I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
LIBRARY
"I'm.I'm so dirty and I don't deserve you...!"
santi shouted suddenly, then she thrashed with all her might.
He ran into the courtyard of his hostel, disregarding James who was standing dumbstruck there holding his umbrella.
Santi ran through the heavy rain with his entire body and hair drenched..
Tears that poured profusely mixed with rain soaked his face.
Santi cried while muttering alone, though,
"I don't deserve you James, I really don't deserve you.forgive me.."
James did not chase after Santi, he just stared at the shadow of Santi's back with a sad look.
"No San. I know you love me too, I'll never give up.."
"As long as I'm alive, I'll always look after you, even if you've finally chosen someone else."
"I'll keep you safe and protect you from places you don't know."
james muttered as he walked towards his car.
Shortly after, James' car passed from Santi's boarding house.
Santi peeked out of the window of his room, he looked at James with pity.
"James as long as you know, hurting you is what I don't want to do the most,."
"But I was forced to do it, for your own good."
"Only God knows how much I've started to like and love you."
"I'm sorry James, maybe in the next life, I can only repay all your sincere feelings."
santi said in a soft voice.
Tears continued to pour down his face, his entire body drenched and shivering in coldness.
But Santi did not care about it, he continued to stare blankly towards the disappearance of his james car.
It was as if his soul and feelings were carried away with James.
Meanwhile in another place Andi still stands alone in front of a deserted campus.
As the rain fell more and more, Andi finally decided to walk around the campus.
Tomorrow morning Andi will leave this campus, not knowing until when he will just return to this place full of memories.
Andi stopped his steps when he arrived at the large field used for OSEK CAMI CAMI.
Andi was reminded of her first encounter with Viona, all the shadows of that moment as if replayed before her.
The look on Andi's face briefly seemed to smile for a while annoyed with anger and finally came back looking sad and helpless.
After a long sigh, Andi again continued her steps towards the row of classes where she and Viona also Santi often attended courses in these classes.
Andi stopped his steps for a moment, because in front of his eyes again there were shadows of Viona and Santi sitting in the classroom.
They seemed to be chatting in jest and laughing happily.
Viona's face looks very pretty and shines a radiance full of cheerfulness, but slowly Viona's fading shadow finally disappears.
All that looks is an empty bench that is lined up neatly.
Andi's heart suddenly felt lonely and lonely again.
Andi again continued his steps down the campus, while on a long bench on the second floor, where he and Viona once sat together there.
Unknowingly Andi sat there, and said.
"The body is still there, everything is still the same, only he is not there, so everything looks not the same anymore."
"Everything feels very familiar, but at the same time it also feels very foreign and different.."
andi gumam.
Andi smiled bitterly as she recalled a song that closely resembled her current state.
this song really suits him, Inner Andi.
After sitting leaning on the long bench for a moment while singing the song yourself, Andi then continued her steps towards the back of the campus.
Andi stared at the cafeteria, still fresh in her memory, as she reconciled Santi and Viona, where they sat and chatted while eating there.
Andi then continued his steps which led him towards the badminton sports hall.
Andi tried to open the door of the closed sports room.
Apparently not locked, Andi went inside to turn on the lights.
So that the room became brightly lit, the Shadow of the match paired with Santi again appeared before him.
There was also Sarah and Viona, all the events repeated in front of her eyes very clearly.
Andi smiled happily, when she saw the image of herself Santi and Viona were taking pictures together while holding the gift they received.
After all the shadows faded, Andi walked out of the building, turned off the lights and closed the door again.
Andi continued her footsteps which brought herself to arrive in front of the deserted library.
The library is closed because it is Sunday.
Andi stood staring at the library blankly, this is the place, where he spent most of his time.
"Goodbye guys, after this maybe in a long time, I can just come back to visit you."
said Andi alone as if talking to the room in front of him.
Then Andi looked towards the long bench in front of the library, this is where she and Viona once sat.
Chatting out their respective feelings, the shadow of Viona crying in her arms was clearly visible.
Andi continued to stand staring at the long bench, noticing the shadowy scene of herself and Viona sitting there.
Finally the shadow disappeared, suddenly where Andi saw the shadow of Rio who was smiling mocking towards him.
At first only Rio, then turned into Rio who kept a mocking smile towards him, while hugging Viona who was staring at him.
With a sorrowful look full of pleas for him to help her break away from Rio's clutches.
Andi turned left to right around him, the shadow constantly popping around him.
Now they were all laughing out loud while pointing at him.
Andi held her own head like a stressed person.
Then he released the cry of Se Ce Hou Kung (Lion's Roar)
That shook the entire place, Andi's roar even echoed throughout the campus.
Like a male lion roaring furiously.
After Andi let go of his roar, all the shadow that surrounded mocking and laughing at him disappeared without a trace.
Andi stared wildly at her surroundings.
Then she held her own head, pulling her own hair.
Then slowly Andi's body fell to her knees on the floor sobbing, releasing all the regretful and sad feelings she had been enduring.
Andi cried like a child, covering her face with both hands.
Elsewhere at both gates of the Satpam post, several guards looked shocked and startled.
As they were startled by the sound of the roar of a lion from the direction of the library.
After taking a moment, and contact each other through HT, they decided from each security guard post to send two security guards.
To go to the library to check.
In a hurry from each of the security guard posts ran two security guards, breaking through the rain towards the library room.
The four security guards stepped carefully up to the 3rd floor where the library room was located.
After approaching the library they instead heard the sound of roaring roars.