I'm Surrendering, Mom!
THE AMM 67

Not wanting to argue too long, Dirga also chose to be quiet. Letting Gisela's heart feel calm then she would talk all over with a cold head. He did not want Gisela to have too many thoughts as it would have an effect on the woman's pregnancy. 

However, now the couple is both silent even though they are on the same bed. Gisela was reluctant to talk to her husband, while Dirga was the same. Still not opening his voice. Until a long time of silence was created in the room, Gisela also let out a long sigh loud enough to distract Dirga. 

"I don't want us to keep going like this." Gisela opened her voice without looking at her husband. 

"Then how do you want? Tell me what you want and I'll try to obey" said Dirga. Tilting her body and looking at Gisela's pretty face from the side. 

"If I give you two choices, are you willing to choose one of them?" ask Gisela. 

"Depends on what I have to choose." Dirga replied quickly. 

Gisela just sighed*hkan breath into the air. Feeling sure that her husband does not necessarily want to choose, but he can not continue to hold everything in his heart. "I'm tired if I have to keep going like this. You better pick one .. me or Jane?" 

"Of course I chose you. But, I can't stop taking care of Jane." Dirga replied without thinking. 

Gisela bit her lips slowly and closed her eyes to keep the clear liquid out of her corner.

"Then don't ever see me again, Dir." Gisela got up and was about to leave from there, but Dirga immediately held back. 

"Don't go. I don't want to lose you, Gis." Dirga's gaze was very sharp, but Gisela shook her head weakly. 

"I'm sorry, Dir. I can't survive like this. My heart just keeps getting hurt. I'd be more sincere if you really chose one. If you do choose me, you can replace yourself with another doctor to take care of Jane, but if you're still going to take care of Jane then let me go to find my own happiness." Gisela's voice sounded hoarse as it was accompanied by a cry. 

"Gis, give me some time to think about it and I'll try to find another doctor who can really take good care of Jane." Dirga helped wipe away the tears that had filled Gisela's face. Looking at the woman was full of love. 

"Are you sure you're gonna replace it with another doctor?" ask Gisela to make sure. Half couldn't believe that Dirga would choose that. 

"Yes. But it took me about two weeks because it's not that easy to find a replacement doctor and if I can't get one, then I'm still going to take care of Jane" Dirga said, fading Gisela's smile. "I beg your understanding, Gis." 

"alright. It'sit's okay. But for two weeks I didn't want to see you at all. I beg you not to come to the house or call me even though it is limited by mobile phone. I don't want that."  

"Why is that, Gis? I don't want to!" Dirga refused hard. 

"I'm sorry, Dir. I was selfish, but I also had to think about my own feelings. I don't want to keep getting hurt, and just think of our long distance as our trial period." Gisela smiled bitterly at Dirga who looked to frown deeply. 

"meaning?" 

"If now we are far apart, and one day I have to leave you to seek my own happiness then you are used to living without me." 

The deg! 

Dirga's heart seemed to stop suddenly when he heard Gisela's words. It's like a code that the woman will walk away from her life. 

The man did not want that to happen.