I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
SEEKING ESCAPE, THROUGH DODDY AND RINA
Andi again sighed sadly, washing his face with water repeatedly.
Then he looked at his own face inside the mirror which looked very pitiful, then he again said alone.
"And look at this pitiful face of yours, who knows,? who cares, ? you have to let go."
"Everything is too late to regret it is free, He now belongs to someone else.."
"A thousand words of apology are useless, for he will never be able to hear them again."
"All I can do now is keep all our good memories here..."
andi said while pointing to her own heart.
"I can only pray that you will live happily with him.."
andi was full of sadness.
Andi wiped away his tears and muttered to himself.
"Fresh in. rigid..do not worry people around you,.do not let them grieve because of you.."
"Spirits..!"
andi said, then she washed her face clean.
After staring at her repeatedly and trying to smile as normally as possible, Andi finally came out of the toilet.
Once out of the toilet, Andi was very surprised to see Violin standing there leaning against the wall, staring at her with tears in her eyes.
"Why are you here..? why are you crying ?"
ask Andi pretend to be a bloon.
Not asking is still good, once asked, Violin immediately ran into his arms, and burst out violin cries while embracing Andi tightly.
"You.you...why Lin..?"
andi asked puzzledly as she stroked Violin's delicate head hair.
Andi while stroking Violin's hair, she slightly looked down at Violin who was in her arms.
Andi was blown away, as if seeing Viona crying in her arms.
Andi shook her head, and tried to blink her eyes.
But all she saw remained was the face of Viona, who was crying miserably in her arms.
Andi said, too,
"Malona.oh.. Viona.. You know, I am morning and night, always shouting your name .."
"Finally, at last . you come back to my side.thank God.."
"Maybe God began to pity me, so send you back to my side, thank God.."
andi said with a happy smile.
Regardless of the confusion, Violin's eyes were shocked.
Andi instantly lowered her face grabbing both sides of Violin's jaw, then released all of her longing feelings towards Viona.
Through a long, gentle and affectionate kiss.
Violin was certainly surprised and tried to wriggle, but Andi's embrace was so strong, she finally drooped limp, closed her eyes, following the strains of Andi's kiss, which was soft and friendly feeling.
Violin closed her eyes, enjoying the moment of losing her first kiss with Andi.
Although she realized Andi was dazed and mistakenly recognized her as her brother, she did not bother.
Violin like a man lost his strength, he enjoyed it very much, to avoid his body not falling, he was forced to circle his pair of hands behind Andi's neck.
But a moment later, Andi began to realize, there was something different from the body that was in her embrace, Viona should be taller than her body is clearly bigger and mature.
While the one before him was clearly still a child, Andi's sane thoughts appeared, he hurriedly let go of his embrace.
Like a snarl Andi hurriedly retreated away from Violin.
andi panicked as she continued to retreat away from Violin.
Violin with a red face came forward and said,
"It's okay, brother, if it can reduce your feelings of sadness."
"Lin willing ..sister.it's okay.."
"Ohh no.no. forgive brother Lin.don't approach.don't approach..Ahhh..!"
Andi held her own head like a madman, she instantly escaped very quickly, leaving Violin who was standing dumbly alone on the spot.
A moment later Violin rushed to pursue Andi, after searching here and there.
Eventually Violin finds Andi accompanying Dody and Rina on a swing, but Andi tries to avoid Violin's eyes.
Andi always avoids and pretends not to see him, this makes Violin feel upset disappointed and sad.
But at the same time, he also felt pity and sympathy for Andi.
Finally Violin decided to sit on the short grass, which was soft and a little far from where Andi and his two sisters were playing happily.
Andi though playing while laughing, but his heart still felt sad and sick at the loss of Viona.
He kept that feeling deep, covering it with a cheerful pura attitude.
But at this time he had increased by one feeling that suddenly appeared and was quite disturbing to him.
The shame of regret and anger at himself, who could have done that shameful thing to Violin, made Andi feel very guilty and difficult to forgive herself.
Every time he saw Violin, he would always remember that inappropriate and shameful thing.
The incident made Andi take the decision after this last tour with the Viona family.
He will focus on completing his thesis as soon as possible, and his script trial, then going home to his village, which he has left for a very long time.
While waiting for his graduation schedule which is still half a year away, Andi will use that time to calm his mind.
Before he returned to the city of J to find work and start his business again with Berry.
After being satisfied to accompany Dody and Rina to play in the restaurant tourist park.
Andi asked the two children,
"Dody and Rina are tired yet, right, ? want to sleep in the car to rest, or want to try to play safari safety..?"
"What is a safari park..?"
ask the two boys enthusiastically.
Andi felt sorry for them, and he said,
"The safari park, the zoo where the animals are not locked up, but let loose."
"Tourists can see it up close, using a special car that is provided by the park's board of safari."
"Ashik ..hore ..mau brother.mau brother.. Dody's going there...Rina is also a sister...!"
the two children shouted while cheering happily.
Andi smiled and said,
"May but let brother ask papa mama first, if we get permission just there ok..?"
"Let's go sis.. cepetan.we meet papa mama kak..ayo..!"
Shouted the two children excitedly, while continuing to pull Andi's hand, to quickly return to the saung where they had eaten earlier.
Andi just smiled broadly, following the pull of the two little ones.
Together with Dody and Rina, Andi felt, her pain and shyness towards Violin slightly lessened.
While Violin he walked with a grumbling face behind Andi, feeling in cuekin he was a little annoyed and disappointed with Andi.