I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
BOTH TALKS
No words came out of the mouths of the four of them, Violin Viona, and her parents.
The four of them just embrace sadly while crying.
Andi slightly retreated away, she stared at them with a pair of eyes wet from being moved.
He also did not know what to say, other than to stay there and look at them with great pity.
Mama Viona tearfully said,
"Why are you so stupid, son,? why can't you think openly.."
"Why not go home looking for us, ? why not call us to pick you up ? why did you let yourself be like this ?"
"Ahh you're a child, why should you always make papa mama worry about you..?"
her mouth was nagging but her hands did not stop gently caressing Viona's head and back.
Tears continued to pour from his pair of eyes that had started to wrinkle a lot.
From the look of his eyes clearly he was very sad and anxious to see the condition of this child.
Viona herself simply chose silence and tried to hold back her crying voice with tears never stopping flowing from her pair of tired eyes and there was a black line under her eyes.
"Here you go, everything has happened that matters now, how do we take care of her and take care of her until she can be healthy again.."
said papa Viona.
Mama Viona nodded and said nothing more, other than kissing Viona's head affectionately.
Andi slowly stepped back and then came out of the room.
Andi walks in a chaotic mind, the marriage is in sight, choosing Violin and hurting Viona's feelings and destroying her few remaining life-will hopes.
Andi is obviously not able to do this, choosing Viona to cancel the marriage with Violin is clearly destroying her own feelings and heart, also destroying the feelings of the girl who began to be loved and loved, he also does not.
Choosing both of them to live together was obviously more impossible.
That choice would destroy the feelings of the two girls at once.
Without that, the relationship between the two brothers was already tenuous, because of his existence, in the middle between the two of them.
Andi who was pensive continued to step did not feel he had arrived in the Roftop area of the building.
Andi breathed in fresh air over and over again to reduce the feeling of the crumbs of his mind and heart.
Andi finally chose to sit in the dark, with only a companion of stars scattered in the sky.
Other than sighing over and over again and staring at the circular watch on his wrist, which could emit light in the darkness, there was nothing else Andi could do.
Not knowing how long Andi sat daydreaming imagining all his old memories one by one.
Until there was someone who sat beside him while gently touching his hand, Andi just regained consciousness from his daydream.
He turned his head to the side with a sad smile, and looked at the girl deeply, deeply,
Andi said slowly,
"The nurse who took care of your sister Viona, they said that your sister Viona, in addition to suffering from excessive stress, she also has cervical cancer."
"His body became like that, being gnawed away by that chronic disease."
Violin nodded small and said,
"If that I've known from the nurses and doctors at this parlour."
"I had a lot of conversation with them before I came here."
In his heart Andi was amazed by the precision and calmness of this beloved girl.
It is only fitting that in the hospital, he could occupy such an important position, and be respected by everyone.
He deserves it, because he has the ability to do it.
This is the big point of difference between the two girls he loves.
Viona looks strong and confident, even though inside is very weak.
andi's mind gives its own judgment.
"Sister, according to you, in the future I think you have a plan what for sister Viona ?"
violin asked as she lowered her head deeply.
Andi looked at Violin from the side with a look of sad and guilt-ridden eyes.
"Your sister's condition is like this, right now what she needs most is my presence by her side.."
"I'm planning on taking her to America, to get the best treatment and care there."
andi said with determination.
Violin was silent for quite a while, just saying,
"When will you leave ? after our wedding, or..."
Violin was unable to continue her words, she fell silent with her head bowed.
Andi sighed sadly and said,
"Your sister's condition doesn't allow for a second of delay, I'm sorry I think our marriage..."
"So many, I understand, I will pray for you the best.."
violin said while holding Isak.
"Lin I'm sorry ?"
andi was full of guilt
"No need brother, no,..Lin understood,.."
Violin raised her tear-filled face, looking at Andi while trying to smile.
He gave a most miserable and heart-wrenching smile.
While looking at Andi gently, Violin said,
"From the beginning of choosing with brother, actually I already know, one day there will likely be like this.."
"But what I never thought was everything coming so fast.."
"At first I thought I would be able to accept it, but , but, but, it turns out, I,. hu,.hu,.hu,.hu..!"
violin said, faltering, then she went into Andi's arms crying like a child there.
Andi was also very sad his feelings were slashed by the sound of crying girl who was very kind, very loyal and very sincere in love with him.
At the end of the day, she begins to fall in love and loves him very much.
Andi did not know what to say, other than saying sorry repeatedly, there was no other word that could be said.
Andi could only hug Violin tightly stroking her hair and back gently.
Violin after letting go of her mourning cry, she sighed and said quietly
"So I know, how I'm trying, forever I'll never be able to match my brother's feelings towards Viona."
"My position in my brother's heart forever is still number two.."
"I'm so envious and sorry, why don't I get to know you first."
"If there is a future life, I really hope, I will be the first to meet with brother.."
Finished saying, Violin while pushing Andi away from her, she said,
"Goodbye brother, take care of yourself.."
Then she ran away from Andi while covering her mouth with her hands, trying to hold back the sound of her crying not to sound out.
Andi sat there and said slowly,
"You're wrong Lin, I myself until this second also just realized."