KARMAS
Seek to know the truth

After arriving at the office, Bisma did not really continue her work. He actually fell silent in his chair while looking at the busy city of Jakarta from his skyscraper.

It was not because of his mistake to Alya that he was thinking about right now, but it was precisely the cause of his mistake that he was thinking about right now.

When he was near Alya, his feelings were suddenly bland. The feeling of love that he nurtured for more than ten years seemed to disappear in one night. The bisma still wonders where all those flavors go.

You want to know what's left in Bhishma's heart right now for Alya?? Only deep guilt. Bisma admitted that she was wrong. He decided to marry Alya even though his heart was gone with the new owner.

Now Bisma is confused. How to end it all. Of course his decision will hurt many people, especially Alya. Bhishma could not break Alya's heart. Bhishma knew that the woman loved him very much. Given how patient Alya was before facing Bhishma. But how could Bhishma continue with their wedding plans if their hearts were no longer one goal.

"AAAKKKKHHHH....!!!" Bisma throws a map containing his company documents in any direction as an overflow of his heart.

"Boss!!" Just then it turned out that Ferry entered the room of Bhishma. The responsible man immediately retrieved the file that had been disposed of Bhishma.

"Why am I so rich?? I think I've started to go crazy" Bisma said to make Ferry look up because his position is still crouching.

"You mean Boss??" It is not usual for Bhishma to see Bisma to vent her frustration by throwing things around her like that.

"Lo know for yourself, right, Fer?? I tried to follow the advice of you. I've busied myself with this pile of files to forget that dream. I have avoided Mesya to forget the shadow of the woman. I also took a big step with my wedding plan as Alya to convince my heart. But why does it feel so crowded Fer?? I can go crazy if I keep getting rich. I can't take Fer"

Bisma lowered her face on her desk. Can Ferry see if the shoulders are sturdy and muscular it began to vibrate violently. Just this time Ferry saw Bhishma so devastated by women. Lately also Bhishma was so open with Ferry about her feelings.

Ferry's heartland began to gamang. He began to believe that the dream was real because he saw this kind of Bhishma.

"Boss, I don't know what else to say. Now you better calm yourself first. Let's talk again if your feelings are calm. I'm going to cancel our meeting this afternoon. I won't bother you first. I'm out now" With a look of pity, Ferry stepped out leaving Bhishma alone in his room.

"Cancel the meeting this afternoon and don't let anyone into Mr. Bhishma's room without exception. I have a business to go out for a while, but if there's anything just call me. Don't contact Mr. Bhishma" Ferry's orders to one of his subordinates.

"Good Sir"

Ferry walked out of the elite office building. Drive his car to somewhere to find answers to his curiosity.

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Tok.dok..

"Yes??" Answer someone from inside a room.

"Bu Mesya, there are guests who want to meet with Bu Mesya"

"Who??" Ask Mesya again.

"Gue" Ferry answered first while opening the door to Mesya's room.

"Ferry??" Mesya looked surprised at the arrival of the man.

"Hay, haven't you seen me in a long time??" Ferry looked through Mesya's room full of his masterpiece.

"What do you need, Fer?? I don't think there's a job I haven't finished. The issue of my resignation from my design theme is clear, right??" Tanya Mesya wants to know the purpose of Ferry coming there.

"Look easy again. I just came here to stop by. Coincidentally I passed so there is no harm dong if I stop by my place of friends" Ferry still look at Mesya's work which he thinks is appropriate to be a designer in the chosen company Bisma at that time.

"There's no harm, just a tumben. What do you want to drink??"

Ferry only realized that since then Mesya did not answer it with the language they often use. True said Bisma if Mesya did turn out to be softer.

"No, I just stopped by"

Ferry approached the sewing machine behind Mesya at this time. There was one thing that caught Ferry's attention on top of that sewing machine. One blue baby clothes that are very small in size and a pair of matching colored baby shoes are located there. Looks like Mesya just sewed it because the end of the thread has not been broken by Mesya.

But Ferry pretended not to see him and then he actually sat on the sofa as ordered by Mesya.

"But by the way why did you suddenly break that contract??" Ferry saw Masya stop the movement of his hand that was cutting the cloth.

"All I've explained in the resignation letter at that time Fer. I'm sure you've read it too" Mesya replied after giving a few seconds' pause.

"Udah anyway, but it's strange to remember how persistent you were at that time. Moreover, this is your opportunity to make close to Bhishma. The man you love from the era of Baheula" Ferry deliberately lured Mesya to ascertain his suspicions after seeing the baby clothes earlier.

"It is precisely because it is the age of the Baheula that it is difficult time to forget it" replied Mesya without wanting to see Ferry.

"Sad.. Sure lo?? Given your ambitious nature with sky-high egos, don't believe me" Cibir Ferry.

"Everybody can change Fer, let alone a heart. Sister Bisma is getting married soon, right?? Then why else would I fight for the love that was never there for me. Besides seeing Bisma's sister happy I'm also happy" This time Mesya showed her smile to Ferry.

"Buls*it know?? It's bullshit!!"

"What do you mean exactly Fer??" Mesya did not know the purpose of Ferry coming to see him and behaving like that in front of him.

"Why don't you make a plan to make Alya crumble and go away by itself from the life of Bhishma"

Degs....

The words and gaze of Mega Ferry to Mesya made the flow of blood on his body seem to stop. His hands started to get cold and sweaty.

"What do you mean??" Mesya turned his face the other way.

"Lo's nervousness has given the answer that you have the same dream with Bhishma. But what I ask is why you don't want to admit it in front of Bhishma. He always insisted on admitting everything"

"Don't try to dodge it in front of me because I've seen the new money baby clothes you sew. Bhishma has told you everything that happened to you in your dreams. So I know who that shirt is for" Ferry who was so pressuring Mesya made the woman couldn't do anything about it.

"Why Mesya?? Isn't this your chance to get the heart of Bhishma. The man you've been expecting all along. With the dream it seems like rumpuk can get the moon"

Mesya took his breath so deep. Although it felt choked because of his choked throat.

"Then what will I get if I admit everything Fer?? Is Brother Bisma going to leave Alya and choose me that way??" Mesya stared at Ferry with tears.

"Sir Bhishma has proposed to Alya and soon they will get married. Do I have the heart to destroy their relationship for this dream that others think is so strange??"

Now Ferry can only be silent listening to the voice of Mesya's heart.

"Do you want to see the cruel me that I used to be or the one that I was like in that dream. I was the one who firmly destroyed Alya?? It's the real world Fer, the woman that Bhishma loves is Alya not me. So let everything go as it should. Let them be happy with their love" Mesya rubbed his tears violently.

"How do you want to?? You want to see them happy but your heart is broken??" Ferry now believes that the dream they experienced has changed their hearts and minds.

"As long as the man I love is happy. I feel happy too"

Ferry laughed sarcastically at Mesya's reply. He doesn't believe in such terms.

"Lo don't know if Bhishma is just as devastated as rich you are today?? He was between two very heavy choices"

Mesya did not know that Bhishma was as broken as he was.

"But that's the choice he took himself Fer"

"Bas stubborn!! With your selfishness you unknowingly have trouble hurting the feelings of many people know??" Ferry's anger was about to explode this time as well.

"Now you know about me Fer. I hope you didn't say anything to Sister Bisma. I don't want to be the bad woman who keeps hurting Alya. It's been a lot of my fault for her, so let her be happy with Sister Bhishma"