Just Just Marrying
Wait a moment
And this is where Kyara and Gerry are. On the top floor of Rania's shop. Luckily the weather was so supportive that they weren't too hot up there. Kyara looked straight ahead. Make the wall as his handrail. Her shortened hair seemed to be carried away by the wind.
Kyara seemed to be struggling to hold back the vibrations of her heart and body at this moment. Being this close to Gerry made his heart work faster. And Gerry's distinctive body scent brings Kyara back to mind on their hot nights.
Huh What are you thinking, Kya? Kyara hits her head slowly as her dirty thoughts start to wander. Does this include baby? He thought of blaming the fetus residing in his body.
"You why?" Gerry asked with a frown looking at Kyara's behavior.
"I'm fine." Kyara. She was embarrassed by her dirty thoughts.
"You better sit down. Aren't you tired of standing up from now on?" Gerry said while giving the plastic chair that had been brought Rania for them.
Kyara nodded obediently then sat down on the chair followed by Gerry. His eyes returned straight ahead. Now they are sitting side by side.
"So what do you want to talk about?" Kyara asked breaking the silence between them.
"I know that my mistakes have been very difficult for you to forgive. And right now I don't want to make any defense of you. I know I don't deserve to do it." Gerry's gaze was now set in one direction. His breath sounds more heavy.
"You don't have to be afraid if I'm going to do anything bad to him. I never intended to hurt my own flesh and blood. Just like you. I love him too, Kyara."
Gerry glanced at Kyara who still did not give any response to all her words. The woman was still staring straight ahead with a face that was difficult to read.
"If I could still have a chance to ask. I only ask you one thing. Allow me to be around my child since he has not been in the world. Allow me to make amends for ever wanting to reject his presence. But really... I really love him now." Ogre Gerry.
Kyara tilted her head looking at Gerry's bowed face. The arrogance in the man suddenly disappeared somewhere. The man now looks very sad.
"I'm not a selfish woman. Even though I wanted to do it. Nor do I have the right to separate a child from his father. I feel so bad for doing that."
"From all the wounds you have inflicted lessons on my life. Lessons for me to keep trying to be a strong woman despite living in infidelity. I have to be strong for my son. Even I have prepared myself for the worst possibility if you will never admit it. Because she was born from the womb of an ordinary woman like me not like my beloved father. I know who I am. And no matter how small I will never be in the position of the woman of your dreams."
"Maybe soon our status will change. Sorry if it takes too long to part. But I have reason to do it. Just wait a minute. Until he is present in the world. Then you are free to meet your happiness.
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