I'm Surrendering, Mom!
THE AMM 61

"Gisel, I'll explain everything." 

Dirga stepped quickly to his wife. Then grasped the woman's hand very tightly, while the tail of her eyes several times glanced at Abram full of sharpness. 

He knew it must be because of Abram. However, for him the most important thing now was to explain everything to Gisela. He did not want the woman to misunderstand. 

"Say now, Mas. I don't have much time." Gisela's tone sounded so crisp. 

The woman's gaze eluded Dirga, preferring to stare at Jeni who was currently looking down. Also a woman who is very similar to Jeni. He could have guessed that the woman lying in the gurney was Jeni's twin, because their faces were very similar. 

"I'll talk to you in my room." Dirga pulled Gisela's hand out of the room. 

There is nothing Gisela does today but obey her husband. For him, he must hear all the explanations of the husband as detailed as possible. 

Was that woman really Dirga's love as Abram had said. Or even ....

Gisela was no longer able to continue her guess. Worried that his heart would hurt. Choose to expel the evil thoughts that so disturb him. 

Arriving in his room, Dirga immediately locked the door. He told Gisela to sit down. Dirga crouched down and immediately clasped the woman's hand very tightly. Highlight Dirga's eyes looked full of guilt and Gisela could catch that. 

"I'd like to apologize to you before, Gis. But I beg you to listen to my explanation first." Dirga's voice sounded heavy and full of pleading. 

Gisela turned her face away because she did not want to look directly at her husband. "Say." 

"The woman's name is Jane, Jeni's twin sister. He and I have nothing to do but patients and doctors. I took care of her because Jeni was begging me. Oath, Gis. Because all this time you were the woman I loved" Dirga explained. He hoped Gisela would understand him. Not even everything is what that woman thinks. He's not cheating. 

"Because I asked him to repay my services by taking care of you" said Dirga honestly. 

Gisela was still silent because of the anxiety and doubt she felt. He cannot fully believe. For the time being he would shut up and hear an explanation from Jeni after this.

"Mas, I'd like to ask you one more time. Is that the woman who lives in your apartment until you come home late?" ask Gisela. 

Dirga's mouth was tightly clenched. Can't answer the wife's question. "Why do you know?" Dirga's voice was very stern and nervous.

"You just have to say yes or no, Mom. Not answering questions with questions anymore." Gisela started to get upset on her own. 

"Yeah. But we never do anything but eat together and chat. The vow. Trust me, Gis." 

"alright. This time I will believe you. But if one day you hurt me then I will leave you. Go as far as possible" said Gisela. He breathed a heavy sigh to simply reduce the burden that felt squeezing the chest. 

Dirga smiled happily. Then kissed Gisela's stomach very gently. 

"Your mom was amazing, honey. That's why papa loves him so much." Dirga kissed Gisela's stomach repeatedly. Then switched to kissing Gisela's forehead for a very long time. 

"I love you, Gis. Love you so much." 

Gisela was silent without replying to her husband's words because her heart was not completely calm. 

For now let me follow the path God has laid out. Let time answer who I can live happily with.