I'm Young Wife
32. About Taste
Sorry for the long holiday....
Please be aware, it is true if the wound in the heart is more painful
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In this life. Not everything we want we get. What we hope for is not all possible.
Life is sometimes cruel. Sometimes the life we go through is far from what we expected. Suffering like no end whack. And, the fate of such plagues always haunts.
However, life will not stop just to wait for the lament of life. But life gives time to receive and let go. Living what lies ahead is not as bad as previously thought.
Love is a noble feeling. Who was unexpected and asked for. However, love often comes along with hidden resentment. The more we love, the greater the hate that is fostered in the heart that can one day explode to destroy the love that previously bloomed.
The love Nadia has may also be as big as Satria had in the past. But all that was lost and replaced by hatred between the two. Both Satria and Nadia were disappointed. Feeling hurt.
True, Nadia was also feeling pain at this moment. His feelings were as broken as Satria's. But this is what must happen. Nadia's love is gone. Until he felt nothing for the man who was contemplating inside.
”You okay Nad?” joni asked as he saw Nadia coming out of the cafe with a face that showed that something bad happened to his heart.
“Em.” Nadia just nodded. He kept walking until he got to his car.
Joni probably doesn't know what's going on inside. However, in general he could conclude that something big happened between the two. I don't know. He couldn't help any further.
Nadia got into the car immediately. Sit himself quietly there. Setting a heart that is mourned.
Along the way, Joni occasionally glanced at Nadia who was only silent there. But from his face alone it clearly signaled a deep sadness. There was a cry held there.
Joni turned the car he was driving towards the lake. That place was the perfect fit for Nadia to release her burden now. As a bodyguard and friend who has spent time together, Joni understands what Nadia wants without being said.
“Why are we here Jon?” nadia asked when Joni had turned off her car engine.
“You must let go of your grief first before you go home. Otherwise, no one can guarantee what you just did will not be exposed.” Nadia sighs. Joni's right. And that's certainly not very good. If the Bondan master knew that he was meeting his son secretly, everyone could not imagine what the man would do.
Nadia opens the car door and exits. Walk near the lake that looks calm. Joni was a little far behind him.
Long enough Nadia stood on the edge of the lake. Reflect on what has happened to him. Reflect on unexpected expressions of love. A love that should be beautiful if expressed long before everything happens. The love he felt did not clap one hand. But now it's no use. All late. Really late.
“Why did all this happen to me Jon?” Nadia said after some time.
“What really happened Nad?”
“I didn't know to be happy or sad because I finally knew that my love didn't clap Jon's hand. But what's the point now? It's all too late.”
“What do you mean he loves you too?”
“Yes. But it's a pity that it's not, if only now I know. Even the love that used to be felt was lost somewhere.” Nadia shriek.
“You no longer love him?”
Nadia flinching. For him, love is impossible. He even hesitates to feel love after all that has passed. There is no love in him. His heart was numb about love.
“Did he say something?”
“Why?”
“Because I have nothing more to share with him. It's all over since he broke my trust in her. How could he believe in that fucking gossip rather than me who since childhood lived with him. That's very sad isn't.” Nadia picked up a pebble. Throw it deep into the lake. It's like throwing away the love that doesn't bloom.
“Let's go home Jon. I'm done here.” Nadia.
“Completed throwing away your childhood love?” Joni chuckles. Nadia assented. There's nothing he can shut down from Joni anyway.
“I hope all will be fine.”
“I'm sure you'll get your happiness soon Nad.”
Nadia just held it in her heart. He himself smiled bitterly. Even just to hope he is not sure he will be able to.
After Nadia's departure from that place, a male figure casually came out from hiding. Since the beginning of Nadia's arrival, a man named Nathaneil Geovan Mahardika has been there. Sitting enjoying the lake behind a fairly high bush so that both Nadia and Joni are not aware of the arrival.
“A unlucky woman.” Mumbled slowly. “The longer, the more open about you Nadia. But the more injuries you've gotten that I know of to date. You are a very special woman.” He said before he left the place.
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When she got home, Nadia was able to regain her composure. In front of the house, Sinta immediately greeted him with a soothing warm smile. But from his facial expression, it could be seen that there was anxiety there.
“After this meet me in room.” Whisper Sinta as her best friend enters her room. Nadia just nodded. He also wanted to tell about his meeting with Satria.
Nadia repeatedly assured her heart in front of the mirror. He made sure his heart that what he was doing was right. Make sure if in his heart there is no longer a name of a man named Satria that fills his heart.
Is correct. The heart is empty now. Even her husband's name has no place there. For her at this time the most important thing is how to bring her village residents free from the constraints of the evil Bondan thief who is her husband now.
With hard work and dedication so far, he hopes there will be no more girls who have the fate as he experienced. He will not let any other Nadia lose her mind and love like him. All he had to think about after this was how it could all be realized.
His efforts so far have not been able to be said to succeed. Sanggar skills that he built a little help the community. But this is far from expected. Still can not break the dependence of the villagers on her husband who incidentally is a leech.
Inside her room, Sinta was waiting for Nadia impatiently. He was so curious after he found out that Satria, his brother had just met Nadia.
Sinta immediately closed the door of her room tightly after Nadia entered the room. Their conversation no one can hear.
“I've released it Sin.”
"You mean Satria?" from the first Sinta knew if her best friend had special feelings for her brother.
"It's not just about Satria. I let go of all about the taste."
Sinta can only look at her best friend with sadness. So many wounds that his friend had gotten. Unfortunately, he could not do much to help her. Now all he could do was give her encouragement and support. Whatever steps he will take....
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