I'm Surrendering, Mom!
THE AMM 52

"Say, it is better to accept the one who loves us than to pursue the one we love. I'd love to do that. Reopening my heart for the love that once lay by when I realized her feelings were still for me. But the doubts came. Fear that the old story will repeat itself. I have a little doubt, but I'd love to try. What should I do when my heart and desire are not in line.

Resignedly.

That's all I can do right now. Pass with the path that God has laid out for me and may happiness soon come to me." 

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Gisela was slowly beginning to accept Dirga. He learned to reopen the opportunity for the man. Especially Dirga who always paid attention to him. Making Gisela's heart unconsciously slowly melt.

"Are you sure you don't want breakfast?" gisela asked when Dirga had just finished changing clothes. 

"No. I'll have breakfast later." Dirga smiled happily at Gisela's attention. He peaked the top of the woman's head for a long time. "I'll leave first. Take care of yourself." 

"Surely." Gisela answered quickly. The woman fell silent as Dirga peeked at the top of her stomach which began to look a little bloated. In fact, Dirga spoke as if she was saying goodbye to the fetus. 

Gisela wanted to take Dirga to the front door, but Dirga forbade. Ask the woman to stay in the room because she does not want to make him tired. There was nothing Gisela did but obey Dirga's orders. 

But not for today. It felt, Gisela was so saturated. Every day just around his house. Room, living room, and courtyard. Only the three places he always visited and the most frequent was in the room. Play mobile or just lie down. Wanting to return to work with his father, Hendarto still forbade. Ask Gisela to return to work when the content has entered the second trimester. 

"Yes my. I think I need a walk." Gisela muttered to herself. He stared at the clock on the new phone showing the number ten. Gisela changed her clothes and prepared for a walk. Just live the fresh air while eliminating the feeling of fatigue. 

Gisela's departure is not alone. He is escorted by a private driver who is assigned to take Gisela wherever she goes. Actually Gisela had refused and did not want to be escorted by anyone because she wanted to leave freely. However, the mother forbade leaving if not with the driver. 

"Where are we going, miss?" ask Gisela's private driver, Jeni. A tall, well-built woman who is more deserving of being a bodyguard who is good at fighting than a driver. 

"Just walk. I don't know where it's going yet." Gisela looked out the window. Look for roadside food vendors that are suitable for their tongues. "Stop here."

Jeni braked suddenly. One hand swiftly stretched out in front of Gisela's face so that the pregnant woman's forehead did not hit the car dashboard. "I'm sorry I put the brakes on suddenly, miss." Both of Jeni's hands were cupped in front of her chest. 

Jeni just nodded, then parked her car in a safe place. After that, he opened the car door and told Gisela to get out of there. 

"I want to see the shoes and the clothes in this shop. Maybe something's right." Gisela walked in and followed Jeni in the back. 

While being busy choosing, Gisela's attention is turned towards a man who is very familiar to her. The woman's forehead puckered deeply to make sure her vision was not wrong. 

"Mas Abram" murmured Gisela softly. However, it can still be heard by Jeni who finally follows the direction of Gisela's view. 

"Who is she, Miss?" jeni asked curiously and seemed familiar with the man's face. 

"In-dia ...." Gisela hung up her words. 

He was shocked when Jeni suddenly stood in front of him as if she was blocking him. "I just remembered that Mr. Hendarto and Mr. Dirga once showed a photo of the man. We better get out of this store right now, miss." 

Jeni pulls Gisela's hand to get out of there before Abram realizes their whereabouts. If Abram finds out and even meets Gisela, there will be Jeni who gets the punishment. Gisela, who no longer wants to be in touch with Abram, chooses to obey Jeni's invitation. 

However, their movements stopped when Gisela sensed that someone was blocking her hand, she turned around and immediately felt nervous when her eyes met Abram's gaze. Gisela immediately lowered her head, while Jeni immediately threw Abram's hand from her boss. 

"Don't just touch my boss's hand!" hardik Jeni's. Waving a sharp gaze that made Abram distract. 

"Who are you?" abram asked in amazement. This time he saw the woman. 

"No need to know who I am. You better stay away from my boss or I won't hesitate to teach you a lesson." Jeni pointed at Abram's face fiercely. Then tell Gisela to come in immediately. Afterwards, Jeni drove the car leaving Abram still glued to his place.

When she was in the car, Gisela could only sigh in the air roughly while sitting leaning back. The woman's eyes seemed closed. The encounter with Abram was very disturbing. 

Why do we have to be reunited if finally I feel the wound again. If you knew that there was a seed growing in my womb, would you accept it or ask me to abort it. I better not tell you that I am pregnant with your seed right now because there is a man who will accept me and this child well.