KARMAS
Part of you

"Thank you, sister Bisma"

Degs...

Mesya's eyes met Bisma's sharp eye bead for the first time in nearly seven months.

The unyielding bisma looked at Mesya's teary eyes and chose to break them first.

After a few days Mesya could finally see Bhishma appearing again before him. It was not in vain his plan to pretend to fall to lure Bhishma out.

Bhishma put back the merchandise that Mesya had taken. The man who had been waiting for Mesya just wanted to go from there.

"Wait for Sister Bisma!!" Mesya tried to stand up even though his leg was completely injured because of his reckless actions earlier.

Bhishma again stopped but did not want to look at Mesya behind him.

"Is my sorry door not open at all until Bhishma won't see me??" Bhishma could hear clearly if Mesya's voice shook violently. Until the sound of Mesya turned into a sickening sound.

It seemed that Mesya had to swallow the bitter pill because Bhishma did not budge at all. Although Mesya let out all his pain until tears broke, it would not be able to make the heart of Bhishma touched.

"Then why did Sister Bisma do all this?? Suddenly appeared before me, acting as if to protect me. Pay attention by sending all my needs at that time. Though I have obeyed your words not to appear before you" Mesya took a deep breath as he felt a great tightness in his chest.

"I'm even afraid that until you know I'm pregnant, I'm afraid of losing you completely obliterated this child. I was afraid that I might accidentally meet you even though I missed you so much" Mesya's voice was stuck as if stuck in his neck due to his sobbing cries.

"I beg you not to make me misunderstand, brother. If Bhishma still wants revenge on me, then do it like yesterday. Destroy me again until Brother Bisma is satisfied, but don't make me misinterpret this act of Sister Bhishma"

Bhishma still faithfully showed his broad back to Mesya. I don't know what's in Bhishma's mind right now that he's the guy that's still like a rock that can't be broken with tears.

"If you can't forgive me, it's better not to show up around me again. My life has been ruined, completely ruined. I'm sure you've seen all my destruction, too. Look how hard my life has been. So I don't want my heart to break for the umpteenth time. Excuse me"

Mesya's heart was broken, whether for how many times with the same man. Mesya did not blame Bhishma at all in this regard. He himself is wrong, he alone makes his heart hope for uncertainty.

Just by getting a little attention like that Mesya had hoped for more, even though Bisma himself would never feel something like Mesya expected.

Mesya turned around leaving Bhishma his heart that had been completely broken. Mesya expects the love of Bhishma to be the same as the ridge that misses the moon.

GREPP....

Mesya's body jolted even almost fell forward because something hit from behind.

Mesya felt something hard clinging to his back, as well as a pair of hands coiling around his waist.

"sorry"

One word that was said so slowly it managed to make Mesya's cry break right then and there. A word that Mesya never expected came out of the lips of Bhishma for him.

Mesya's body trembled violently in the bismanagement. A hug that Mesya longed for from the man he loved so much.

Mesya shook his head. It was not that he did not want to forgive Bhishma, but that Mesya understood the position of Bhishma at this time until he did such a cruel thing to Mesya.

"I shouldn't have made you like this. I'm wrong, I'm sorry" Bhishma began to let go of her embrace of Mesya.

Mesya who was still surprised by what Bhishma did just fell silent. His heart and mind began to be muddled again by Bhishma. Mesya had no idea what else the handsome man was planning.

Bhishma held Mesya's shoulder so that the pregnant woman would face him.

"Why should Brother Bisma apologize?? I was wrong from the beginning"

"You were wrong, but I shouldn't have done this to you" Mesya's body stiffened again as a bisman's hand touched his cheek to wipe away the tears that had been pouring down.

"Don't cry anymore. Let me drive you home!!" Bhishma chose to step her foot first. But after a few steps, he did not hear the footstroke following his steps.

Bisma turned back to look back which turned out Mesya was still in place.

"Why??" Ask Bhishma in a low voice.

"Have you really forgiven me??" Mesya just wanted to make sure if there was no longer any grudge in Bhishma's heart for Mesya.

"I don't know"

Mesya smiled wryly hearing the unblemished answer from the Bhishma.

"Then why is Sister Bhishma like this if Sister Bhishma still hesitates with her own feelings??"

Bhishma again approached Mesya with her sharp and piercing gaze. Mesya even rewinded his body because he was too afraid to face the Bhishma like that. Mesya recalled how Bhishma stepped on her hand that time with an equally horrifying gaze.

"I don't know either, which is why I don't want to hurt you anymore. I can't stand watching you keep smiling despite only getting that little money. I can't see you crying alone in front of the house, nor can I see your sad face while rubbing your big belly, and I also don't like it when someone else hurts you!!" Bhishma actually said that long sentence with a single breath.

"Messiah??"

Hearing Bisma say her name made Mesya dare to look at Bhishma's face.

"Why did you keep her in your womb??"

Degs...

Now Mesya's heart was pumped so fast that Mesya felt a tight pulse on his stomach. Mesya's hands moved around her stomach. It was as if she was afraid that Bhishma would tear her stomach right now.

"Sister, please don't hurt him. I won't ask anything from you as long as you let him live. I love her so much, I will raise her myself. I promise, when he grows up, I'll never say your name when he asks who his father is" Bhishma's hands clenched strongly because Mesya thought he was still a Bhishma who wanted to eliminate his own son.

"Again I ask, why did you choose to keep him??" Mesya really creeps because of the sound of Bhishma that so suppresses his guts.

"Because she's the only part of you I have"