I'm Young Wife
36. Determinedly
The path of life does not always go the way we want. Even many things that we really do not want to have to go through as a groove in life. As human beings, all we have to do is live our lives doing the best we can.
Our destiny has been determined by God who created everything (Although in this story, it is my imagination that plays more, hehehe. Just think of it... But Akoh's imagination would be nothing if not of His will.)
All kinds of bad things that happen in our lives, we should make it a form of exercise. Valuable lessons that teach various forms of struggle, patience and also train us the meaning of sincerity.
Today is exactly ten days of Nadia's mourning for her future child. On this day, he made the biggest decision of his life. Decision to survive.
With her current condition and situation, it was very easy for Nadia to go all the way from the life that made her shed her tears every day. His father who was always a threat is gone. Even his child-to-be has been wiped out without mercy. There should be no more reason that made Nadia survive in life that left her so hurt.
But in life, there is not only happiness. Many other things that accompany. That is living with all the flavors that exist. At the age of just twenty-two years, all the feelings in life have been felt Nadia. Even Nadia had been forced into adulthood and experienced many things before. In this stage, Nadia will be even more able to think as an adult woman than other women with age that is far above it.
In the village where Nadia lived, there would probably be Nadia who would appear if she left now. With economic conditions that are below the poverty line, many girls will be willing to happily replace Nadia. But that's not the point. Most humans can only see, very rarely can they feel.
In the eyes of most others, what was seen was Nadia's perfect life. Has everything he needs. Treasures abound, men willing to sacrifice their lives for their lives, floats ready to serve twenty-four hours in just a few words. The most envious was her being the favorite Young Wife. With the status he has, everything he wants will be realized. Who wouldn't want to be in Nadia's position?
But there was one simple thing that ignored their vision. Happiness smile. Nadia no longer had a sincere smile in her lips. What is created in Nadia is just a smile as a mask of all the suffering and sadness that she experienced during her time as a young wife. And Nadia, will never let anyone else experience what she experienced. Losing a smile of happiness is even more depressing than losing the only life attached to the body.
This morning, Nadia was allowed to go home after five days in the clinic with special treatment from Doctor Nathasya. The beautiful doctor even made Nadia his idol patient. With a heavy heart, the doctor's sister Nathan's beautiful doctor agreed to give contraceptive injections for Nadia someday.
For Nadia, the loss of a child this time is enough to give suffering. He no longer wants to feel the pain of losing another child someday. He will dedicate his life for the future of the young generation in his village.
“Where are we going to Nad?” joni asked as the car he was driving began to close to the village. “Juragan said for a while you can stay at Uncle Rahmat's house if you want. Juragan is worried you still feel sad about all this.” When I saw Nadia, I was silent.
“Ck. Reason. You can also guess the reason behind his kindness, right?” Nadia sneers. All grown men especially those who already have children know that a woman will not be able to be used for at least forty days after giving birth or something like Nadia.
Joni who certainly knew it was only scratching his nape that did not itch. Humans like Juragan Bondan are very predictable in this regard. Losing a child is nothing new and should be included in one of the list of things that make him sad.
“So, are we going home to uncle Rahmat?” ask Joni to make sure.
“No. We return to the big house.”
“You sure?”
“Of course. If I don't go back to the big house. They will win. They will feast on my sorrow. They'll laugh at my dead son. And I would never let them win so easily.”
“What's your plan now?”
“Nothing. Only with my return there will they lose. They thought after what they had done to my son they would easily get me out of there. Huh. Don't dream. I'll show you who they've kicked.”
In fact, with this incident, Nadia gained additional strength to live her life. The determination in Nadia's heart grew stronger. Miss Devi and Yulia can't see him grieving. If not, they will win. That means they managed to make Nadia sad. With that they will affirm that Nadia is nothing and weak.
That's not what Nadia wants. From now on, Nadia was no longer the weak Nadia. Who will be silent looking for safety. No one else would be his weakness. Bu Devi and Yulia, will no longer be able to threaten him, not even with his life.
“Whatever steps you will take, know that I will always be on your side Nad. You're not alone. There will be me who will always stand beside you.”
“I know. That's why I dared to take this step. I'm sure we'll be able to live all this together.”
“I love you Nadia. I don't know why, but I feel like I have a little sister after knowing you.”
“It's obvious because I am indeed a beautiful person, kind, cute and adorable. Everyone of course wants me to be his sister.”
Joni grunting. Although all that Nadia said was the truth, was it not too narcissistic to say.
“Hei come. I was like that Jon. I am indeed beautiful, kind, cute and also..”.
“Awarming. I know I know Nadia.” Cut Joni fast with a mocking tone.
Hearing the tone that Joni wore made Nadia unable to help but laugh. It's so hard to make Joni that sorry. Teasing Joni is not easy. And Nadia is succeeding.
But behind the wheel, Joni faintly smiles hearing Nadia's laughter. Joni's a little relieved. This means that Nadia has given up everything. In the future, he will only support his Young Madam. No matter who had given him the salary, it was for him that Nadi would absolutely have orders over him.
‘Whatever steps you take, I will always be next to you Nadia. Although the path you take will be difficult to pass, I will faithfully help and be with you.’ Joni tightened his grip on the steering wheel in front of him.
Today, the two people who were in one car rounded up their resolve to move forward. Stepping against all injustice and evil that is in front of them.
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The world will not wait for us who stop lamenting fate, so fighting to be the best is the most appropriate choice. ~(^_^)~