one of the parties initially. But I will try and try to beat my own heart. I will learn to repay all the goodness of God and his family.
"Well bang, Nada wants to."
"You what?? Wanna sleep?? Wanna eat??" he even joked.
"Abaaangg!!!"
"Well, that's why it's clear. Come say. Want what??" his insistence.
"You learn to be the wife of God." I said in a loud voice.
"No, you heard it yourself, right??" bang Martin's words and the look in his eyes that wasn't looking at me made me follow that gaze.
And there,, God stood up and smiled, Happy. The most beautiful smile I've seen this time adorned his face. His face looks so handsome.
"Thank you Nada. This is how I'm happy. Don't be too forced. Slow down." he said softly.
Just watch out for Martin's bang later,, he's already intentionally embarrassing me in front of the Gods. Since when did he know that God was already standing there? And why don't you just shut up and tell me anyway??
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