I NEVER REGRET LOVING YOU
SANTI CONFESSION
"Sarah lives in Mess the daughter of her campus, very strict, can't get out of there."
"And also can't accept male guests.."
"Although I could, I would never go visit the Mess."
james is relaxed.
"Why ?"
ask Santi wonder.
James could only grin awkwardly and say,
"Mess her women all, I'm not comfortable.."
Santi smiled and said,
"I'm also a woman, are you uncomfortable too ?"
James shook his head and said,
"You're different, you're special, I'm very comfortable.."
Santi laughed happily while covering his own mouth with his hands.
A moment later their food came.
James said, too,
"Let's try not to fit ?"
Santi nodded, he tasted his ramjak, without many words, he immediately ate voraciously, while giving a thumbs up sign towards James.
Seeing the reaction of Santi James was smiling happily, then he brought chocolate milk closer to Santi.
After that James just started eating hodgepodge of his order, while looking at the menu book
A moment later James pressed the button, to call the waiter.
Shortly after, the servant girl, fearfully afraid, came to James and said,
"Yes, sir, there's something I can help you with,..?"
"I order extra iced young coconut 1 fried bakwan, tofu, sausage and potatoes.
1 Portion each.."
"That was it first.."
said James.
"Okay, sir, please wait a minute.."
said the waiter, then hurriedly left James's desk.
Santi after finishing his dish, he was like a starving person, now immediately busy with his vegetable and fruit salad
James just smiled happily, seeing how to eat Santi, occasionally James fed Santi with his gift.
Santi opened his mouth wide and accepted.
After all the food in front of them the ludes move into the stomach.
The two of them looked at each other, then laughed and Santi said,
"I've been 3 this week, not**** dined, this is the first time in 3 weeks I've eaten so voraciously.thank you James.."
"Sorry I look greedy.."
santi said while blushing in shame.
James laughed and said,
"Originally you like, I will accompany you every day, looking for food that you like.."
"Or I'll take you to my house to let the cook at home cook your favorite food.."
Santi who had looked happy and happy was suddenly moody, as soon as he heard James' house.
He remembered what he was doing now, which all started there, the night of the curse, the bastard did it to him.
So that his situation became what it is today.
Seeing the change in expression Santi James said,
"You why San, are there any words that I'm wrong, and make you unhappy..?"
"I'm sorry, huh,..?"
But Santi pulled his hands back, his eyes getting wet, while looking at James with sadness and trembling lips, Santi said,
"James frankly, I really like you, I'm very comfortable and happy to be your partner and companion."
"But maybe it's my destiny, never to be able to live with my loved ones, please forget me, me..hik.no.hik..pantas..hik.."
said Santi started sobbing holding his sedu sedan.
James who saw this, not caring about Santi's refusal, he immediately shifted his sitting position next to Santi .
James pulled Santi into his arms, Santi tried to wriggle out of James' arms while saying,
"let go James. release me..please.me...aku hu.hu.hu.hu.hu.hu.hu..!"
Santi could not finish his words, he was already sobbing in James' arms, and he was not trying to wriggle anymore.
He even sobbed while tightly hugging James, and slid his face into James' chest.
"Cry as much as you can, don't hold it, let it go."
"After this tell me everything, I'm ready to listen to everything, after that we just forget all the past.."
james said softly, caressing Santi's head.
"Let's welcome our new life, I promise to make you the happiest woman in the world.."
"You are the first and last woman for me, your happiness is the most important to me.."
james said back as he gently kissed Santi's head.
After that he said, back,
"Darling I really love you so much, forgive me for not being good at talking and comforting you.."
"But I promise, I will do my best to make you happy.."
Santi shook his head while biting his lips, holding back the sedu sedan he said,
"Ahh James hu..hu..hu...I also love you very much.but you..."
"I really don't..want ..hurt your feelings.bet..hu...hu..hu..!. .you better forget me James.."
"Maybe this has all been my destiny.."
santi said sadly.
"Maybe this is my fate, I've been destined to live alone for as long as it is."
"Before I knew you, I also loved a man very much, but the man I loved was not me, but he was my best friend."
"By the happiness of the two of them, I gave up."
"You mean Andi ?"
asked James gently with a smile.
Santi gave a small nod, responding to a question posed by James.
"The bloon guy, but anyway, I have to thank his stupidity, otherwise I wouldn't have had the opportunity I have today.."
james said with a smile.
Santi sighed and said,
"You don't get excited about who's smart and who's stupid, you don't know."
"You listen to my story, until you've decided."
"After I decided to stay away from him, there was a night of that bastard that had taken away all of it, until then I met you."
"And finally I started to like and love you, but because it was always haunted by the events of that night."
"I don't dare to accept your approach and feelings, I'm always insecure and afraid I'll let you down."
"Because, because... I'm actually no longer holy, hu.hu..hu..hu...hu...!"
santi said a little hesitating, then she said the thing that had been her burden so far, then Santi could not help but cry sadly.
James said nothing, he just continued to gently caress Santi's head.
Slowly Santi began to calm down again and he continued saying,
"I'm sorry that I never dared to be frank with you."
"And keep hanging your feelings on me..."