
"Mesya, I know you're having the same dream as me, right??"
Degs...
Mesya's heart is beating so fast right now. The gaze of the bisma that so hit the heart to penetrate to the back of the taste. Mesya is so limp at the moment.
"I mean Sister Bisma??" Mesya tried to control himself. Currently faced with such Bhishma makes Mesya unable to actually.
"Don't pretend to be Mesya's stupid!! You think I'm an easy kid to lie to??" Bhishma still urged Mesya with his conviction.
"What does Bisma really mean?? You came here to talk about dreams, and you said I was stupid and fooled. Please tell me clearly what exactly have I done up to Sister Bhishma like this??"
Bisma laughed discordantly at Mesya's question. He was fed up with Mesya's attitude. The woman in front of him was still acting as if she did not know anything and even continued to boast a stupid smile according to Bhishma.
"Now I ask you. Why did you cut your employment contract so suddenly for no reasonable reason??" Bhishma approached Mesya who was behind a long table full of cloth that was being cut.
"If it's a problem, I don't feel like I can continue it. I think lately I've been doing less well so than I go on and get your company ruined because of me, I'd better step down. You can find a better designer. I think there's still a lot out there" explained Mesya without looking at Bhishma.
"Guys...." Bisma clucked in annoyance.
"With that much??" Ask Bisma again. The salary that Mesya got after joining his company for one year could not even cover the amount of fines that Mesya paid.
"Money is not a problem for me, brother. Rather than me harming others, I would rather just back off" Mesya lowered his head to hide his sad face.
"Haha..." That loud laughter of course came from the Bhishma who was so upset with Mesya.
"Yes, money is not a problem for you. From the past until now you have been like that!! Mesya is still a haughty Mesya, it is impossible to change even if it is only in a dream!!" Bisma hissed in front of Mesya. He cannot control himself at this time. He was angry, he was disappointed with Mesya.
Mesya took a deep breath to endure the pain in his chest due to the scorn from Bhishma.
"And what did you say?? Other guy?? Yes indeed!! You and I will forever be someone else!! If I could love you, it would be in your dreams!!"
The words that came out from the anger of Bhishma had unknowingly hurt Mesya. Bisma did not know if at this time Mesya could not hold the pain in his heart until he deliberately bit his lips so as not to cry.
"Now I ask you again??" Mesya raised his face looking at Bisma despite being very heavy.
Bisma Semaki approached until only a table between them. Moreover, Bisma deliberately brought her face closer in order to see the honesty in Mesya's eyes.
"Why are you blocking my number??"
Is.deg..deg..
Mesya's heart felt like it wanted to jump from its place. He did not know what answer he had to give to Bhishma.
"That's because I just changed my number. So I blocked all the numbers on my phone, so that no one would call me there anymore" Mesya replied confidently.
"really?? You deliberately cut off our cooperation and blocked my number. Then you pretended you didn't know me at Alya's boutique. Isn't that obvious if you want to avoid me??" Bhishma still locked Mesya so that he could no longer dodge her.
"Where am I avoiding you, brother. It's just your mind" Mesya again smiled blandly.
"Oh yeah??" Bisma smiled obliquely at this moment. Mesya did not know what the smile of Bhishma meant.
The bisma suddenly stepped back giving a distance between them. His hands fiddled with the phone but his eyes were still fixed on the nervous looking Mesya.
Drett.dreit.dret...
Mesya's phone on the table shook, showing a call from an unfamiliar number. But before Mesya picked him up, the call was dead. A second later the number came back to him, but again died before Mesya picked it up.
Mesya hears Bisma laughing cynically in front of him which makes Mesya aware of something because Bisma also shows her phone screen to Mesya. Where when Bisma swallows the green icon on her phone, then the phone Mesya will vibrate.
Now Mesya is getting cold sweat because it turns out that Bhishma has been playing tricks on him. It feels like Mesya wants to disappear from the face of the earth right now.
"If you want to lie to me, please act better. Don't be so stupid!!" After saying that heart-wrenching sentence, Bisma stepped out of the room of Mesya.
Tests..
A drop of tears that he had been holding since finally fell also followed by a small stuffing that came out of his red lips.
Mesya slid down because his knees were very weak since the arrival of Bhishma earlier. All the feelings that had been wanting to come out were now spilled with her heartbreaking cries. Mesya bit his hand to hold back his crying.
"What is this sign?? What dream do you mean it's the same dream??" Lirih Mesya in the middle of his cries.
"But why do you have to ask that?? Can't you just forget about it?? I've been trying to get away from you so that my heart doesn't hurt more. What would you do if I told you the truth??" Mesya hid his face on both knees.
Mesya decided to hide that fact. Mesya did not want Bhishma to know if he also had the same dream. According to Mesya it was just a dream, the most beautiful dream of his lifetime.
What would Mesya get anyway if he was honest with Bhishma. Alya is still alive in this world, Bisma has also proposed to Alya to be his wife. Mesya no longer wants to be a greedy human. He had suffered enough in his dream. He no longer wanted to repeat the same mistake in the real world.
Mesya wants everything to go as it should. Bhishma will marry Alya and live happily ever after. While Mesya, until the end of the story, he will never enter into the life of Bhishma.
But after experiencing such a long dream, now Mesya was sincere. He was willing to let go of that feeling even though it was currently so heavy. Mesya was determined to bury his feelings deeply.
"The steps I took were correct. I hope that staying away from you like this will make my feelings for you fade away. I'm willing to endure my pain as long as you're happy with the woman you love"
"It's true what you said, that you and I will forever remain someone else. But I've been so happy that I've only been loved by you in my dreams"