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"The number you're going to is out of reach. Try a few more moments."

I threw my phone rudely when again only the voice of the provider operator I heard. I want to hear Nada's voice, Nada!! Not operator!!

Tone too,, where the hell is he? It is not usually difficult to contact this way. Does he know what I'm worried about?? I'm worried about his condition. After I found blood and long hair on my bed and blanket, I was really worried about her condition.

Is he busy with his studies? But cook him straight back to town? What'sthetime?? Am I the one who woke up bad? But even then, my little girl would know she had to say goodbye even if just by leaving a piece of paper taped to the refrigerator. This whole time was how I educated her.

It was late in the afternoon when I once again tried to contact him but remained disconnected. Again, just the voice of the operator. The message I sent via the green chat application also only shows a tick one which means my message was not even received.

Where exactly is he?

My mind was all fucked up all day. I don't concentrate on work. My body was in the office, but my mind and soul floated in search of the existence of Nada. I really can't calm down because of it.

Ah, what should I do now? Should I find him in the city where he studied? But that means I can't go straight home. The trip there was quite time consuming and I couldn't possibly not stay the night.

But, if I hadn't come home, Valencia would have been waiting at home and wouldn't it hurt her so much if I had chosen not to go home? He'd think I was avoiding him on purpose. He'll think that's not anymore.

And then again, if I go home first, I won't be able to get out of the house again. What do you want me to tell Valencia? Honestly said looking for Nada? That would disappoint him.

No,,,!! I don't want to make him feel uncomfortable with me. But,,, I myself am also uncomfortable with the disappearance of Nada.

Ah, how selfish and Plin is my plan!!! I both want. I expected both of them but I didn't want to hurt them either. The one woman I love and the only little girl I love so much, too,,,

Both are equally valuable to me, at least as much as I feel right now. Both have a special place in my heart. Not the same position but the same means.

My daydream is spoiled by the sound of a cell phone ringing. Look, Valencia called me. I kept the new number after an old client gave it to me. So I know who's calling.

"You're home early, aren't you, baby? I want you to masakin."

"Yes. Good. I'll be home soon."

Flat answer and I turned it off. There should have been an exaggerated expression of pleasure that I felt when I heard her calling me dear again. He called me dear 2 times today. A great deal of progress in our relationship, right?

This time he wanted to taste my cooking. It seems like he really regretted everything and learned from the beginning how to appreciate and consider me there.

But why do I just answer flat?

I'm not even happy. I feel compelled. It's not like when I cook for my little girl. The little princess who always sincerely praised me.

No, no, again the shadow of Nada disturbed me. Since when did that girl so shackle my thoughts and concentration??? Never mind, I'll call him back later. Now go home first. My new wife is waiting.

The road back to my house feels far this afternoon. Maybe because I'm driving half-heartedly. My eyes were looking forward but my eyes were blank. No, not empty but there is only the face of Tone.

Why do I feel like there is such a strong bond between the two of us? Since when did this strange taste grow? I was the one who took care of her since childhood, but it was not this kind of feeling that I had been feeling all along.

I do not deny, two months since the departure of Valencia, that girl who filled my day more with jokes laugh. Although I also knew he was doing it to cheer me up, making me give up Valencia (even if it fails), and now, a day without him, my world feels empty.

I who had become accustomed to her existence began to feel homesick,, lost,,,

Valencia emerged from behind the door with a smile. Her lips were deliberately polished with glossy lipstick that seemed to glisten in the light of the lamp. Her hair is also wet. Looks like he just finished his shower. A short dress with a small spaghetti strap as a safety so as not to escape from his body looks to show his curves.

Am I tempted?

Answer's no. How'this? What's the matter with me? Why am I even numb like this? Didn't last night I still make him the object of my fantasy, why just when he appeared seductive like this I was even a weak man*wat.

"Dear." Valencia put his hand around my neck making me feel uncomfortable being treated that way.

But even to refuse I was afraid he felt disappointed.

"So, do you cook for me?" she asked with a seductive voice but my heart was sick of hearing it.

Is this what he was like with those dappled noses???

"Mmm baby,, me, me," I was confused as to what to say.

"Why baby? You tired? What if I am tired. Go straight to the room first. I'm a pijitin." whispered.

Instantly my fur brimmed when his breath was so close to my ears. Not that I wanted it, but somehow I got more uncomfortable. The more here why do I feel more like more than just om om who paid it??

Ody,, what are you really doing????? In front of your eyes, you have no taste. He doesn't exist, you exist.

"Can I just go to sleep, baby? I'm so tired. Don't be spanked. I just want to take a shower and go to sleep." I said the sentence that made Valencia's forehead wrinkle.

He must have thought hard.

"All right then. I prepared your bath needs first." he said later after his face had changed.

"Mmm thank you, but don't. I can prepare it myself. You better order food for yourself. You must be hungry, right? Mmm, this is the money."

I put 3 hundred pieces of money on the table. That's enough for him to have dinner tonight. I immediately left him standing. I went straight to my room.

"*Honey, don't order food. That's not healthy. Let it cook for you. What's your tone*?"

*Tone, Om still remember whenever you want to order food, om always forbid you. Although om tired, tired, but om will ignore it to be able to provide the best food for you, But now, why is it so hard to do the same for your appointment*???

I splashed my body with cold water in the hope that I could just for a moment stop thinking about Nada.

*There is Valencia thinking Tone,,, There is Tone, remember Valencia only. What do I want exactly*??

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