I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU

I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
ATTENDING ILLEGAL DOCTOR PRACTICES


In the morning Santi woke up, he hurried to the bathroom, while carrying a pregnancy test kit that he bought yesterday.


Santi waited for the results of checking the pregnancy test kit, which he dipped in a small container that holds his urine, with his heart pounding.


So scared and anxious, Santi closed his eyes and continued to pray with his mouth telling Kamit alone in the bathroom.


After waiting for some time, Santi bravely took out the tool, cleaned it and saw the results.


As soon as he saw the results, Santi was in disbelief, he hurriedly picked up and re-read the instructions on the package of the test kit.


It turns out that she was right in declaring pregnant, because she still lacks trust, Santi retested with a new tool up to 3 times.


But the result remained the same, he ended up sitting languidly on the bathroom floor.


He doesn't know what to do at the moment.


His brain felt empty, he could only stare at the three test kits lying not far from him, with a disgusted feeling of anger but helpless disappointment.


Until the bathroom door is knocked from the outside by his host friend.


Santi hurriedly cleaned up all the test kits, then came out of the bathroom.


And straight back to his room, he was lying limp in his bed not knowing what to do.


Later that day, she continued to lie on her bed for most of the day, even skipping her two college eyes today.


He really had no passion for going to college anymore.


Santi thinks he can moreover, go to college is also free.


He wants to go to college until when at most 3 to 4 months, after his stomach gets bigger, he can go to college.


"I have to how ?"


santi muttered sadly while shedding tears, her feelings were now completely shattered.


"Oh my God, what am I supposed to do, abort her ? or give birth and raise him alone..?"


"But how ?"


santi muttered alone.


Santi opened his laptop looking for information about single parents, to various ways to abort his content.


Santi after thinking and weighing the good and bad, finally that night he decided.


He will not keep the child who comes at the wrong time, and is not expected this.


The next day is spent by Santi by consuming all kinds of food, which can abort the content.


But after two weeks passed, Santi had to accept the fact that all his efforts failed and were in vain.


Though ranging from young durian papaya pineapple to bitter melon super bitter, there is nothing that he does not consume.


But the results remain nil, after thinking back and forth, finally Santi back again to the pharmacy yesterday, buy some kind of hard drugs that can abort the womb.


But after consuming it, Santi still did not succeed in aborting his womb.


He only received the consequences that his stomach was in excruciating pain, so he could not bear it and fainted in his room alone.


But after awakening he did not find any change in him, other than his entire body was bathed in sweat, until the negligence he was wearing was all soaked.


And his body felt very limp with his head feeling dizzy and swirling.


Santi tried to close his eyes, to relieve the dizziness in his head.


Santi slowly walked out of his room to go to the bathroom, to clean himself that stink of sweat.


After taking a bath and his body felt much fresher, Santi who felt his stomach began to feel hungry.


He ordered food through the delivered order, while waiting for his order to arrive, Santi stuffed his stomach with dry bread and milk which he always stocked for breakfast.


As soon as his delivered order came, Santi instantly spent all his orders like a starving person who did not eat 3 days.


After his stomach was filled, his anxious thoughts reappeared.


The fetus in his stomach turned out to be very wayward, no other way thought Santi in the heart.


Tomorrow he has to go to the illegal practice doctor, Santi thought in his heart, looking at his own face which in a few weeks looked very tangled and stressed.


The next morning, Santi who almost a month is not following the lecture.


Early in the morning already riding his motorbike leaving his boarding house.


Meanwhile, James himself just arrived from abroad last night, because he asked his father to meet his father's clients in London and Europe on a relay, which spent 3 weeks there.


That morning he was silent again coming to Santi's boarding house and watching the girl.


Seeing Santi leave the boarding house using his motorbike, and Santi looks fine.


It's just that his face looks a little thin and pale, the others he looks normal.


James' heart became much more relieved.


During his time abroad, every time he was not with his clients talking business, James would always be reminded of Santi and very worried about him.


In addition, James also always asked in his heart, is Santi really pregnant or not ? it was still a big question mark that he did not know the answer to.


James continues to follow Santi until Santi turns into a large house that looks lonely.


Santi after parking his bike, he looks doubtful and keeps staring at the piece of paper in his hand.


But finally he walked over to the tightly closed wooden door.


Santi tried to knock and snatched a few times.


But there was no word from the inside, Santi tried to peek into the house through the window glass.


But Santi did not see anyone there, Santi's heart became doubtful.


Santi then tried to walk to the side yard, it turns out that this side yard Santi found, where the patients queued.


Santi immediately approached a patient registration clerk, who wanted to meet with the illegal Doctor.


"My mother wants a list, "


santi said as she stood before the officer.


The officer also recorded Santi's personal data, after which he did Santi's blood tension and recorded it on Santi's patient card.


After that he gave a queue number to Santi which was numbered 13.


Looking at the number he received, Santi hesitated a little, but he kept it and asked,


"How many patients are there now ?"


The attendant looked at Santi for a moment then coldly he replied,


"The doctor hasn't arrived yet, if you want to wait please sit there, if you don't just return the queue number."