I'm Surrendering, Mom!
THE AMM 39

..."God is turning over someone's heart. There is a heart that feels hurt before finally falling in love. And vice versa. Some have carved love, but must be scratched into a wound until finally separated because one of the hearts has given up." ...

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Time keeps passing. Gisela is enjoying her life right now. For him now is work, sightseeing, and culinary hunting. He forgot his current status was a widow because he began to feel comfortable with solitude. 

However, there is something that sometimes makes Gisela's heart sometimes feel uncomfortable is the papa's chat that every time asked her to be close to Dirga. It's not that Gisela doesn't want to open her heart to other men, but there's a lot of trauma and Gisela isn't ready to be hurt the umpteenth time. 

"Aah!" Gisela covered her head as a thick book fell off the shelf. He prayed in his heart that his head would be fine because it was too late for him to dodge. Long enough Gisela was silent, she felt nothing. In fact, not hearing the sound of the book falling at all. 

When Gisela opened her eyes, a rude snort was heard as Dirga stood in front of her. He never thought how he could always know where he was. 

"Be careful. If you don't pick it up then ask for help from others around you" Dirga said with a sweet smile. Gisela was almost tempted to see the smile, but she quickly turned away. Not to be tempted by the charm of the man. 

"Thank you." Gisela seized the book and left Dirga. After paying, Gisela rushed away from the bookstore because she did not want to linger close to Dirga. 

He thought, Dirga will not pursue it, but it turns out his mind is wrong. Dirga actually walked behind to make Gisela turn around and immediately ruffled her waist. 

"Don't follow me! Are you not working? Did you not go—"

Gisela's words paused as Dirga had already pulled the woman's body and even hugged her very tightly by the side of the road. Gisela's heart was pounding so fast it even felt like it was about to explode. He was still shocked by the sudden move. 

"Thank God." Dirga muttered softly. He breaks the hug out of fear that Gisela will be angry with him. However, Gisela was only silent because it seemed like she was still very shocked. He was almost hit by a motorcycle traveling at high speed.

"D-yes." 

"I'll take you home." Dirga pulled Gisela's hand and was about to tell her to come in. However, Dirga's steps suddenly came to a halt when she heard her phone ringing. In fact, the man accepted very hastily. 

"Yes, I'll be home soon. If you are hungry, you better eat first. Don't eat late." Dirga was silent for a moment. "You're always spoiled. I'm going home now then."

Dirga also turned off the call. Then keep that flat object in your pocket. 

"I'm sorry, Gis. I can't take you home. I have a sudden business. Remember, you always have to take care of yourself." Dirga scrambled Gisela's hair slowly and then rushed away before the woman nagged at her. 

However, instead of being angry, Gisela was still silent and stared at the movements of Dirga who had just gotten into the car and slowly moved away from her eyes. 

"Who's calling Dirga. Why is he so worried," Gisela murmured involuntarily. "Ahh, stupid time. Why do I care about him." 

Gisela chose to hurry away because she did not want to be too late in the mind that was getting worse and worse. He did not want his mind to be centered on Dirga. 

Huh! It is with my heart. I don't know, I'm just confused. 

Not wanting his mind to be more restless, Gisela also chose to go home soon. Do not let him get hit by the scolding of the papa.