I'm Surrendering, Mom!

I'm Surrendering, Mom!
Ending


God .... 


I'm already tired. No longer able to have to withstand the wounds that are increasingly gaping wide. I could no longer stand to bathe in tears. 


I'm too stupid. As a very weak man, especially in love. I could not resist and instead chose to harbor all the resentment until finally all gathered into one and I could no longer bear to keep from exploding. 


God .... 


If my life in knowing love is only to be hurt. Why don't you let me live alone. I can't stand it anymore if I have to always get hurt like this. 


I have been trying to find happiness all this time. Intertwining stories with people who are sincere and can make me smile I never recede. But now I realize one thing that the real happiness I can achieve is death. 


Let me take my future baby boy as a friend away. I won't leave him alone because I'm afraid he'll be hurt like me. 


I would never have been able to do that if it really happened. 


Mas Abram's. 


Dirga. 


Ii'm sorry. Thank you for teaching me so many things. Either a smile or something that hurts. 


Promise me you'll continue to live happily and find a substitute woman for me. 


I was happy in heaven with my future son. Don't you ever cry for my departure again because if I were any, I don't know where I could find happiness. 


Ii'm sorry. 


I'm so tired of doing everything. I could no longer bear to cry and ask for happiness. I've really been so tired of all this and now it's time to ....


I'm giving up, Mas. 


~Gisela Thania Ayudia~


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Assalamualaikum 


Good morning, afternoon, evening, night, guyss


Othor wanted to tell me that this novel is really over ygy. 


Hua, Thor! Why are you evil? 


Why did you make Gisela die? 


This is no good, Thor! 


Forgive Othor yes, Guys. Othor just took Gisela away as far as possible so as not to be hurt by the two jerks. Wkwkw 


But that doesn't mean it's made to wait too, Thor. 


Haha. Once again Othor apologizes yes, Guys. Pray for Gisela to live happily in heaven. 


Before Othor really took a break from the story of I Surrender, Mas! here, Othor would like to say thank you to those of you who have taken the time to read Othor's writing. 


Sorry if this story is not clear and long-winded. Also his character who is involved. Othor is really sorry, because Othor is still in the learning stage and still needs a lot of guidance. However, Othor tried to present the best as Othor could. 


One more thing, Othor also wanted to apologize. 


Cough, Thor. How many times have you apologized? I'm tired of reading it. 


Wkwkwk don't be petty! Othor just want to apologize for never reply to your comments 🙈 but always Othor read your comments. Some are gemes, some are julid, some are making a smile. Yes, Othor also sometimes gales himself. But ... Thank's so much. 


May wherever you are always be blessed. Aamiins. 


Pamit ya guys, yeah. See you bye - bye. 


Don't forget to stop by the other othor's work. 


Love you so much.


Wassalamu'alaikum 


Good morning, afternoon, afternoon, evening guys. 


Works that will be diligent update. Yes, the coin below.