I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU

I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
SADNESS AND DESPAIR ANDI

Andi nodded quickly and said,


"Come on big brother, huh,..?"


Violin while holding back a nodding smile.


Andi excitedly, directly carried Violin towards the kitchen, then she quickly helped prepare food for Violin.


Finished eating and feeling relieved, Violin just looked at Andi who was sitting opposite her and said,


"Why should you do that,? and keep it a secret from Violin ?"


Andi let out a long sigh, after which with his head down Andi said,


"Lin frankly, the thing that happened to your sister Viona, became a trauma for me.."


"I'm worried that in the new workplace, someone is targeting you, and intimidating you with their job title and authority.."


"Therefore I tried as much as I could to have, great authority there, in order to secretly protect you..'


"Sister chose not to tell you, because brother was worried that you would be offended, and was not willing to accept his sister's help because of his prestige.."


andi closed the explanation.


Violin reached out her hand holding Andi's hand and said,


"I'm sorry Lin's attitude has lately become emotionally unstable, because of the innate hormones."


"Should Lin better understand brother's feelings, understand brother's anxiety.."


"So Lin should also thank you, because big brother cares so much about Lin's comfort and safety at work.."


"Not even angry angry with brother..'


violin said with a gentle smile and looked at Andi with a full day.


Andi immediately smiled broadly and gently clasped Violin's hand back and said,


"Thank you dear, thank you for understanding, thank you.."


Andi kissed the delicate back of his wife's palm lovingly.


Violin did not reject her, she continued to look at her husband gently and was overwhelmed with a feeling of happiness.


Andi looked at Violin and said,


"Had Viona been able to have 50% of your attitude today.."


"Of course we don't have to end until that stage.."


andi said a little pensive.


Violin sighed, then she walked up to Andi hugging her from the side and said,


"It's better that we forget that unpleasant thing.."


"Let's go back to sleep, I'll take this 3-day leave to accompany brother.."


"But after that, you have to promise to let me get back to work as usual.."


"Sister must not use my brother's authority to interfere in my career..."


"No matter what, I must continue to carry out my duties and responsibilities as a good doctor.'


"Bahir Sehat is sick old dead, all has been arranged, when that day comes, wherever we hide will not be able to avoid it..'


"What is important is that we have the maximum to do and run health protocols, keep our body condition.."


"Ease everything will be fine.."


violin said while holding Andi's hand back to their room.


Andi did not refute, she simply nodded her head, following Violin's footsteps.


Violin had already decided, she had to respect her decision.


This is the risk of a Doctor, he was the one who asked Violin to be a successful Doctor.


Now Violin has managed to reach her, of course now she must provide support, so that Violin can maintain the achievement, which she achieved very not easily.


Before he goes back to work.


The next day, when Violin returned to work, it was Andi's most difficult day.


Andi could only pray every day for the health of his pregnant wife.


Because the case of the deadly virus is now in the city of J, increasingly increasing.


Including the death rate due to the virus also continues to increase significantly.


Andi himself who has high immunity thanks to the science of breathing exercises, certainly not worried.


But Violin is certainly different, if only the knowledge that Andi can train by women, of course far away Andi has transferred his knowledge to the violin .


Unfortunately it cannot, because of his hard knowledge, only suitable for training by men, not for women.


One by one the nurses and doctors at JMC Hospital collapsed making Andi become more anxious.


Andi who is the dominant shareholder, of course, always get a report on the development of the RS.


Andi could only pray as quickly as possible that the viral storm passed, as soon as possible the Violin entered the 9th month.


So there is no need to be busy and can rest and isolation at home.


But the more days it is the more busy Violin, because the patients who come more and more, while the medical personnel and nurses are actually getting less and less.


As more and more people fell, some died, some were sick and were being treated.


While the replacement power is not yet there, finally nurses and young doctors who are in school were pulled to the Hospital to be bandaged.


Almost every day the Violin leaves early in the morning home at midnight.


Andi has tried as much as possible to provide a variety of vitamins and nutritious soup to maintain the health of his wife.


But finally it remains inevitable, Violin was finally uprooted and must be treated and in isolation at the Hospital is not allowed to go home.


Even Andi if he does not have great authority in the Hospital, he will not be able to approach Violin.


On the first day of treatment Violin was still quite good.


Still can talk a little bit of a mild cough.


But entering the 3rd day his sense of smell began to lose flavor, his tongue was bitter.


All foods given taste bitter and less appetizing to eat.


Entering the heart to the 4th and 5th Violin began to fever up and down, the cough was getting stronger.


Entering day 7 Violin fever began to fall his condition began to stabilize.


But entering the 8th day Violin was forced to be rushed to the ICU room, because of seizures and difficulty breathing.


Andi stood pensively on the roof of the building alone while Violin was trying to be rescued by a team of medical experts.


Andi already did not know what else to do, other than stand pensively staring at the pitch-black sky above.


"God why ? why should he ? why should they ,? why not just me.."


"If I could exchange it, I would willingly take his place.."


"Oh my God, what is my sin ? what was my fault in the past ? so you should always give this kind of ordeal to me..?"


"Why one by one should you take them away from me..?"


"Lord I beg of you, please save him, don't you take him from my side.."


"Without him how am I going to carry on with the rest of my life,..?"


said Andi dropped himself on his knees and cried bitterly while covering his face with both palms.


"Sister Andi don't be like this, spirit is, get up.."


say a soft voice.


While his hands gently touch Andi's shoulder.