I'm Surrendering, Mom!
THE AMM 72

"I didn't know if there were any seeds growing in your womb. The thing I was so very much about. But, if I want it now. I am his real father, after all." 

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Gisela's deepest anxiety was felt when she received a message from Abram that the man had invited her to meet. He refuses, but Abram poses a threat that forces Gisela to agree to the man's request. 

This time Gisela went alone without Jeni. For some reason, Gisela felt that now Jeni was very far away from her. As if keeping a distance. Moreover, Jeni more often permission on the grounds that Jane is in need of friends. Gisela was only able to say yes without asking too many questions because honestly she also felt a little reluctant to the woman. 

"Why was Abram so long ago" murmured Gisela. Staring at the clock that is coiled on the wrist. It had been almost twenty minutes that he had waited for the man in the city park, but there had been no sign of Abram's arrival. 

"I'd better just go home." Gisela snorted violently. Then he got up and was about to leave, but his movement stopped suddenly when he heard Abram's cry. 

He turned around and saw Abram coming closer. The man's breath was so breathless. 

"I'm sorry I'm late" Abram said after managing to catch his breath. Gisela was silent because she did not think that Abram, the proud man who used to hurt her, could now say sorry. Things he never thought of before. 

"It's okay." Gisela answered nervously. 

"Better now we sit down. Must be tired if you stand too much" Abram ordered. Again Gisela just complied and still trying to digest everything. 

"How was your pregnancy? Did the baby in your womb make you any trouble?" abram asked softly. 

Indeed, Gisela was suspicious of Abram's suddenly sweet attitude. 

"No. He doesn't make me any trouble at all. I'm so happy" said Gisela. 

"Thank God. I'm glad to hear that." Abram breathed a sigh of relief. 

"Mas, may I ask you something?" gisela asked doubtfully. He even avoided Abram's sight. 

"See whatever you want. I'll answer it." Abram just kept staring at the face of Gisela who now looks very beautiful. 

Ah, Abram was so sorry for having weeded out that woman before. 

"Mas, why are you being so sweet to me? Do you want anything? I understand very well that it's like it's not the usual you" complained Gisela. He did not want anything to disturb his mind. 

"Am I wrong to pay attention to you?" Abram looks dirty. Not like that. The man felt annoyed and his mood suddenly bad when he heard Gisela's question. 

"No, anyway. But ...." 

"Revelation!" 

Abram blocks Gisela's body from the ball that leads to the pregnant woman. In fact, Abram accidentally touched Gisela's stomach. Makes the man's body shake violently. In fact, his heart was beating very fast as if it was uncontrollable. Abram felt a feeling he had never felt before. 

My son .. is this the so-called inner bond. 

Gisela was stunned when Abram's hand touched her stomach. It feels very comfortable. Although when touched by Dirga, Gisela felt comfortable, but she could not deny that Abram's hand touch felt more comfortable. It's even very comfortable. 

Could it be because Mas Abram was the real father of this baby, so the level of comfort I felt when touched was very different. Oh my God .... 

Gisela immediately pushed Abram's body away from her. Then he turned away a face that was already very nervous. So did Abram who was fluttering in his place.