I'm Surrendering, Mom!

I'm Surrendering, Mom!
AMM 06'S


..."Every human being has a past. So even with you who will always be my past even though our true story is not finished. We may be reunited, but with unequal feelings." ...


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Since his meeting with Dirga made Gisela feel uneasy. He just sat staring at the balcony while sighing deeply many times. In fact, once in a while Gisela rubbed her face roughly so that the memory of the memories with Dirga stopped spinning in the mind.


"Ten years ago you left and said you were coming back. But it turns out your words are a lie. Why did you come back when I completely forgot you?" Gisela muttered to herself.


Gisela felt a deep disappointment at Dirga's departure. The man who used to be his lover. Their relationship lasted about three years and was very good. However, when their feelings are both deep, the test of love actually comes. Dirga's parents forced her son to study abroad. Dirga could not argue at all. They had to be separated by a distance that stretched until Dirga finally lost the news.


"GISEL!"


Gisela wiped away the tears quickly when she heard Abram's scream from the door. Then, she stepped wide to approach her husband. However, he was shocked when Abram suddenly pushed his body so hard that Gisela fell hard enough to hit the floor.


"What's up, Mom?" ask Gisela. Her lips were grimacing due to the pain in her butt.


"You still said what's up!" Abram's jaw tightened and with his firmness the man brushed*s Gisela's chin.


"Ma-Mas, it hurts." Gisela whimpering. However, rem*san was actually getting stronger.


"ill? Feel it! This is the reply since you have already dared to cheat behind my back!" Abram just threw Gisela's chin away. Then stand up straight without letting go of his sharp gaze from the wife. Hearing his men say Gisela met another man, Abram felt his heart heating up. However, the man did not want to admit that he was burning with jealous flames at this time.


"I'm not cheating, Mom." Gisela shook her head while wiping the tears that had flowed from both corners of her eyes.


Abram's thunderous voice managed to stop Gisela's hand movements still in the basket. The woman's heart seemed to be pierced by a very sharp thorn when she heard Abram's words that hurt her heart so much. Either the thought of where Abram spoke like that and without the slightest pity on Gisela's feelings.


"Why are you quiet? I must have been right, right?" Abram tries to corner Gisela.


"No, Mas. I just accidentally met at the store. After all, he's just a friend of mine. No more" Gisela said in self-defense.


Abram's laughter sounded so loud that it made Gisela shudder in horror. Laughter is like someone who is possessed. "Friends? Nowadays where there are friends. Who has an affair under the guise of a friend!"


"Oath, Mother. He was just my old school friend. After all, you don't know who I am yet. You only knew me for a moment before we got married. That'sthat's all. Even if I explain—"


"Hush still! Once again you speak I will not hesitate to tear your mouth!" sergeant Abram.


"alright. I hope you won't think anything of me, Mom." Gisela chose to end the conversation before a heated debate. He just wants to avoid a fight.


"Eh, wait a minute!"


Gisela stopped when she heard Abram's orders. He turned around and saw Abram sleeping face down while looking at him.


"You're still taking those KB pills on a regular basis, right?" abram asked in full search. Gisela nodded quickly. "Goodoo. I don't want you to get pregnant let alone I don't know who you fucked. I don't care for other people's children" said Abram. Then, he closed his eyes and tried to sleep without feeling guilty at all because his words had hurt Gisela.


May you open your heart and love me. I will also try to close the door of my heart to others including my past.