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GREPPP...

Now Mesya's head was completely stuck to Bhishma's chest. Can't stay away anymore because Bhishma actually held him tightly there. Not only that, one hand of Bhishma was also coiled warmly around Mesya's waist.

"Can't you listen to my irregular heartbeat like this when it's close to you?? Can you explain to me what this means?? I'm no longer able to hold this vibration alone"

The bisma that had given off a sinister aura was now sounding heartily in Mesya's ears. His current position trapped in the arms of Bhishma made him unable to see the face of the man who was hugging him.

"Sir, let me go" Mesya tried to escape from Bhishma.

"I don't want to have a misunderstanding until someone sees us like this" So heavily Bhishma loosened her arms at Mesya that she managed to get a little away from Bhishma.

"Why do you keep avoiding me?? Even you never want to lift the call from me" Bhishma smiled bitterly and chose to drop her body on the sofa resting her heart and her entire body there. His leaning head began to close with a sigh.

"It's not that I don't want you, but I've been really busy lately" Mesya could see the dark circles in Bhishma's eyes, though since the first skin Bisma always white and clean but now look cute with dark circles.

Bhishma only laughs cynically in the heart. He chose not to deny Mesya's clearly lying statement.

"Sit here" Bisma's orders patted the sofa next to her. Although his eyes were closed but he knew that Mesya had been watching him from earlier.

"I'll sit in sa..."

"A moment, after that I'll go" Cut Bhishma gave no chance for Mesya to refuse.

Mesya finally walked closer. Choose to sit on the right side of Bhishma by giving a little distance.

The two of them were sitting close together, just the two of them in the room but like two strangers who did not know each other. The bisma that was still leaning closed her eyes and also Mesya who was sitting stiffly beside Bhishma.

Bruck....

Mesya was aghast because Bisma suddenly dropped her head on Mesya's lap. The man now calmly closed his eyes without any hesitation.

Mesya still stiffened because of the Bhishma that was on his lap. Looking at the handsome face of the man she loved so closely.

"K-grandfather..."

"Leave it like this for a moment. I'm tired"

Degs...

What they are doing right now is exactly like what they are in a dream. But the difference is, in that Bhishma clearly loves Mesiah. Different from the bisma that is on his lap now.

"Don't you remember Sya??" Bhishma drew Mesya's hand and pointed it at his head.

"In our dreams, you rubbed my hair gently like this" Bhishma moved Mesya's hand as if it were a softly rubbing Bisma's hair.

"I still remember what it felt like to this day, so comfortable as I feel it now. All the tiredness I felt seemed to just disappear"

Mesya raised his head because his urgent tears wanted to come out. Of course he did not want those tears dripping down the face of the Bhishma that was beneath him at this moment. Bhishma who kept trying to remind the memories in the dream made Mesya's wounds gaping again.

"You remember when you left the house because of Alya's father?? I felt like my world was collapsing right then and there. I've been looking for you everywhere. I was afraid that I would not be able to find you" Again Mesya could only be silent listening to Bhishma who continued chattering non-stop.

Tests...

The tears did not come from Mesha. But the corner of the Bhishma's eye that has formed the river.

"Why do you have to run to save me?? Why do you have to risk your life and that of our future son to save a man like me?? Is it because of how much love you have for me that you are willing to sacrifice that far??"

As loud as anything, Mesya tried to hold back his tears. But the tears that came out were the sounds of his heart. These tears escaped uncontrollably.

"I don't know why it still feels right up to now. My feelings have been stuck...."

"Enough Brother!!" Mesya helped Bhishma to sit down forcefully. He chose to stay away from the men in danger.

"I don't understand everything you said. Want to see when you keep pushing me like this, sister??" Mesya said with his back to Bhishma.

"When I was openly chasing you. You never even glanced at me. I often look at me with a dislike look. But now, when I learn to forget you, you just keep going like this. Alya will soon be your wife. So I'm confused, what is your intention behind all this"

Mesya was deliberately not looking at Bhishma. Because by dealing with the man, surely such long words would never come out of his lips.

"If I told you that I married Alya just because I wanted to make you take me from Alya do you believe??" Bhishma could see that Mesya's body had stiffened for a moment.

"U-for what does Sister Bhishma do like that??"

"To get you to continue our dreams. We make our feelings real"

"What feeling does Brother Bisma mean??"

"Love us both"

Instantly, Mesya's withered back began to tremble.

"If I cancel my marriage with Alya, would you change your decision to forget me??"

Mesya already did not care if Bhishma heard his cries at this time.

"There will be nothing to change, brother. So forget that crap about your dream. If I were Alya, I would be heartbroken to see her future husband say love to another woman. So don't disappoint him and live with him. Remember, Alya is the woman you loved" Mesya said in a trembling voice.

Bhishma actually wants to embrace Mesya at this time. But his heart was again hurt by Mesya's refusal.

"Alright then" Bhishma held the tightness in her chest with a long breath.

"From now on I'll forget that dream that you thought was nonsense. I will also return to Alya. Maybe it's true you said, if Alya was my heart picker from the past. So it was time for me to go back to him" Mesya did not see if Bhishma's eyes were red and teary.

"Goodbye Mesya" Bhishma said before leaving the room.

Ccleks...

The sound of the door closing seemed to be a signal for Mesya to stop pretending. Now it's not her body coming down. Mesya completely fell down until his face touched the cold floor. His entire body was limp could not withstand the pain that had already reached its peak at this moment.

"Hiks.hiks.I still love you so much Mas Bhishma"