I'm Surrendering, Mom!
AMM 05'S

Gisela's tears flowed when she felt a deep pain. The pain of the former slap could have healed, but not for his heart. One hand of Gisela touched the former slap, while the other one rem*s the tip of the shirt worn. To just channel the pain that makes all his nerves feel throbbing pain.

"It's better now that you just sleep. I don't want to be angry anymore. About the woman, she was just a secretary who helped me into the room because I fainted." Abram massages the temples to reduce dizziness. I don't know why Abram hasn't felt well since last night.

"You sick?" gisela asked worriedly. He was about to touch Abram's arm, but was immediately pushed aside by the man. Gisela was afraid that Abram would slap her again.

"Never come into contact with me unless I touch you first. Remember that!" Abram's index finger was pointed right in front of Gisela's face. The woman just looked down and agreed. "Anytime you dare to touch me then I won't hesitate to make you sleep underground forever!"

Gisela's body trembled at the threat. Her tears flowed again, but Gisela quickly wiped away as Abram had already dodged towards her. After Abram had laid down his body on the bed, Gisela slowly walked to the sofa and laid down her body there. For now Gisela was one bed with Abram because of the man's command.

How long should I be patient and accept this attitude of Mas Abram? When should I be strong? Mama ... Papa ... I want to stay with you guys again. I miss your embrace.

The clear liquid that had invited the river in the end escaped just like that. Gisela tried to hold back her so as not to be heard by Abram. Let the tears bear witness to how wounded he is now.

***

Today Gisela felt a little freedom. He can go wherever he wants. In addition to Abram being indifferent to him, Farah was also going out of town with a beautiful woman who at that time Farah claimed to be a prospective daughter-in-law of Idamna. Gisela's heart actually felt a little offended, but she could only shut up and accept.

"Gissles?"

Gisela turned around when she heard someone call her. He was stunned when he saw a very handsome man. Wearing a Hoodie and shorts is also a headset attached to one of his ears. As their gazes met, Gisela felt her heart pounding very fast. It's still the same as it used to be, like ten years ago when they last met.

"Dirga?" Gisela frowned to clarify her vision so that she did not misidentify. The man called Dirga also pulled the corners of his lips. Showing a sweet smile that is still able to make Gisela's heart feel shady.

"You still know me. I thought you'd forgotten." The man chuckled. Gisela tried to smile even though it was faint.

"Oh yeah, what are you doing here?" ask Dirga. He drew closer to Gisela.

"I? Was buying cement," replied Gisela of origin. He pretended to be busy looking for books.

"Haha. Turns out you still like to joke around, Gis." Dirga almost rattled Gisela's hair, but her movements were restrained when Gisela had already rewinded her body quickly. "Sorry."

"Well! It feels like time is passing, Gis." Dirga's face suddenly serious and Gisela also began to feel anxious. There is a feeling of worry if Dirga discusses things that he does not want to discuss.

"I have to go, Dir. I can't stay here for long." Gisela picked up one book at random then walked towards the cashier. It didn't matter though Dirga kept calling him.

After paying for the book, Gisela rushed out of the bookstore. However, as if undaunted Dirga still continued to pursue. In fact, when Gisela was about to get into the car, Dirga immediately blocked the woman's hand.

"Take me off, Dir. I have to go." Gisela tried to release Dirga's hand.

"Wait a minute, Gis. I still want to talk to you. Don't you miss me?" Dirga's gaze was so bleak.

Gisela fell silent and shook her head weakly. He even avoided Dirga's gaze. "I'm sorry, Dir. I don't want my husband to be angry."

The hand checks were released. Dirga's gaze was so disbelieving and very attached to Gisela. It was as if he was looking through the entire face of the woman in search of solemnity.

"A-you're married?" ask Dirga to clarify everything. However, Gisela simply nodded and immediately got into the car without saying a word. Dirga just stood glued in place and continued to stare at the car Gisela was riding in slowly away from the sight of her eyes.

Why should we meet again. I have struggled to forget you. Why should we meet when I belong to someone else. Oh God, what kind of path do you actually lay out for me?

"Where are we going, miss?"

Gisela gasped when she heard a question from the Abram family's private driver. Gisela immediately wiped her tears before the man could see her.

"Just go home, sir. I want to rest" replied Gisela. The driver nodded and obeyed his master's orders.

During the trip, Gisela just sat leaning back while closing her eyes. The shadow of the past with Dirga is again twisted in memory. Making Gisela's heart feel unsettled there was a pain that infiltrated her as the flash of remembrance continued to dance in her mind.

Actually I still have love left for you, Dir. But now the man I have to love is my husband. I promised to love her in return.