I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
MISS THE SHADE LOVER'S NAGGING
"Vi.. Viona..where are you..!? did you hear the screams of my heart, which is calling your name..!?"
"Why do you, for your sake even life I do not want, but.but.why do you have the heart.tega ..leave me alone.."
"Vi.kamu really cruel.mu should hate you.and curse you.but in fact I love you even more and can not forget you.."
"Vi.. Viona you tell me.Why !? why ?!..."
Suddenly there was a loud belching sound of Andi, but he did not vomit, all the gas was pushed out through his burp.
After that Andi heard hiccups a few times, then sounded his snoring.
Andi finally fell asleep because of the alcohol he drank.
Actually, all the rooms are equipped with sound absorbers, so it should be said Andi no one heard it.
But because the balcony connecting door is wide open, while the balcony and balcony room Violin is connected only apart from the ordinary border wall.
So that from the balcony of Violin's room, all the gestures of speech and grumbling Andi.
It was clear to the balcony of the violin room.
Violin who had not slept stood on her back against the balcony wall, crying silently until her body shook in a tremble.
His pair of hands, he used to cover his mouth, so as not to make a sound and be known by Andi.
While her beautiful pair of eyes had been shedding tears nonstop.
She knows best what Andi has sacrificed for her older sister, even for her older sister's family, including her.
But what did Andi gain from her sacrifice all this time,? just exchanged for a wound that scratched in his heart so deeply.
Violin could not help but grieve and cry, seeing the injustice that befell such a good and perfect man in her eyes.
"I'm sorry brother.I'm useless, I can't comfort you, nor can I help treat the wound in your heart.."
"If I were him, things would be different, brother don't grieve anymore, let him go.."
"Life well, that's all Lin expects from big brother.."
"Lin please don't be like this, torture yourself brother.."
"Ohh God help brother, love him.."
violin in the heart.
After hearing the sound of belching and snoring, Andi slowly Violin's heart was calm again.
She finally returned to her room, Violin went to the bathroom washing her face while looking in the mirror.
Looking at her red and swollen eyes, as most were crying.
Violin used a small towel to compress her while sleeping, so that tomorrow morning when she woke up, no one noticed her swollen eyes, because they were used to crying
The next morning as the morning sun shone highlighting Andi's eyes, Andi who felt glare, finally slowly opened her eyes.
His eyes looked around him.
Andi furrowed his eyebrows feeling his head was very sick and dizzy.
Like being beaten by the rhino his opponent first..
Andi closed her eyes again, trying to sleep on her back.
After some time, the pain in his head began to disappear and returned to normal.
Andi looked at the clock at 7 am, Andi hurriedly woke up.
He began to remember, what he did last night, Andi hurried to go to the balcony to clean up all the mess, which he made on the balcony last night.
Once it's done and all the marks have been put in the trash.
Andi just breathed a sigh of relief, then she walked towards the bathroom to clean herself up.
Finish the bath and brush your teeth, while cleaning the fine hair over the lips of your chin and neck.
Andi looked at her own face in the mirror then after washing her face a few times.
In front of the mirror Andi said to herself.
"And smile, you have to be strong don't make people around you sad and anxious.."
"You have to make them happy and comfortable.."
"Once again endure, you must be strong, for the sake of happiness."
muttered Andi himself while looking at his own face in front of the mirror.
After patting his own face, with a fragrant coolant, after a shave.
Andi passed from the bathroom, changed into neat clothes and came out of his room.
Once out of the room, Andi immediately met Violin who was neat and also just came out of her room.
While pretending nothing ever happened, Andi pretended to be cheerful and greeted the violin..
"For Lin,.. How was he sleeping last night, all right ? fit not to sleep in a new place..?"
said Andi while smiling cheerfully made.
In the heart Violin murmured,
"I want to see you pretend until when..?"
With a somewhat awkward Violin replied,
"Good brother, everything's still ok, no problem.."
"Thank God, then, I smell noodles from the kitchen, I think mom has prepared breakfast for us.."
"We're checking the kitchen.."
andi said as she coded with her head, for Violin to come with her.
Violin gave a small nod, then she walked up behind Andi towards the kitchen.
Sure enough according to Andi's guess, Doddy and Rina were already sitting neatly at the dining table enjoying their breakfast.
Seeing Andi's arrival, the two children immediately cried out in joy,
"Sir Andi,..!
come here.friend us breakfast together..!"
Andi nodded with a smile, he approached the two children.
Stretching out his hand caressing the heads of the two children gently then said,
"Good morning ma'am.."
"Let's have breakfast together, there's not much food to cook anymore.."
Mama Viona looked back and said,
"At this moment again fried nuggets and sausages after that crumpled.."
Andi nodded and said,
"Do you need help, ma..?"
Mama Viona smiled and said,
"You help them have breakfast.."
While Andi was busy conversing with her mother, Violin had prepared breakfast for Andi.
Andi who saw that smiled and said,
"Thank you Lin.."
"Same brother, let's eat.."
violin said then she started enjoying her fried noodle breakfast.
Andi also tasted fried noodles in front of him, and he had to admit Viona's mama was very good at cooking.
He who was less tasteful, finally finished the noodle ludes that helped in getting Violin for him.
"Doddy go get your dad, for breakfast."
"Even slackers at this hour are still sleeping.."
said Viona's mom started nagging her husband.
Andi only responded with a smile while continuing to drink her tea slowly.
In Andi's heart thought, how happy, if he could enjoy Viona's Nausea in the morning, when they were old.
Unfortunately all of that was just a dream that could not be realized, because the person she missed was now officially the wife of someone else.