I LOVE YOU, ABOUT ODY
Not Wanting to Get Close

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Not felt,,,

Days that continue to pass until it turns into a matter of months, I still go through with a sick soul and body. My weak body can still be cured by forced intake of food or medicine. But a sick soul?? It hurts more as Valencia and mama's happiness increases over Valencia's pregnancy.

Really, it's only me in my own house who's unhappy.

Every time my mother pampered Valencia more with care and tenderness, there I became more afraid and anxious about Nada. If she was also pregnant, who would notice her?? The girl was too young to bear it all.

Every time Valencia forced me to stroke his belly which I thought was beginning to bulge, each of those also the whirring of guilt to Nada grew increasingly agitated as if reluctant to disappear.

The thing is, I don't feel the happiness Valencia is feeling at all. Like there is no inner and emotional bond with the baby that is now contained. Maybe because I never slept with her? Since I was pregnant Valencia never wanted to sleep with me at night. The reason is to keep our baby safe. He said I like to delirious at night and kick in all directions. He was afraid I would hit his stomach.

Wajarkah like this?? Is this how it feels when we have a wife who is pregnant with our baby? Does it feel this flat? Or am I the only one who is not grateful? Or am I the one who has no heart and love for her?? Or am I the one who loves those far away???

I sure call it love because the more I try to forget it, the more tormented this heart becomes. The more I can stand the longing in my chest, the more the numbness in my soul. The more I deny, the more pattered. The more I thought it never existed, the more I felt like I lost it.

I can't keep this up. Although the soul is tormented, at least the body must return to power. A thousand questions in the head must quickly get the answer.

I have to look for him again. Make sure it's okay. Ensuring happiness still covers it and making sure that no life is in her womb. Maybe that way I'll feel relieved. And this soul,, could slowly let go.

Yes, I need to get well soon!!! I can't give up like this. It has been months of bedding. Time to rise!!

"Kok me who's pregnant but you're the more greedy eat it baby? I was tormented because my appetite was destroyed. The smell of rice alone I was nauseous." exclaimed Valencia who accompanied the mother who was bribing me.

I do not deny, the spirit that is so great to immediately be able to find Nada makes my appetite increase. I just want to get well soon.

"Patience to Valen. That's how people get pregnant. Sometimes the appetite is destroyed, sometimes the mood is also unstable." replied mama, while I only care about my food.

"Yes the ma. What the hell is wrong. Valen still enjoys it. Especially considering that this is the fruit of our love. Is that right, baby?" that question is for me.

"Yes." Short, solid and clear, my answer.

"Ody, you're healing fast. Often also invite your baby to talk. Dielus elus Valen's stomach. Let your child also know his father.Later if your emotions and soul are stable, try to sleep again with Valen yes. That way, you are sure your emotional bond with your baby will be more firmly established. Mama used to be so pregnant with you. Your father always sleeps in front of your mother's stomach. Papa always forbids my mom to wear clothes. Papa likes to see mom's belly."

"Yes ma. It's also Ody is trying to recover, so Ody eats a lot." I said making mama smile with relief.But my eyes caught the restless face of Valencia. He seemed to think hard.

In a word, I'm healed.

I began to be able to move back even have started to work again. My finger felt stiff when typing on the laptop after a long leave of absence due to illness. The point is, my life is back to running even though the burden on the soul is getting heavier.

"Your stomach is still this way, is it Valen?" mama asked one morning, luring me to glance at Valencia who was still standing clumsy.

True also said Mama, the age of her pregnancy has entered the seventh month but her stomach as if there is no meaningful development. It was just like my mom said.

"Oh this, it's less big, ma??" ask Valencia while grinning.

"If mama was seven months pregnant, she began to walk heavily. It is getting tired easily because the stomach is growing. Bigger than your clear stomach." replied mama.

I saw Valencia's face paled. I who do not or do not understand the problem of the size of the stomach of pregnant women choose not to comment and silence just browsing on the internet to just find out.

"**,,, Ta, but Johan said, this is natural. The last time I checked the womb yesterday also said the baby was healthy and active. Just maybe because of that I rarely eat the times ya ma. because I'm thin so my stomach follow me small hehehe,,," Valencia nervous but managed to finish his words that made a lot of sense.

"Yes too. Yes already, if your doctor says this is natural and also has been confirmed that the baby is healthy, yes, it's okay. Maybe your baby doesn't want her mom to look good during pregnancy." Mama smiled.

"May I caress your stomach? I want to hear my son's heartbeat." said I arrived who managed to make Valencia misbehaved.

"Mmm, then baby. I suddenly nausea nih." refused it immediately rush away.

It's always like that. Every time I asked him to come closer, he always had an alibi away.

"Valen why is it always so ma'am?" I was with heavy breathing. To be honest, I started to accept the fact that I was the father of the baby. That's why I tried to get close to him.

"Regardless. There is a wife who is pregnant but does not want to be near her husband. It can also be said to be pregnant. But there are also those who can not be far from the husband. Well this one is actually a bit of a hassle because the husband finally can not work" said mom.

I must accept the words of someone more senior than me.

"Take the positives. This way you can still work and prepare all the needs for the future of your baby. Didn't you?" ask mama.

"Yes ma. It's true, mama."

In this way I am also still free to seek and seek the Nada,,,

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