It's Happier After Divorce
30. Begging to Go Back?

POV Mia's.

After all the invitations came home, I showed you the trampoline I had promised as a gift. The trampoline was placed in the middle of the backyard. With a few mats around to make Audrey even safer.

"It's Audrey's, Ma!?" ask Audrey for joy.

"Yes, honey. Mama won't break the promise."

Audrey climbed onto the trampoline. He jumped up there. Mas Dimas accompanied her, it made me even more strange. What's with that guy?

After Audrey was busy jumping up and down, I pulled Dimas's hand.

"Eh, where are you going?" Mas Dimas was surprised.

"Speak a minute." I whispered not to disturb my son.

Just a few steps away, Audrey yelled, "Where are you going?!"

"In a moment with Papa, dear," I replied briefly.

"Can Audrey bring Audrey's friends here?!" yelled Audrey again.

"May you love." The important thing is that my conversation and Dimas's mas are not interrupted!

I brought Dimas's mas upstairs. Sitting face to face on the carpet, my eyes kept staring at him as sharply as possible "Mas why did it come? Where's Sarah?" ask judes.

Seen a look of surprise on the face of mas Dimas. He did not answer, only silence made me annoyed.

"Usually mas is more proud of young wives mas .. until the move must be determined by him," I said insinuating.

"I'm sorry you got the wrong choice, Mia." The sound of Mas Dimas crying.

I wrinkled my forehead. 'meaning?' in confusion, I lifted Dimas' head and tried to ask, "What is the reason? Sarah's bad as I've been saying all along, right?" guess I underestimated Dimas.

"Yes. And worse, she's not pregnant with my son. That's Sarah's son and her old husband."

"Haha!" I can only laugh at all the misfortunes of Dimas. "Makanya. Don't look more at a woman than her body and crotch. But look at the woman from his struggle as well."

Pity the same pity all that has happened to Dimas, let alone all happened so quickly.

"Mas didn't mean to hurt you as long as Sarah was home. From the beginning I married Sarah to save her from her husband–"

"Yes. Her husband's. But I grieve and forget about me as if my role in life didn't exist at all! Now the whole choice has been proven wrong, right? Eat the bohay!"

Now I can speak out loud while Mas Dimas is bowed in his shyness.

"How do you feel about yourself, do not have a supportive friend right?" i said again. "That's how I felt when Dimas didn't think of anything but Sarah, Sarah and Sarah! She said get pregnant, whatever. Though the child who had been proud of the mas, not the blood of the meat itself. Heh, after losing everything, mas instead came back to me. I'm sure I'm gonna take Audrey from me, right? No, Audrey, my life. Don't take him from me!"

Suddenly Dimas touched my shoulder, then said, "Mas is wrong Mia. Please forgive me.. We are back to what we were? They have not divorced you. Even up to this moment. Oh yeah, I remember you said I had to divorce Sarah and you wanted to be the same, right? Now that Sarah's divorced, she's deflated now, Mia. The whole cover has been found out. We're back, aren't we?"

I pushed Dimas from before me. "No mas. I am happy with my life now, without thinking of a husband whose eyes cannot be kept, honey who likes to complain. Now I can even be myself. Career without prohibition. I have many kind neighbors. Look mas, shophouse, furniture, all my wishes, ..all I've got in a month. And you want to come back? Wh-wh-what for? I want to take my life back, will I?!"

"No, Mia. It's just …"

"Srrr." I covered his mouth with my index finger.

"How many times do I have to say I'm happy with my life! Don't nullify me!"