
"How do you think Alya would feel up there if I loved another woman"
Degs...
Mesya's heart was like a huge rock. It hurts and it hurts so much inside there.
"Why should Brother Bisma ask me that??" Mesya held back his feeling of wanting to explode at this moment. On the other hand he also wanted to know who the woman whom Bhishma loved today.
It was so easy for the man to ask such a question to the woman who clearly loved him. While Bhishma just yesterday just invited Mesya to live together.
"Jawab it!!"
"Maybe Alya will also be happy because Sister Bhishma finally found the happiness of Sister Bhishma again" replied Mesya who tucked a sense of disappointment in her heart.
"Also?? Who would be happy if I found love again??" Bisma leaned her face forward to within inches of Mesya's face. Bhishma really locked Mesya away from him.
"i-it..."
"Is that you?? Will you be happy if I find my love??" Bisma kept urging Mesya. It was as if Bhishma wanted to test how strongly Mesya would accept the reality if Bhishma met another woman.
Bhishma was upset that Mesya had not accepted her offer to live together to raise their child. But all was also wrong Bhishma for not also expressing her feelings to Mesya.
"I'm..." Mesya confused what to answer.
Bisma chuckled at Mesya's current reaction. His white cheeks suddenly turned red.
"Oh, let's have breakfast first. I've brought you breakfast" Bhishma can already guess Mesya's feelings just by seeing how nervous the woman is. This time Bhishma did not deny the feeling of happiness in him.
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It was getting late, but Bhishma had not yet left the house of Mesiah. It was strange for Mesya to be alone with Bhishma like that. It is not a matter of being uncomfortable or not liking. But Media felt awkward, especially Bhishma who just sat still while playing her laptop.
"You're tired of taking a break. The room is nice, right??"
"It's neat, it's even too neat until I'm supposed to fuck her" Inner Mesya.
Ferry and the Bisma man indeed completely changed the entire house of Mesya. Now there is no more barefoot reot bed anymore, everything has been changed new and comfortable.
"Sister, but Sister Bisma..."
"Yes, actually later in the afternoon I want to take you to the Obstetrician. So it's better now that you signal first. I'm not papa here by myself, I still have work to do"
Mesya did not expect if Bisma really wanted to take him to the Doctor. Bhishma really wants to see the state of the baby.
"If so, I go inside first. Brother Bisma really isn't papa here alone??"
"You're calm, you won't cry if I'm afraid" the Bisma joke was able to make Mesya smile before darting into the room leaving Bisma to the room.
"I can go crazy just seeing him smile like that" muttered Bisma cursing to herself.
Mesya's hand felt numb because he felt that it was too mama's lying down. He even forgot about Bhishma who was alone outside.
Mesya stretched his body. For a long time he did not feel that comfortable sleep.
"Ashar, I better pray first"
Mesya got out of his bed. Carry out his obligations that he once left as a religious people.
The first thing Mesya saw was that the television in his living room was on. The television was also the bisma who brought her this morning.
Then Mesya's attention was on someone who was lying on his couch which was now very comfortable and tender.
Mesya stood beside the sleeping Bhishma with the arm he used to cover his eyes.
Although part of Bisma's face is covered by her arms, Mesya can still see the nose is sharp and full lips pink owned by Bisma. What a perfect sculpture according to Mesha. All his life, only the bisma man created by God whom he greatly admired.
Not just because of his handsome face and the son of a conglomerate. But Mesya likes Bhishma because it is in vain men who are not easily tempted by creatures called women.
The indifferent and cold bisma became a special attraction for Mesya. Until it began to grow curiosity in the day to get Bhishma, but over time the curiosity turned into love. Various ways he did to attract the attention of Bhishma, although Bhishma never glanced at him even once. Mesya's heart was broken when he found Bhishma who was paying attention to Alya. Until the seeds of hatred appeared in Mesya's heart for Alya.
Mesya regains consciousness after remembering how he fell in love with Bhishma.
"A satisfied to admire her Miss??"
Mesya flinched back and almost fell if Bhishma did not quickly hold Mesya's hand.
"Be careful!!" Bisma said pressing but looked very worried.
"Sorry to wake you up" Mesya went straight to the side of Bhishma. He didn't want to go to the Heart Doctor after this.
"No papa, after all we have to go to the doctor. I'll take a shower for a while, and we'll eat out"
Bhishma grabbed the paper bag under the table that had not been there as Mesya remembered. Or maybe Bhishma took it while Mesya was asleep and didn't know. Mesya only guessed if it was a change of clothes belonging to Bisma.
While waiting for Bisma to finish the bath, Mesya chose to get ready. Mesya dismantled the closet which contained only a few pieces of the shirt. That was mostly from the bisma at that time.
Mesya is confused like someone who is preparing for a first time date. But it is true, although Mesya was often involved in a working relationship with Bhishma, but only this first time Bisma invites Mesya out only two.
"Are you ready??" The bisma out of the bathroom had changed into her casual dress. T-shirts attached to the body of Bisma and her long legs wrapped in jeans make Mesya trouble breathing to see it.
"So Brother" Mesya compares his current self to Bhishma. Truly the earth and the sky. Mesya who only wears cheap flip-flops, as well as negligee who he thinks is still good even though the color is a little dull.
Bhishma was aware of the changes in Mesya's face at this time. The bisma also knew what the woman was thinking because from earlier Mesya continued to pay attention to the clothes and sandals he wore himself.
"Don't be sad, we buy clothes first after that just to the doctor, huh??" Bisma rubbed the back of Mesya's head gently.
Mesya just nodded even though his heart was also happy because sja would not be ashamed anymore if walking next to Bhishma.
"Sir, wait outside first. Let me lock the door" said Mesya who was directly followed by Mesya.
Before Mesya came out, he checked the window of his house. Jiak used to not care so much because his house without his side at all. So different from now, because since this morning his house has been filled with Bhishma.
"You can't bring your phone anyway!!" Mesya saw a black cell phone that was still one type with Mesya's property lying on the table.
"Maybe forgetfulness, I just bring it" Mesya grabbed the phone and took it out to the owner.
"His phone misses Kak" Mesya handed over Bisma's phone when she got into the luxury car.
"Thank you, yes"
But the hand of Mesya who was still holding the phone was accidentally pressed the power button on the phone Bisma.
A photo, with two people inside who looked very happy with smiles engraved on both of their lips instantly greeted Mesya's eyes right away.